iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

hello bluesky i fell off on checking this app but tw*tter is pissing me off lately lol

jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

i so desperately want to get out of america lol like my partner and i talk about it often enough bc things are scary and i can’t make a living here

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

i feel like all i do is bitch about how bad everything is but how can you not?????? none of this is normal and it’s impossible for us to organize when there’s a huge political divide and it’s alarming that half this country is straight up evil

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

it’s very hard to be online when half the people just yap about how they don’t think certain groups of people deserve to be treated as equal fucking human beings and it’s so. draining. and i’m tired.

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

i’ve been spending less time on social media but especially there bc everyone has worms for brains and the website doesn’t even work bc elon is actually stupid

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

ik every internet platform has annoying ass people on it but twitter is crazy im not arguing with misogynists i don’t have the time or fucks to give about y’all

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

i’ve never felt like having a “career” suited me, and all i want to do with the remaining time i have on this earth is work in the community in any way/shape/form and i’m genuinely looking forward to seeing where things take me in terms of that

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

i think in a different life i’d be a successful tour photographer and living my dream. in this life i’ve been cursed to work multiple jobs and still live paycheck to paycheck. but fuck it we ball bc i am chasing my other dreams even it takes me years to accomplish

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

i willingly gave up my work health insurance to give myself time to go to college. i won’t do well in college without therapy. without medicaid i can’t afford my medication or therapy because i don’t make enough money. so essentially, i’m very very very fucked and very worried about everything

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

mentally preparing myself to receive a denial letter from medicaid considering the house budget was passed last night. this country is so fucking evil. they are literally killing people with every step they take.

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

i feel this so hard dude like my meds and frequent appointments are the reason i’m alive. shit is so scary.

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Fifty Shades of Whey @fiftyshadesofwhey.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

Masked agents knocking on doors, demanding that residents show IDs, and urging them to snitch on neighbors, while buses wait nearby to disappear people is full-fledged Nazi behavior.

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ICE Agents in Colorado Go Door to Door Demanding IDs and Asking People to Turn In Their Neighbors

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

trying so hard not to throw up over this i’m so fucking anxious bro

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

we got his dna results back and we don’t fully believe them so we ordered another brand lmfaoo. we’re convinced he’s got more hound breeds in him but he’s essentially a super mutt - 21 diff breeds 😭

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

he is so baby i hope he knows i’d die for him

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

i love my current job so much, it’s the first time i’ve ever felt fulfilled by the work i do but im in non-profit so i don’t make a lot :/

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

it actually hurts to see jobs i really really want pop up because i 100% don’t have the bandwidth to work full time and they’re all full time positions my heart is breaking

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

i’m really happy i made the decision to work less so i can focus on school but i realized i literally can’t survive like this <3

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

going back to work at the coffee shop after i quit 2 yrs ago bc i need to *~pay my bills*~ and 1 part time job is not helping me do that

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

i finally cut my hair after 5 months and suddenly life is worth living

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

i’m fine just in shambles over the joke that’s the american healthcare system, things will be okay though

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

spent the last couple days straight up wanting to kill myself and today i had a really good day with my partner and it reminded me that being alive is actually really awesome

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

just kidding my anxiety got so bad that i’m not bringing it anymore i hate my stupid brain!

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

whomst am i seeing at the mat kerekes/quip show later

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

having imposter syndrome so to cure that i’m bringing my camera to the gig tonight

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Bsky Kreuger @lammatic.hellthread.vet · 07/02/2025

Democrats saying "we can't get in, there's a single bald man blocking the door" like this is a 90s jrpg

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Mud Whale @mudwhale.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

✨GO FEST YOURSELF✨ 4.19 at 5 O’Clock Lounge in Lakewood, OH FREE ENTRY Music at 4pm

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

mailing our dog’s DNA test tmrw if this fucker isn’t a plott hound like we think he is my whole world will be shattered

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

i’m not even stressed bc i know it’s gonna get done it’s just very unfortunate that adhd has me finishing it last minute

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

going 2 hit my pen press shuffle on kaytranada’s discography and lock tf in on a project due in less than 12 hours lol

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sam rise @samantharise.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Chappell used the red carpet to speak out for trans folks, and her award speech to take on the predatory behavior of labels? Doechii won best Rap Album and dedicated it to Black Girls? Queer femmes once again holding everything down and using their platforms to lift everyone up. Incredible.

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

everything about this country rn is fucking insane and i want to blow my brains out like my trans friends deserve to be treated with dignity my immigrant friends don’t deserve to fear for their lives no on deserves to fucking suffer the way that the government wants us to suffer im so tired

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

dems always whine and cry and claim they can’t do anything to make this country better when it’s only been a couple of weeks since the inauguration and the right is fucking up everything left and right with no issue or pushback

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

dems saying shit like “something has to be done about the government” u literally can do something you dumb pieces of shit lmfao

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Shanna "Read Black Fantasy" Miles @srmilesauthor.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

5 ways to celebrate #BlackHistoryMonth (cause the fed govt doesn’t run your house) 1. Find out what Sojourner Truth REALLY said 2. Buy a Black horror, scifi or fantasy book 3. Listen to “Naima” by John Coltrane 4. Send the victims of the LA fires in Altadena a few coins 5. Get a library card

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

feels really nice to have an office space in our apartment and it feels very me :)

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

i can’t focus to save my life today in my art class why is it so hard to just… do things??!,!,!?!

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

LMFAOO. this is my puppy snoopy he’s a hound mix and sits like a weirdo

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

since getting a hound i am obsessed with hounds and want to rescue them all

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

i am so lucky and privileged that i have a partner and immediate family that can help me because without them i genuinely would be homeless and starving. so many folks don’t have that support system and it breaks my heart to think about their only support being stripped away

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

i work and go to school and receive SNAP, fafsa, and medicaid. without public assistance programs i’d be completely fucked. this government doesn’t care about anyone but the rich im so disgusted

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

i rely heavily on public assistance and it’s so fucking gross to see the government pull back federal aid because they don’t think it’s worth the time and money. this country is run by deeply evil people

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

library genesis is my lifesaver i have found so many textbooks there!!

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jord 🥀 @edamamegoth.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

why did ep 3 of sakamoto days end Like That

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