【randi】 @dopamine.church · 04/10/2026losing a service dog is awful but also challenging in a way i didn't expect. i'd like to have time to grieve, but i also need to find another service dog. emotional minefields of feeling like i'm replacing my closest companion while i recognize that i have to be practical. 1120
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 02/10/2026It’s cancer. It spread to his lungs. We’re putting him to sleep tonight. I’m losing my best friend and support system. I don’t know what else to say. My heart is breaking. 7100
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 29/09/2026it's not looking good. :\ we have to get a biopsy done on friday and his cough turned into sneezing up blood last night. not huge amounts, but it's still concerning. he's been acting muted and tired. i'm terrified of the news we might get back. 351
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 26/09/2026my 50s are going to be whack. just give me a robot body already. 000
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 26/09/2026hypermobility in my 20s: haha look at how flexible i am hypermobility in my 30s: maybe this is concerning. maybe i should see a doctor. hypermobility in my 40s: i have to sit in a normal chair for a few hours? i can't tuck my legs under me? guess i better just plan the next day being for recovery. 140
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 26/09/2026he had a 103.8F temp so infection is possible, but the swelling is all the way around the joint, and a lipoma is very unlikely. 120
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 26/09/2026took slam to the vet today for a lump in his leg. they are treating it as an infection first with antibiotics to see if that helps before doing a biopsy. "it's hard to tell with dogs like this if they aren't feeling well because they act so happy." fingers crossed that it's not cancer. 130
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 24/09/2026oh, you are so lucky. i am jealous of you having such a great mayor. 010
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 22/09/2026Bored af in Seattle for the next 3 hours. >.< entertain me, bluesky. 250
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 20/09/2026i don't use sol too terribly often in a coding harness, but it hasn't gone off the rails on me yet. luna otoh just tried revising/reviewing a plan so many times that i had to interrupt it. 120
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 20/09/2026it wrote tests so that documentation always contains specific phrases and doesn't contain other phrases in a personal project that will never be a public repo, and the documentation exists solely to inform the llm, not any users, and this is clearly stated in agents dot md. i am losing my mind. 110
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 20/09/2026luna on max reasoning is a meth head. it's like telling someone to do the dishes and you come back and they are scrubbing down their baseboards with a toothbrush. what are you doing. why. 170
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 17/09/2026I hate that I can’t get the p(doom) song out of my head still. I wake up in the middle of the night, it is looping. I go to the doctors office, I’m humming it while waiting in the exam room. Help. 021
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 17/09/2026I can’t bring myself to care about p(doom) because I’m a chronically depressed Gen Xer. End of the world? Sounds about right. I’m only halfway joking. 151
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 16/09/2026charlie kirk isekai is not a phrase i thought i'd ever be saying but here we are. also crazy: this is not the original, as the original was deleted. this is the *second* charlie kirk isekai.webnovel.comI Died During The College Debate and Awoke as the Heavenly DebaterIs this what happens when a debater dies?Charlie Kellan was a college student who spent his life arguing, questioning, and dismantling the ideas of others through nothing more than words. His life end... 251
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 14/09/2026the only time i ever feel like i know anything about tech is when i watch the eyes of someone not in tech glaze over while talking to me. 180
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 13/09/2026they got so much good pr from that whole pentagon debacle. it's slightly maddening having to explain to someone that isn't dialed in why open models aren't bad and why chinese ai labs aren't evil and why maybe we should question some of the things that anthropic says about those topics. 180
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 13/09/2026trying to explain to a non-tech friend how anthropic are not "the good guys" mid overwatch match is making me short circuit. 1141
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 11/09/2026i really want to see the pricing on 512GB. not because i think i'll be able to afford it, but kinda like rubber-necking at an accident on the highway. 010
Reposted by 【randi】Staub @yepstaub.bsky.social · 10/09/2026what a curious day to put these on sale 91110483076
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026i hate that this is absolutely something i'd listen to on repeat. 0100
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026yeah, i get it. it's a good price! and i've got access to a costco membership. i'm just fixed income with not a lot of flexibility, and that's nearly a third of my food budget. 010
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026what helped me the most with adhd was the realization that i needed to briefly mentally acknowledge the sub-task that i'd finished instead of immediately moving on and focusing on the long list of stuff left to do. viewing each part in isolation produced more of a reward mechanic upon completion. 030
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026oooo. yeah, that one looks interesting. although $87 is currently more than what i've got to spend. :P i'll keep that link around for later though. 100
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026yeah, i'm not looking for one that has a ton of stuff in it. i just want basic vanilla so i can make my own smoothies. but all of the ones i've tried so far taste kind of chalky. 000
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026omg that's expensie. a little outside my price range, and i'm looking more for basic bitch vanilla, not fancy coffee. :P 100
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026oof. yeah, i was hoping more for something in the $35 range. 110
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026anyone have suggestions for a vanilla protein shake mix that doesn't taste like ass? preferably something i can order off amazon that isn't super expensive. i'm about to start week 3 of zepbound, and getting adequate protein is difficult. 410
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026it's the maybe that gets me. i just only really feel interested in practical applications and harness improvements. it's cool i guess. gold star for the model. feels like a failure in marketing, just pushing nerd juice instead of saying how it could improve people's lives. 010
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026maybe there are practical applications for all these math problems, but i'm not a mathematician. they are so far above my pay grade. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 000
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 10/09/2026it's hard to get excited about ai solving more weird math problems. let me know when ai figures out how to make my phone battery last longer. i'd get hyped about better batteries. 210
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 07/09/2026Not so much time or ability to focus on home automation right now, sadly. I still have all the hardware. Someday I’ll get back into it, hopefully soon. :) 020
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 07/09/2026i'm trying to learn how to not take it personally when people rage against my use of the one thing that has been a priceless accessibility aid for me. 141
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 07/09/2026haven't really been on bluesky much the past week because the negativity is overwhelming and irl is hard enough sometimes. 170
Reposted by 【randi】Sung Kim @sungkim.bsky.social · 05/09/2026The evolution of software engineering 😀 37415
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 04/09/2026no, i didn't say that. but for the kind of questions he was presumably asking (based off the answers i was hearing), it's something i could have done myself. 010
Reposted by 【randi】SE Gyges @segyges.bsky.social · 03/09/2026bsky said "don't harass people" and a thousand people complained immediately, incredible stuff 2678266
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 04/09/2026i'm not even joking, he's in the other room, i hear him talking to my mom and then i heard the very distinct sound of chatgpt talking to him. if i had known this was going to be his approach, i could have done it 😭 290
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 04/09/2026my hot water heater is out so my mom had her handyman come over to take a look at it and YOU GUYS he is talking to chatgpt right now getting instructions on how to reset my hot water heater. 2140
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 03/09/2026i would go soylent but 1.) expensive (i'm on a tight budget) and 2.) i don't think it actually meets my specific nutritional requirements. 100
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 03/09/2026yeah, it's already managing my food for me, for the most part. it's in a transitional period though because started zepbound and the things i can eat are changing. it handles creating my grocery list and sending them to the person that shops for me, tracking meals i like, suggestiong things. etc. 100
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 03/09/2026i miss having popcorn as a meal. air popper + big jug of movie theatre butter was so good. 010
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 03/09/2026it's not that i dislike other foods necessarily. it's more that having to figure out what to eat is sometimes too much for me to deal with. also finding affordable/convenient meals that also meet nutritional requirements is not a simple task. too many options, and i'll just go take a nap instead. 120
【randi】 @dopamine.church · 03/09/2026there's a range because often i get stuck on a food (stagg chili was my latest obsession until i saw the sodium, oh god) until i have it so often that the thought of it makes me gag and i have to find a new food to replace it. 130