iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Listen, I'm comfortable in tank tops, it's hot af where I am and humid, and overall I just like being in tank tops. But I am aware, live with, and carry the burden of the fact that my headlights WILL become halogens in almost EVERY circumstance

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Having the less serious amusement over the fact that my blog, despite being intended for nsfw, I post a lot more Serious Things here compared to Zack

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Having the late night realization that maybe my struggle to keep surprises stems from having a parental figure who, while appreciating that we wanted to surprise them, really HATES surprises because they like to be in the know and involved in plans so that it doesn't interrupt their own schedule.

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

*aggressively sucks cock*

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

Zack out here ruining shit for me /pos

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

- Playing Sims - One of my newest cc I got is apparently a glory hole - Says it's a one way mirror glory hole - I place the glory hole - Look at both sides - IT ACTUALLY FUCKING WORKS - My first immediate thought: Oh that's fucking COOL I gotta show this to Zack >:0

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

See, my secret power is that I've read so much smut in my life, that I've mastered the art of keeping a completely straight face when I'm playing an NSFW game in public

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

Thighs so thicc I can't put on select pairs of long socks because they start to choke the poor things

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

Sort of just realizing that a big reason i like hypnosis is the idea of being unable to unintentionally ignore orders due to executive dysfunction or depression, and i don't know how to feel about that. It's like a reverse adhd, if i will.

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

I apologize for the depressive posts, im just going through it right now mentally 👍 will be fine soon methinks

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

The gods gave me boundless creativity, but no will. Depression and anxiety that roots me in place and make me useless, but a fear of pain and suffering that keeps me from acting on anything. Made me an empath, but burdenly so. Sometimes I can't tell if it's a joke, a mistake, or a curse.

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

I try to do One Thing, and all of a sudden my body does everything in its physical power to stop me. And because of it i appear lazy and stubborn.

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

siri i would like to stop the suicidal intrusive thoughts please, they're not fun

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Ella @ellaspam.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

The upside of having relatively big tits is that if I forget to wear an apron while baking, nothing is getting on my legs: the boobs catch it all

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