iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Yearning for someone who has no social media presence is a wild experience

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Someone on tumblr liked a long post I wrote back in March. It was right after a girl I've dated briefly broke up with me. After 6 months of push and pull, we are now long distance friends(?) Re-reading the post I got emotional. I was telling the truth and I still feel the same, just less intense.

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

It’s not haha it’s all water under the bridge, but telling her I think she is prettier than the actor would be risky

110

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I always thought one of these character from the manga looks just like my ex, and now the actress that plays her in the live action drama is like a (less pretty) version of my ex....... My head is blown and I want to text my ex about it hahaha

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I am struggling so hard lately. I know well the progress I’ve made but I think part of me just can’t keep up. I am very frustrated that I can’t control myself

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Saw someone said limerance is just us imagining what we actually want in a relationship, it’s really not about the person, it’s about ourselves.

100

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Was just thinking how being honest about my feelings might be too much for other people.

100

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Ok please tag me and I will read it when it’s completed (I learned that I can’t do unfinished fics)

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Omg really Alms??? You are going to write yearning Avatrice for me!!???😭💕??

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

OK yearning is out of hand, i reached out and now it is absolutely over. 🫡

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I don’t like the idea of having a best friend 🤔it annoys me a lot when someone acts like we are besties

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Logged into my fanart IG account, saw somebody posting photos from the V&A and I thought oh a twitter friend is in London!! And it’s KTY…

051

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

Yes I’ve watched the whole season 3 🙂‍↕️

130

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

It's too hot and I couldn't focus on work, so my Avatrice fanart returns. #avatrice #WarriorNun #fanart

54618

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Tonight at an event I suddenly realised I am kind of powerful. I finally started to learn how to tell when people are flirting with me. In the off chance that I notice, I seldom want to flirt back when I am not interested. Not really desperate to flirt with people is actually quite powerful

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

wyper always so wise so poetic! haha. Thank you for talking to me!

110

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

What do you mean by influencing it?

110

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

i think we sometimes romanticised yearning a bit too much. I don't know how to strike a balance. I don't know when yearning becomes unhealthy.

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I was complaining to my friends about small issues with my living situation last week, and the universe suddenly took it away from me and I have to move now. Why doesn't the universe give me something when I compained about not having a girlfriend!!!!!

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

I am incredibly annoyed that my flatmate thought her cats were “jealous” of the date she brought home the other day, but in fact she just doesn’t hangout with them enough and they want attention so bad.

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

I just realised the pretty girl pulled a "Before Sunrise" on me, not that I am complaining.

020

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Why are there random people liking this post I am going to delete it tomorrow lol

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

I have been a fan of Jessie Buckley for some time, the person I am currently in love with (lol) reminds me so much of her. And Jessie Buckley is every where now I cannot escape!!!

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

well now i am drawing fanart of my almost gf lol

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

There is so much uncertainty in life and we just have to stick around to find out

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

I think sometimes people don’t understand how rare some people find connection and chemistry. Like so rarely happens to me. And finding and losing it is a much bigger deal for me.

180

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

The most romantic thing something did to me was to breakup with me. And after all those romantic things they told me not to romanticise it?!?!? Girl!!

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

Had the most depressing lesbian romance experience last night what the hell.

100

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

A advice I learned recently, mute your crush’s text. It does helps a bit

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

The frustration of finally acknowledged myself as a cool attractive person but still no girlfriend!!!

020

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

Dated a girl for a week and I am thinking about what love is. Ahhh to be a lesbian

020

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

What else is better than stalking the girl who just ended things with you on her Letterboxd? Girl is charming and funny and I am once again in love/ incredibly sad that this didn’t work

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

Kind of want to throw up thinking about it all. Need a switch to switch off the brain

100

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

It’s so exhilarating that someone so attractive flirts with me. Ugh life is worth living

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

So last week I was seeing this girl that I was extremely excited about, I kept myself under control, went on couple of really cute dates. And she broke things off. I felt a bit defeated tbh. I like her very much, and I know she likes me too. Life is hard you all.

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

Can lesbians not breakup with multiple 1000 words text messages? I think not

000

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

This week’s lesson for me is that I can attract extremely beautiful women too. 😤😤😤

120

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

it means she is either your soulmate, your new best friend or a Libra

010

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

Checking how much a girl is into you by judging how much she laughs at your jokes.

150

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

This is the second friend who doesn’t read fanfiction thinks I read fic on wattpad. How insulting. And they don’t even know they have insulted me.

030

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

I have said this every year and it still hasn't come true, so I will say it in a more polite way: 2026 I would like a girlfriend please if that's ok 🙏

070

endo @e0n0d0o.bsky.social · 30/12/2025