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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Usually with a controller or keyboard, along with other secret methods.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Bro's in the house that John built‼️‼️‼️

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星空★lone @hoshizoralone.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

[metroid] hungry gal lifehacks

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Happy Birthday! You've genuinely been a huge inspiration and bright light regarding my own gender stuff. I wish you nothing but the best for this and all future years.

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Captain Cake @captcarrotcake.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Quick Sophie/Soleil cuz an oomf likes em

Characters shown: Sophie and Soleil from Fire Emblem Fates

Sophie leans forward while holding Soleil’s hands as she chatters away. Soleil feeling a little flustered from close proximity

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Huge, ty for this boon.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Immediately smelled blood in the water.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I was leaning the latter.

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Pem @pembiklimon.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Dont like how this one turned out but figured I may as well just post it here anyway since I spent too much time on it

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I really like these! The bird-esque aspects are really cool.

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gray @graysheartart.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

deltarune fun gang

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

...if it helps even one person, makes just one day a little brighter, then I have to try. I know the thought helps me, at least. I hope anyone reading this has a good day/night. Thanks for listening. /14 end

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

...just put it all out there. To offer some modicum of encouragement to anyone (not just queer folks) who feels trapped in their body/life. Things can get better, the rough days will pass. Maybe this all seems like trite platitudes, reheating what others have said more eloquently. But still... /13

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

As I said, much of this is stating the obvious / standard trans experience, I know. But even seeing myself as truly trans is something that took lot of time, plus some help from a few trans friends. And I guess, on this (day after) Enby Day, I wanted to reflect on all that. And more than that... /12

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Obviously these are things men can feel and still be secure in who they are. And I support them! But for me, as I examine things that made me unhappy in life, a shocking amount of them come back to the gender expectations I've always felt. That made me realize why things feel worse at home now. /11

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

...there has been demonstrable improvement in my mental in the relevant areas compared to before, even if some things aren't always ideal. I have context for stuff I've always felt, like hating having to cut my hair short / being shirtless around others. Not wanting to fill the role of a "Man". /10

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I may sometimes misgender myself mentally, but that's less frequent than the other way 'round. And that rate is improving, even if there are bad days. Since first coming out to some of my friends (one of whom became my boyfriend) and eventually full friend groups (which was nerve wracking)... /9

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

And it reminds me - or makes me again realize, if you wanna be dramatic - that what I want to be, what I am, is real. My goals are attainable. I can reach that point if I stay the course. I won't always be in this house, I won't always have to present a certain way, I won't always have to lie. /8

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I find myself wanting to dress more cutely, more feminine than I did before (though I don't know if I'll ever be a skirt/dress person, love me some nice pants). I want to try getting new kinds of haircuts. I want to get my ears pierced, and more than just the earlobe. Little things, adding up. /7

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

But as the hrt's effects have progressed, as I hear more of my friends gender me correctly, I feel happier. It's something I consciously notice every time, because I still haven't accepted it as the standard. I'll wake up, see the same bodily changes as yesterday, and still be surprised. /6

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

...embeds in me a self-doubt I still haven't shaken. What if I'm just faking it? What if none of this is real and I just can't face what I really am? I see it when I look in a mirror, feel it when I pick up a razor. Constantly stemming the tide of What I Am. At least, that's how it can feel. /5

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I'm not trying to fish for sympathy by sharing all this. Rather, it's context for the main point: I can't deny that sometimes I still use the wrong pronouns for myself in my head. Hearing those all the time and needing to refer to myself as such (because everyone here loves discussing gender)... /4

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I have to deny myself every day. I'm on hrt over a year so I always wear baggy clothes / a hidden sports bra to ensure they don't notice changes. If someone mentions the Trans Topic, I keep my mouth shut except when responding to them affirmatively. These are common problems queer folks face ofc. /3

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I'll spare anyone reading this the details, but I live in a very conservative home. Back when I considered myself cishet, it was easier to deal with (even if I was already a leftist). All I had (and still have) to do is lie / avoid certain topics. But as I've changed, things have gotten harder. /2

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Date's changed for all of the US by now (including me), but it is (or was) Enby Day and that gave me some cause to think about things. Personally, today was nothing special. Well, it was actually quite bad barring a walk and hanging out with my bf (who I love very much, he makes days better). /1

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Nah it's right here, you just dropped it a few minutes ago.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I find that some people will auto-pilot full party ACTs when available even though they're often less optimal if you have enough TP for solo ACTs. For this fight specifically, S-Action/R-Action also give more TP than Defending, which I've seen many not realize.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Made a spreadsheet detailing the stats, effects, and damage/healing scaling of Deltarune's equipment as of Chapter 5: docs.google.com/spreadsheets...

docs.google.com

Deltarune Equipment Stats/Effects

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I love how you did their one eye and the redraw of the Heal Prayer sprite.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

It's definitely intentional that this chapter is the first to very directly discuss gender in the Seth & Aqua cafe scene. The fluidity/role of gender as it relates to cast has always stewed in the background but now the game's bringing it more to the forefront.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Saul can be your defense...!

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UNDERTALE/DELTARUNE @undertale.com · 22/06/2026

From Toby: 10 years ago I made a song that sounded like this. It's called "The Sunset of 7 Suns." This is the hope for Chapter 5 from 10 years ago.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Using Hilda here is a great brick joke.

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

...but I do encourage you to still hold close to your relationships even if you get worn out easily and need breaks. Isolation is never the answer. I hope you feel better. You may not know me, but please do know it's always fun seeing what you have to say. 3/3

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

But whether that includes burnout, life stuff, or anything else, you're more than it. That doesn't change things sucking sometimes, I grant. I don't wanna waste your time with trite advice I'm sure you've heard before (though the basics like walks/exercise and proper nutrition are important)... 2/3

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Unsure how much this means coming from a stranger, but sharing your honest feelings isn't shameful. It's brave. Never judge yourself by your worst thoughts. Regarding their cause, I don't know exactly what factors are affecting you. 1/3

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ecreiP @ecreip.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

So pretty. Love how the red pops out.

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