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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 10h

When you wanna vent but nowhere is safe.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I feel like a failure in everything I do. I dont wanna do this anymore

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I feel like im drowning and no one can save me.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I have to back out of mff. I am physically so sick I can do prep work. mentally were still finding meds. I feel like a failure. I work hard to get into the big cons (the only one this year I got into), and im just too sick.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Lately, I've been feeling very alone in the furry space. Very alone in person too. I find myself staring at the ceiling and sleeping too much or too little

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I want to sell everything and give up. Ive never done anything for me. Its always been everyone else. When am I allowed to be happy

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Ngl wtf have i done with my life? Nothing important or profound. Nothing. I just exist.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Ill lower my expectations. Maybe that way it won't hurt as bad anymore.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Trying to get back in with therapy but I cant fucking log in.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Im still having dreams about you. I wish I knew what happened. If I could have fixed it.

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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 26/08/2026

sorry boss i can't get any work done today. i experienced the beauty of nature and felt connected to the world so i currently do not have any tolerance for meaningless abstracted bullshit

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I think ill hit rock bottom for a while. Lay down in my own misery. Im so tired of the nightmares.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I have this profound loneliness in my soul. I was just with Tyler, came home, and just crumpled. I was okay. I was fine. What happened

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

10pm butter chicken time again

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Maybe broke my sternum. Waiting for tests to know more.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

It hurts that youre 30 feet from me. You have no idea what happened. You never will. I hope he didnt feel that way.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Im just gonna go off all my meds. Fuck it. Im too tired for this.

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Gremlin's Grove @gremlinsgrove.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Id really like to give the Aussie partial one last chance to find a home at con. I have some plans in place for him after. With that said in mind... can anyone at #denfur host my partial? I'll pay to rent a little spot!

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Im just a pos whos brain isnt working right and im just... trying.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Ahhhh @aluminumapples.bsky.social is here for a few days🌈🔥🎊🎊🎊🎊

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

This medicine is fucking up my motivation and I cant. I cant do this. Ive been in bed all week. That and this fucking monitor are killing me. I have 0 energy. I have important deadlines. I just keep crying.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I'm still thinking about that fursuit premade. X.x. Technically can afford but hnnnnnnggg

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

We're artists, not machines. It's always been that way. Artistry is not a career for people with a hustle mindset.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

Its nice to know what peers see you as lower than them. Ill work on not being disabled I guess. Thanks.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

When you wanna get high and take a fat nap but you just told the preop nurse youve been clean for a month and a half. Surgery is on the 3rd, kill me.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

What if I just started driving and didnt stop? What if I never came back? I want to loose myself in a field of sunflowers. May my bones be of better for anyone more than they ever were when I was alive.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I try really hard to be a good person. I give what I can to those who need it in the moment because I know what it was like to be without. I help anyway I can with questions about their animals and their meds or w/e else. I still dont feel worth it. I still feel like im just trash in their eyes.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I get this pain like a skewer has pierced through my side and into my stomach. Its back. I don't have anyone to take me to the hospital because ive isolated myself (due to med withdrawal and onset of the bipo 2 shit). So Im just going to lay here and try to breathe

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I feel like ive been scammed.. I dont know what to do about it.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

It wasn't your fault but mine. It was your heart on the line. I really fucked it up this time, did I my dear?

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

My new medicine for being bipolar is $1600 for one month. It costs less to kill myself. The medicines before never worked anyway.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

I think ill be deleting social media off my phone for a while. Im not doing okay. If we were made in gods image, why am I like this? (Mot religious hhaha) A failure and a loser. I help people bc maybe it makes me a better person? That's all I can do, make everyone else happy while I'm fake happy

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Relationship wise? Im doing soooo much better than I was 2ish years ago. I have an amazing partner who listens and spoils me. We function together so much better.(The sex is fire) And he doesnt hate my job nor does he worry about me getting a new one if I want. Life, thank you.It was worth waiting.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

My hair cut is literally giving me life? I love it

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Honestly I feel bad for feeling this way but my entire life is dictated by my mother. I cant sleep when I want, I can't go where I need to. Im so frustrated. I know she needed the surgery but I kinda wanna just be done and have her hire a caregiver.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

I gotta finish my ends of trades this week. Then the last bit of anthrocon prep

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Im trying to learn how to be nice to myself, but.. bipo2, DID, and MDD aee kicking my ass. I work so hard at being nice and a good friend and there for people. But it gets thrown in my face. Im tired.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

What up yall. New hair new me. Had to cut off all the damage.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Im trapped in a cycle of just sleeping.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Well.. I just learned im bipolar and have did. Looking into ketamine and tmj treatments. Im tired of being broken and sad.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I wish to complain less but my life is a fucking joke.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Be kind to yourself. If not for you, for me.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

We ball hard, but we fuck harder.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Really struggling with how to be happy. I feel empty and useless. Im. So. Tired. Like not sleepy, emotionally, physically, and in my soul.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

No one can seem to answer this.. How do you find happiness again? Not little glints here and there, not contentment. Actual happiness.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

Its really wrong to attack someone for 1-2 years about a gift you got them that they couldnt attend due to surgery. Its also not okay to yell at a friend for the hotel money when they're at a fever of 104° and 3 illnesses that attack the lungs. But I withstood it. I shouldn't have had to.

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- @dumbdogmaeve.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

These are the consequences of your wants and actions. Sit with it.

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