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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 1h

i kinda thought it would just straight up be a ghost song but the deep cut rules

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 1h

tobias forge just fitting a repugnant music video into the new vhs is so fucking awesome

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🦇CinemamindDavid🔞🦇 @cinemaminddavid.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

𝚁𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎 commission for TorbTheOrb

Reverie steps out towards the road. Birds rest on their power-line antlers.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

gcw is such a joke man. its crazy how far they fell.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

i just want to feel like im not alone.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

the worst part of this is coming off ungrateful for what i do have. like i appreciate my non-female friends but its just not the same man. i want to meet a trans woman who likes what i like and hates what i hate.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

by “get along” i mean like.. real connections based on mutual experiences and interests. i have friends who check some of that but like.. am i greedy or something for just wanting to meet a person who i can fully identify with??

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

i wish i could fit into one of these boxes and feel solidarity with my community but i just dont. it feels like im going to be lonely for the rest of my life. talked to milo about it the other day and she kinda agrees that she’s never met someone she thinks i would get along with.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

i just despise seattle puppygirl culture and that somehow is the only trans interaction i am subjected to. either that or people who are really into anime, which doesnt bother me but i dont click with.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

reels has been showing me more women who arent like me and its painful also it made me see that loser saber (sabre?) again.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 16h

feeling fake trans again. like.. idk.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 19h

got in trouble (not really) for going too hard on my exposure therapy.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

why am i seeing so much self harm art in 2026 can we fucking stop man

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

new easy way to find wow larpers is if they spell mankrik's name correctly

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

occasionally get terrified thinking about my world (as i've said a million times), like just trying to block out the part of my mind that remembers my secretary of health has self admitted a worm ate part of his brain

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i hope something kills me soon so i can leave

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

this is all i've seen for like 2 days

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

barrens questing is so ass, i know its super efficient but its so fuckinnn boring, i hope they make it more exciting or at least buff silverpine or something in forever.

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boigir @dumbtree.net · 08/10/2026

i don't think i've drawn yshtola in like, 5 years #art #ffxiv

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

also not entirely sure what i want to show.. i wish it could happen irl.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

i should probably schedule my yearly halloween watch but im anxious about nobody showing up ermmmm

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

aizi cadmium blade runner couples costume (cadmium is joi)

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

we made drastically different tweets about this

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pink.ogg @milomeowmeow.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

she's so pretty

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pink.ogg @milomeowmeow.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

WAGHHHHHHH

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pink.ogg @milomeowmeow.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

HOOOOOOOOOLY

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

why does bsky brutalize my screenshots

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

every day i wake up and milo has renamed herself something sad in baby hwuh..

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

baba can trimp off the taxis in blue

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

cant sleep too anxious too much heart

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

often it feels like the only thing people remember about me or my characters is if its a joke.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

milo talking about aizi more is nice, i always feel like a background character when it comes to things like that among my friends.

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i miss drugs im so fucking sad and BORED !

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HEALTH @health.band · 06/10/2026

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pink.ogg @milomeowmeow.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

waooo

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pink.ogg @milomeowmeow.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

made aizi in dd :3

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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

sometimes i wish i could more publicly be who i am with milo but i don’t really know. like it would be cool to be more relaxed and comfortable with myself but its hard to step back from hostility.

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