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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

I’ve always had my alexithymia cause delayed processing for fear but today was the first time I had delayed processing for JOY and it feels so healing, euphoric, and balancing all at once

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 15/11/2024

Anyone else on an Arcane obsession

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Zinnabelle @magic.swordsz.in · 18/10/2024

house of leave. house of get the fuck out of there.

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 05/09/2024

I spent my last night in London yelling at a British man because he said Marx and Engel’s couldn’t have been gay for each other

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 10/08/2024

“finding a great plumber doesn’t have to be a DRAINING experience” 🤓

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 09/08/2024

calling comrades in France and London please reach out! Going to Europe for the first time and would love some recs ☺️

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 08/08/2024

the candlestick and the teapots should have unionized and overthrew the beast in Belle

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 04/08/2024

I was feeling really down today and my crow babies brought me some shiny presents ☺️

The crows left a dime and a nickel sitting on a balcony railing

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 04/08/2024

I will always value community over industry

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 03/08/2024

it is an indoor plant kind of day

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 30/07/2024

I pulled an autism and didn’t realize how this came off but I love everyone who has been checking in on me lmao

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 22/07/2024

I feel gender euphoria every time I express an intrusive thought

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 10/07/2024

what have you found is the best way to incentivize young communists to read theory when they don’t “see the point”

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gita “the formalist” jackson @xoxogossipgita.bsky.social · 02/07/2024

Ppl are retweeting this and I just want to add that faxing is THE most annoying thing to do to your representatives. There are websites where you can fax for a small fee and those machines are LOUD and then at the very least they have to deal with all the print outs.

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 02/07/2024

as someone who is autistic and sensitive to noises, when men eat they make specific chewing sounds that reminds me of large dogs

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 30/06/2024

rewatching bojack horseman and if Diane read theory she would’ve made an amazing comrade

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 29/06/2024

in that overstimulated moment where you go word salad

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 29/06/2024

I am getting all my zzz’s and no one can stop me besides my caffeine addiction

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 29/06/2024

In that limbo period after taking adderall of I want to eat SO BAD but I cannot eat 😭

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 29/06/2024

my brain is breaking - fellow autistics how the hell do you navigate conferences for 3 days, I can’t even manage 3 hours

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 27/02/2024

I have leveled up my autism stat to be able to read instead of doom scroll when I am in burnout

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 26/02/2024

every time I hum I’m imagining a murder scene

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 23/02/2024

If anyone else also wants to give me money as a gift my Venmo is @EL-payment

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 23/02/2024

Update!!! We got solid food as our second gift

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 16/02/2024

the more people I meet the more I realize just how big of a jerk people from my past were

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 12/02/2024

how do you find a way to body double when you hate everyone lol

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 03/02/2024

I’m definitely getting out of burnout now! Following the advice of “when a plant isn’t growing you don’t criticize the plant you move it to a better environment” definitely helped. Once I cut off the people who wanted me to keep masking I have done so much immense growth in just DAYS 🔥

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 29/01/2024

sometimes I think I burn bridges in relationships because I don’t want to be tempted to cross it again

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 26/01/2024

did my crows give me a gift? it was left on the railing I feed them but this looks a bit like thrown up rice 😭

Strange beige thing left on railing. It is weirdly soft when I touch it

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 24/01/2024

for those coping with PTSD and trauma how do you find a community that is understanding or can relate?

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 23/01/2024

I recently switched my SIM card from a smartphone to a flip phone and wow it makes me prefer more face to face interaction because everything takes so long to text lmao

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 23/01/2024

thank you everyone for all the kind words and sound advice! I’ve been feeding this crow I named Carl amid burnout. S/he is named Carl for the sole reason of me going CAAARRRLLLLLLLLLLLLL when he arrives (if anyone watched film cow as a kid )

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 16/01/2024

what is everyone’s experience with autistic burnout? any advice to offer?

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 20/11/2023

for the longest time whenever I said something and people stayed silent I thought it was because I said something bad and it was my job to fix the conversation but now I realize they’re silent because they can’t keep up with the conversation and don’t know what to say

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 19/11/2023

now that my identity is more aligned with who I want to be I’m actually looking forward to being perceived

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 16/11/2023

the only thing going back to college accomplished was helping me realize I hate college kids

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 10/11/2023

taking a me day - AKA doom scrolling and staying in bed ☺️

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 09/11/2023

If the Holocaust was broadcasted everyone would post “I stand with Jews” or “I’m not antisemitic!” but do nothing to actually prevent the Holocaust and that’s what’s happening with Palestine

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 07/11/2023

why didn’t anyone tell me making naan was that easy 😍

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 03/11/2023

I’m starting the How to Build a Sex Room series on Netflix and I feel bad for all these women they don’t need a sex room they need to stop dating men

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EMILY 🏳️‍🌈 @emleung.bsky.social · 01/11/2023

this morning I was feeling really lethargic so I spent all day scrolling on social media. now I’m feeling very hyper and manic so I spent all night scrolling on social media, just more aggressively

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