elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 16/10/2026tired, stressed, seriously at the end of my rope: write about gore and yucky things anxious: write about people outgrowing each other 020 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 16/10/2026i wish i had the confidence to go to music shows ive found out about a non insignificant amount of shows i think would be fun but..... 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 16/10/2026had the appointment today deleted my thoughts earlier in case there are term search trolls on here as well as every other site but my spamton standee WAS directly in my line of sight the whole time. 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 14/10/2026shouldve never let me get hold of 'video games' now i want to put people in the device but am scared of going in the device myself 000 0
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 13/10/2026every month we have the 'im stopping artist alley bc of all the grifters and people just desperate for online fame' discussion and the answer should always be 'this is why you should continue in order to push them out' and not 'art is more worthy when it wasnt made for a paycheck' 020 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026sticky note attached to my screen to look at during the video call which says DO NOT TALK ABOUT SPAMTON OR OUTLAST WHISTLEBLOWER 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026i was approved for a gender doctor appointment, im kind of like holy fuck what am i doing this is so expensive, but ever since reaching out to them ive been in a better mood lol 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 08/10/2026Every time I begin thinking about moving I start fantasizing about how this living situation will finally be the one I can exist normally around other people in the house but this time I'm going to live alone so I don't need to think about all that 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 08/10/2026Boss x employee fics are really fun but I keep mentally rewriting them in my head as I read but I also don't have any torture subjects saved in my brain I'd like to write this about 100 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Ok so waking up earlier means being awake for longer which is really depressing 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 06/10/2026its all very well realising that the person talking to you like shit on the bottom of their boot over the phone is rude and unprofessional and probably lives a very sad life but it doesnt change the fact they decided you are inherently lesser than them and nothing will change their opinion. agh 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 05/10/2026reduced my meds manually by seperating capsule contents and putting the halved contents back in the capsule a week ago and have felt like its been noticeably easier to wake up 💭 020 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 04/10/2026heartbreaking: the expensive hipster burger place that comes highly recommended from every random person is actually really nice 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 04/10/2026dont know shit about this guy. but my fanfic synopsis 001 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 04/10/2026imagining myself a beautiful life in this random ass apartment i found online the person who lives there now has similar furniture to me so basically i could already be there. i will try and book a viewing but this is just silly 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 03/10/2026did we learn anything from 2015-2019 callout posts over personal arguments in niche communities or are they coming back in a new and fresh way bc the op of the callouts wants to use them to generate attention towards THEMSELVES which will clearly translate into money and love. clearly. 130 3
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 03/10/2026everyone get ready for This Must Be The Place I Waited Years To Leave friday nightyoutu.bePet Shop Boys - This Must Be The Place I Waited Years To Leave (Official Audio)YouTube video by Pet Shop Boys 100 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I really want to finish my train gijinka zine which is also about what causes people to connect to moe art which is a recent thing I've been 'researching' but is very interesting with a couple of personal anecdotes. But the paycheck beckons me instead 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 01/10/2026parts of an antidepressant infomation leaflet that say 'we don't know how exactly these work' and so on and so forth make awesome collage and scrapbooking material shame i discovered this right as im about to be free of them 040 4
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026I wonder if I could put down maximum 50% deposit on a 1bed apartment I would be accepted for a mortgage with my failure job. Um etto bleh 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i don't feel motivated anymore i feel kind of scared 011 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i cant believe evil pervert game is making opportunities to make friends bc every single person i have ever met has gotten into it somehow 000 0
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 29/09/20262027 the year of dxhr could be the year of living alone and starting hrt 100 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026He was forced to learn to play card games until 1am after a con 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 25/09/2026[evil social faux pas metre in the corner of my vision ticks up] 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026in my crossbody bag and backpack for trips you would think im packing for a family trip with the way i have multiple hand sanitizers, wipes, plasters, painkillers, allergy pills, digestive system pills in both....my family is me and my 2 fuckoff big suitcases 130 3
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026Kind of fascinated by the concept of the 'everyone lives everyone heals and all my ships get together fix it fic' not bc it's what I usually tend to read but bc it's such an open window into what op wishes they could have in their life. After projecting onto the ordinary protags struggle 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026i feel like im getting more of the real conventions in your 30s experience now despite going there to work bc so many oomfs all stay at the same hotel and every time we book an 8+ person dinner lol. maybe even more than 1 huge social dinner 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026A few weeks ago I was in this really scary derealized? disassociated? state where it really felt like 'something else' had taken over and everything around me just felt like it was supporting this feeling and not snapping me out of it 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026bought a watch for the first time cos every time i see these style of watch i think theyre so nicely designed then i found out theyre still being made and cheap too.... 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 17/09/2026any and all ao3 discourse is stupid and i dont care but it is kind of funny they keep booking £2k+ booths at mcm 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 16/09/2026i know that soooo many people would love dxhr however its probably best for my sanity that no one knows what it is 010 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 16/09/2026the stuff that repeatedly comes up in my dreams is so cringe but last night part of a dream got a bit too real even my subconscious is telling me to realise some things 020 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 15/09/2026checking my writing folder and the craziest shit is always written during what I remember to be really stressful or difficult weeks. yeah. 110 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 14/09/2026i need to go into a cave forever and never come out 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 11/09/2026So many long time tumblr mutuals who I don't speak to anymore or even knew well in the first place who I need to erase from the dashboard for the horseshit discourse they keep reblogging 121 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026I planned to go to the movies alone today (cinema member so it's free) but the thought of staying inside is so compelling. I miss when I'd want to go out and just walk around for hours 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 09/09/2026against my will learning so much about current diet culture has made me feel so much more cynical than i was 120 2
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 09/09/2026i am struggling to find any shred of motivation interest or energy to meet my deadlines. fuck it all who cares anymore 000 0
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 07/09/2026in the last year i discovered i love sushi but i always forget just how good sashimi is until i try it again...... 001 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 07/09/2026💭to talk candidly about money & housing it would probably be a good idea for me to research more seriously if it would be possible for me to buy an apartment to live alone. i can afford a decently sized deposit but its always a complete fucking headache doing anything money related as a freelancer 100 1
elizacassan @elizacassan.bsky.social · 05/09/2026getting into the phrase 'waiting for the other shoe to drop' lately 010 1
