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Dude I had a coworker ask a simple question about a recent update in the teams channel. I answered. Now they're in my DMs asking complicated questions 😭😭 I wasn't on that project team, I don't knowwwwwwww

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I have so many unread messages on TikTok and Instagram, and I don't want to read or watch any of them. I'm a bad friend 😭

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Since I called out yesterday, I missed our team briefing. I REALLY should join another team's briefing, but I keep thinking "I don't deserve to"

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How did I almost miss the exit on a route that I take 3 days a week? Concentrating? What's that?

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a drawing of a white cat sitting on a chair

Today's to do list: -go to work -don't leave halfway through the day -brush the dog -wash my hair -general cleaning

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ALT: a drawing of a white cat sitting on a chair

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Woke up. Still tired. Even though my watch says I got 8h57m, which is a decent amount of sleep. I'm able to do stuff this morning - got out of bed and brushed my teeth immediately, instead of 3-4 hours after waking up (if at all). Baby steps

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Emm @emmdubitably.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

I just wanna sleep. But if I sleep now, I'll probably wake up at bedtime and be unable to fall back asleep and then be too tired to work tomorrow 😑

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I'm so tired of waking up tired 😭

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Emm @emmdubitably.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

Almost forgot I had therapy asdfgasdfgasdfg

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I STARTED A LOAD OF LAUNDRY!!!

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I don't think I deserve to feel better than I do

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Sometimes I really hate myself. Stupid, lazy, gluttonous piece of shit.

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Today's to do list: -buy more dog food -laundry -brush the dog -wash my hair -general cleaning Literally the exact same as yesterday. Will I get any of it done? Who knows!

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And of course, I wake up feeling like poop again :(

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All day it's as if I've been half awake. And now, finally, when it's two hours past bedtime, I'm fully conscious without clouds. Welp, time to go back to sleep and hope tomorrow is better! 😭

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Things I did today: -played games in the living room (I left my bedroom!) -fed myself, and Huygens -drove to Disneyland, checked in, and left (🤦‍♀️) -took a shower (didn't wash my hair) That's uhh... Nothing on my to do list done. Cool!

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Here I am, once again thinking about how nice it would be to spontaneously combust and how it wouldn't adversely affect anyone. I'm trying to think of tangible ways it *would* hurt people to dissuade myself from thinking this way.

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Ok this headache has been bugging me all day, even after I threw Tylenol at it. Please go away.

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My brain: your aunt's mad at you Me: what? Brain: she's. Mad. At. You!

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Finally have the spoons to do laundry AAAAAND the waters off. FML

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Why the fuck did I make a Magic Key reservation for Disneyland today. I don't want to leave the house. Now I HAVE TO GO or I'll get ANOTHER no show ding 😭

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I swear to fuck sometimes this dog hurts my feelings so bad, and he doesn't mean to. Like dude, please come here so I can pet you instead of running away. I'm not interested in chasing you right now. Great, now I feel rejected by my DOG.

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Oh great and apparently it's been a bad day at with AND I'M NOT THERE TO HELP. I *could* be making a difference but NOOO my stupid lazy ass doesn't have the spoons to get off the couch. Stupid lazy fat bitch, just quit already so they can hire somebody more fucking useful

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🫠 I made it out of bed and put pants on, then stopped in chair. Still need to feed Huygens.

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Today's to do list: -buy more dog food -laundry -brush the dog -wash my hair -general cleaning I should also re bleach and color my roots but I know that isn't happening today LOL

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Ok I'm really tired of being alive. Like, I'm not finna DO anything about it.

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