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Oh do you want to know what else I wanted to do? Record me singing. I wanted to sing and do makeshift covers of the Death Note musical and Jekyll and Hyde for October. I had that planned IN AUGUST. But I can't sing WITHOUT MY FUCKING TEETH.

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Yes Im making great strides in liking and accepting myself. Im able to look in the mirror again which is wonderful. But so many things I have wanted to do just keep falling apart.

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I just... genuinely this is making me livid. Work is kicking my ass because of burnout due to AI and Leadership. The teeth issue is fucking me over. I cant seem to even get a date, like an ACTUAL with intention date of it going ANYWHERE.

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"Surely I'll be able to start streaming again in October when this is fixed" and then on Tuesday I was like "Cool I'll get if fixed and start streaming on Thursday right in time for Tales of Eternia" BUT THE TEETH ONLY LASTED 4 HOURS.

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Then I said "Okay Sept Ill start streaming before I go on my work trip." But the teeth fell out again and didnt get another attempt until I got back from my work trip. But then they kept falling out.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Honestly im so pissed right now. Ive been wanting to stream since fucking August. I ACTUALLY made plans to stream. I told myself "When I get back from the con Im going to stream" but then my teeth started having issues and not only did I not go to the con I haven't been able to stream.

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Woke up with a migraine. Fucking hell.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

My mind goes to weird places

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Hopefully this is the last time i have to go get my bridge fixed. It feels so nice to have teeth again. And when I looked at my smile I felt happy because I could once again see myself in that smile.

A selfie of someone with a purple shirt and a choker smiling. Their hand is propping up their chin.

A selfie of someone wearing a purple shirt and a choker. They are making a peace sign with their tongue out.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I am so happy and proud that you are comfortable enough in your identity now!

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Haven't done anything other than the 5k today. I feel the burnout and loneliness getting more real every day.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Hope everything is okay 🫂

The fact ive spent close to 3 months this year without 4 visible teeth is one of the factors inhibiting my mood right now. It's hard to be confident and want to make plans with people when my smile gives me so much dysphoria right now.

They had to reschedule my dental bridge appointment because the bridge didnt get in by EOD today.

Im fine just wish they could invent a pill that truly silences all the thoughts I have because they are just overwhelming

Even though I keep making progress there is a part of my brain that just doesnt see the point in anything.

Past few days has had me wishing to be outside my body. I just feel uncomfortable.

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Open Twitter and see Queer discourse about Non-Binary people, identity, and the focus on presentation. Great thanks for reminding me how I feel alienated in the Queer community half the time.

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Decided to pick up a product to help get rid of facial hair. Saw it had coconut in it so I went "Well technically according to the doctor I dont have a coconut allergy" My face is on fire and irritated and spots have flared up due to agitation.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

FUCKING FUCKITY FUCK FUCK. THE NEW ONES ONLY LASTED 2 HOURS.

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Went to the dentist to put the bridge back in. Got it in, was driving home and was talking to my mom and it fell out before I got home. IT DIDNT EVEN LAST 1 HOUR OR EVEN MAKE IT HOME THIS TIME

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Was set to be on time to my appointment but hit every stop light and a bunch of construction making me 20 minutes late. Fuck today

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I have to remove Im ugly fro my lexicon cause its no longer true

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The good side of ADHD meds, energy to do things and not having to take one or two naps a day. The downside, I dont need as much sleep which means im awake longer and cant use sleep to avoid depressive thoughts.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Why yes, thank you ADHD meds for consistently waking me up around 4 something AM and unable to go back to sleep. It's just what I need when Id rather not be lucid right now.

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Kaylyn Saucedo - MarzGhoul @marzgurl.com · 28/09/2026

So AI invented problems where it can supposedly go rogue (after the user tells it to to so on purpose), and Nvidia gets to sell the solution to the manufactured problem. Neat.

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Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

It should not be as hard as it is to order food with my mom.

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Saw the sign when I was leaving earlier and knew I had to take a photo lol

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Boston Tops? Well if you're offering...

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I wish my parents could see how different my thoughts are. And how I actually like myself like this and be happy for me.

Yes Im still MAJORLY depressed and in constant dread, fear, and exhaustion. But I will take any moment to not feel like I hate everything about myself.

It... it feels so good to be able to look in the mirror and mostly like what I see. My thoughts keep going to "I cant wait to see what Im going to look like next"

Was getting ready for work this morning. After I ironed my hair and it was parted to one side behind me I started to smile which caused me fo want to start crying.

Lynn @dylsdav.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Sat on the plane and an older lady in the aisle kneels towards me and whispers "My daughter would love your outfit"

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Also the TSA agents were uncomfortable patting me down lol. They were mode nervous than anything it was kind of funny.

The server at the restaurant complimented my outfit, then my shoes, then my nails. Ma'am I haven't even ordered and I can only tip you so much for making my day.

Flight delayed close to 2 and a half hours meaning I won't get in until 10 PM. Kill me.

Made cookies for my work trip

Chocolate chip cookies resting on an oven

Chocolate chip cookies resting on a baking sheet

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It just sucks that society judges people who do it and it can hamper their future especially with the current state of things and the internet.

It also sucks because my thoughts right now are "I should do NSFW content" as I find it to be empowering. Whether it be full sex work, gravure, artistic nudity, etc. the expression of sexuality and one's own self is so liberating.

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It's honestly insane how Ive gone from "I hate myself and the way I look" to "Damn. I look kind of hot"

I may or may not have taken "sexy" photos of myself post working out because I could and sat there admiring my own body for a few minutes.