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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 4h

Update: Binder ordered should be here today I had this compression bra from when I went to the gym so that held me over for the day

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 4h

It’s weird feeling that way again. Cuz it’s not “I want to be a man” it’s “I don’t feel like me right now” idk it’s kinda fucking with me rn. I’m okayish, I’m not having a mental health crisis. I just don’t feel right.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 4h

I haven’t felt chest dysphoria since I was around 15, I accepted that because of my identity it doesn’t matter whether or not I have them, but I guess now it does for some reason. I don’t want to be a man, I just don’t want my boobs 🥲

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 4h

Deadass thinking about getting a binder. Still dysphoric. I’m gonna be honest I didn’t even know I still felt that way.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Feeling crazy dysphoric so what are we doing? Playing the sims at 1am so I don’t think about it

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I’m wanting to do drag king things, but I can’t because boobs. But the problem is I don’t want to shrink them I just want to take them off for a little bit, do my shit and then put them on later

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

So turns out I get chest dysphoria. I’m nonbinary. I wish they were detachable so if I get that way all I had to do was unscrew my boobs and put them somewhere else until I feel like having them again.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Realizing that I struggle a lot more than I think I do. I’m doing okay I promise but I can’t do things that my normal family members can and it sucks. OCD sucks

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Those 7 boys do not deserve to be allowed back, they should’ve been expelled, not suspended. Cornell needs to do fucking better. Fuck that shit. There should be a zero tolerance policy and we are not nearly as angry as we should be Stop complaining about feminism when this is why we need it

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I have reoccurring nightmares about what happened one happened 10+ years ago and one happened about 5 years ago. It affects your day to day life and you will never be the same again.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Hey so as a two time survivor of SA, an ESSAY should not be used to keep them from being suspended. You make the choice and now you have to live with your choice, the person you hurt has to live with the trauma of the choice you made.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Oh and before I forget, no AI was used in making any of the visuals they were all stock or Pinterest, thanks :)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I always forget to tell y’all about the projects I’m working on. I’m writing filming producing scoring and being the foley artist for an analog horror series based on 3AM challenges and other paranormal stories that I’ve experienced. :)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

And yes I do need to see a doctor the problem is my doctor’s nurse is a bitch.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Also if I don’t look good or I’m spacing out, move me to the floor I promise I won’t be mad (as long as we’re close)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I can feel an aura (like people who have seizures) about 20 minutes before I start feeling sick. If I’m starting to slump and we’re close that I’d be okay with you moving me, move me to the floor.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Guess who had to lay on the crusty ass fuckin college floor? Yeah me. I’m learning that I’m just going to have issues the rest of my life and I’m learning how to deal with it.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

The grunge overtakes me (I wanna sing grunge music y’all)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Got my nose done Pain rating 4/10 it wasn’t awful but I will say it’s spicy.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

What I do instead of going to Tonal 2

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

In the name of the father son and Holy Ghost, head shoulders knees and toes, turn up your nose strike that pose ✨Ayyyy Macarena✨

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I swear there are some people who just can’t read the room. Time and place is very much a thing. And context clues just go over certain people’s heads like come on 🫪

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

So angry. I will never fucking understand why.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

“I will fight an old man for barricade” - Ashlynn 2026

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Having a random memory of my friend in high school going “If you’re not with me you’re against me, you love Hitler” I don’t remember the context

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I would also like to add, I haven’t taken it off since I got it except for when I shower or sleep, but when I sleep it’s on my nightstand, I left it in the downstairs bathroom so I forgot to put it on

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Hi so that pick I got at that concert has some good ass energy attached to it. Because the one day I don’t wear it I forget my key 🥲🥲 It could also be the anhk, a lot of my practice includes Egyptian gods (I am Egyptian), but there was good energy at that show so good luck charm.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Not ashamed, don’t care, it’s a normal thing that happens every month, I’m just sick of having to call out of work or sit miserable or leave early because I feel like I’m dying. And that’s not an over exaggeration either legitimately I feel like I’m dying

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

The past 6 or so years have been like this, I have a lot of medical problems and I have a suspicion as to what’s wrong with me, but either way I need to get on birth control because I spent 20 minutes of my first class across campus getting pain killers

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

This may be a bit of a tmi, but I actually hate being AFAB so fuckin much. Have to make an appointment to see someone because I’m having debilitating cramps, like everything hurts and I can’t focus on anything.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

P.S. I am okay with answering questions when it’s not about how long does he have or this that and the other because truly I don’t know and that scares me to think about. These last 4 years have made me learn that we aren’t promised tomorrow

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

And even then it’s not getting better or worse but I think about all the milestones he won’t be around for. And it sucks. I shouldn’t have to go into detail if I don’t want to, and for some reason this person (again no one on here) thinks we’re close. My silence doesn’t mean keep asking thanks (3/3)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

It’s more to keep my professors in the loop of how I’m doing so if I seem off they know and I don’t have to draft emails. For anyone curious even though I don’t owe it to anyone, he is stage 3 or 4 if he gets better somehow he will be on chemo for the rest of his life to keep it away (2/3)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Also also, I post updates to my cf story on insta, had to remove someone I accidentally added because too many personal questions about my dad and how bad his cancer is. It’s no one on here to be clear, but I just don’t really like answering detailed questions about his treatments (1/2)

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I don’t sing. I mean I can just not my own stuff hate the sound of my voice

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I write song lyrics from time to time, wrote a song about the fear of living without my dad. My plan is to write an album with songs about my dad and depending on the amount of streams I’ll donate to a cancer research foundation. Mourning someone who’s still alive is difficult

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

WHY?! I’M NOT GOOD NO ONE SPEAK TO ME!

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Part of that might have to do with the fact that I worked an 8 hour shift yesterday after not working 8 hours since like May and also I came straight to work from school. Either way I need to stick to square toed boots because they don’t have heels.

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Working at a place where wearing boots is part of the uniform makes me wonder how 16-17 year old me walked around my high school in giant fucking platforms everyday, because now I can barely do 4 hours in a small heel 😭

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

AI User: I’m an artist too! Me:

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

When you get the plague from your brother (I have a cold but my immune system is really bad) so you decide to learn how to cook

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

If it wasn’t clear, free Palestine. My half brother lives on the border between the Gaza Strip and Egypt, learn the person you’re talking to before you admit to me that you’re okay with millions of children being killed by the IDF

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Hey btw don’t be commenting Zionistic shit on my page on a post about how I’m anti AI. Thanks 😘

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

The whole reason I don’t have it enabled is because 1. I’m an artist (both music and drawing and shit) I don’t fuck with AI to begin with and 2. I don’t wanna see the potential of an AI clone of myself, that’s scarier than the deep fake shit from a couple years ago

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Heads up for the girls gays and theys who twitch stream. They wanna use you for generative AI, make sure you disable it. I don’t know how much of this is an issue for me considering I show my face but for people who draw their ocs and use their ocs this could be very well art theft

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Hi heads up for twitch streamers, twitch is taking your streams and using them to train AI. There’s an opt out section in privacy select it off or your streams are are at risk for being used to train AI

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Ashlynn @echkoproductions.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

More survivor crap and sucking and DBD Come hang out or your mom’s a hoe twitch.tv/xx_mybrutalv...

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