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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I think I am legitimately too stupid to keep or have friends lmao

Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Everyone is SO annoying and Pissing me off lately and I just think I’m gonna get off the computer until Monday and see if that fixes anything idk

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I feel so isolated and uninterested in anything lately idk

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Arriving at that point in the year where I want to burn all my bridges and have no friends

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Mad at myself so im making myself listen to grunge as some kind of sick punishment

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Societal norms that expect you to hit made up milestones are in fact made up but it sure feels like I’m missing some sort of imaginary success indicator by not conforming I guess

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

This last few weeks has been a big lesson is being happy with I have and not being jealous of what others have/are getting but it’s just really really hard sometimes

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Trying to be mysterious and absent from all social apps, still messaging my gorl and boi on telegram cause I cannot be away from them😔

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

NOBODY is doing anything to make me feel this way except for me. I'm just trying to figure out why I'm feeling so bad about everything.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I think I am so hyper sensitive to everything because after I finally was able to lose my stalker, he re-branded with pink characters and a deer sona. I know this is irrational to think its happening again and its NOT whats happening, but holy shit.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Sometimes I wish I could have an incredibly marketable dog fursona but I hate dogs and I cannot connect with predator animals at all lmao.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

No, I wouldn't want you to or ask you to do that. I'm just having a day.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Anyway sorry for the vent or whatever I'll get back to posting art because I am still kind of convinced that is the only reason I am kept around. I see conversations and that I'm even talked to differently by the same people and I just don't know. I don't know anymore. I don't know.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

how to explain it other than that. I know i don't own deer or the color pink but its like that was my big identity things and I don't really have any other sonas or identifying things and its like. It feels like it was taken from me I don't know how to explain it welcome back to this account ig

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I have always historically had a really hard time with people having the same interests as me. My feelings were hurt when a friend started using the word pink in their branding and now an influx of people I know are making deer characters and it. Kinda hurts?? I dont know

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I'm trying to be nice about everyone wanting a deer sona suddenly but it is very hard lmao

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

everyone at the barn is pissing me off and its too cold for me to go outside and get some exercise im sure it just being cold and dark half the day is making me spiral like this but

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

i only use this account to whine that i dont wanna do on main but oh my god not having any irl friends is taking a toll on me and also having really not very many internet friends also is doing a number on me my days are like, alone, waiting for my husband to come home

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

Like, I guess in the long run it saved me because I don’t actually want to be friends with people who only saw me as an art machine but it just feels weird anyway bye

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

I was always like, wondering if back when that bigger discord server existed if people were being nice to me for art or something else and I think that I was right about it for like 90% of the people lmao

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

I deactivated my main account because everyone on this site was making me miserable 🥰 I'll be back at some point to post the new base I'm making but thats probably it.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

I am sooo glad I married a man with ambition 😍 like yes king tell me about your hobbies and exciting stuff at your job

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 04/08/2025

i wish my extroverted husband was more into the furry community and not just "has honorary fursona" we could go to local meet ups n stuff LMAO im too introverted

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

im gonna crash out the thing with my car but also the fact my husband isnt here to like comfort me over it LMAOOOOOOO???? holy shit

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

So much of my life is dictated by FOMO so I've been trying really hard to let it go.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

I feel so low energy but im trying!! For my friends and for my animals and my husband but idk I am just not in the groove today idk

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

I wanna go up to Disney today because it feels like we haven’t been in a few months but like… idk the last few trips have just been meh

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

Tan is working late on the other side of the state and everyone seems to be busy or doing other stuff and I am. Lonely 🥲

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 22/07/2025

I had a bit of a bad day but Tan got me chipotle :)

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

I can’t believe SUPERMAN got me crying in the club like this what a great movie

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

I’m not gonna say DC is back cuz I always kinda hated it but after this new Superman, DC IS SO HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME BAYBEEE

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

Taking Tan to see his first DC movie today lmao… he was a Marvel hater until I got him into it and now he loves Marvel. The only difference here is I also am a DC hater so it will have to impress us both. The only diff between us is I know a lil DC lore lmao

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

My art I’m drawing: 👩‍❤️‍👩🥰💖🎀 My music rn: THE LIGHT IN THE WINDOW IS A CRACK IN THE SKY 💀🎸🤘

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Also “just eat!!” Isn’t helpful because I am trying to be healthy (not that I don’t eat healthy) and I would like to lose a little weight in the process. Mainly I just want a better relationship with food.

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Overboard. Idk. I am trying to not snack but maybe I’ll get carrot sticks or small bell peppers to hold as a snack for myself during the day. It sucks!!

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

find the balance between eating “correctly” but it’s been hard idk. I thought I was doing really well this week and happy with it but I finally counted up the calories and I’ve only been eating 700-ish calories a day which I know isn’t good but I don’t know how to balance that without going

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Cw ED talk idk?? I’ve been trying so hard to restructure my relationship with food by like really being more conscious about what I eat and not using food as a reward or a coping mechanism but it’s hard because I’m either over eating constantly or starving myself. I guess I’m still trying to

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

I. Very badly regret not seeing Metallica last month LMAO 🧍‍♀️

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

i have so much house cleaning stuff to do today but i am so tired... but i have to have a clean home so i will get up and do it

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 02/07/2025

Just a lil less than 2 months and I see the goddess Stevie Nicks herself I am going to come out of that concert a changed person

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

i was gonna work on oc stuff but i started to listen to motley crue and i am not able to multitask apparently

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

I can't wait for the school year to start again so I can have money and not rely on commissions LMAO

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

pray for me I'm going to start reading a sci-fi novel and that is very out of character for me

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 03/06/2025

Lil bit of a brag post about how patient and understanding my husband is 💖 having autism can make relationships hard but he’s never once gotten upset or impatient with me over a meltdown or a period of non/low verbal. I am truly lucky to have him 🥰

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Ellie's Doebrained Extravaganza @doeposting.bsky.social · 03/06/2025

Fucked up how I literally brush and floss twice a day and am METICULOUS about my dental hygiene and now I still have to pay since my teeth don’t line up right lmao

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