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So here’s something they don’t tell you with anxiety disorder, goddam do you drop weight. I was a total fat shit so I had plenty extra, but since this started I’m now down over 50 lbs. barfing and inappetence are a damn effective combo

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

It took me a few episodes but I finally realized that Sinestro is Kai Proctor from Banshee and I’m just fucking geeked. He’s awesome as a villain

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Is it possible that I am Kevin Finnerty?

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Trading Peezey Jr is easily one of the single dumbest things the Steelers have done in my lifetime

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Anyone that likes The Boys, you’re absolutely sleeping on it if you haven’t watched Banshee on HBOMax. Granted it’s from the heyday of Skinenax and there’s a good bit of nudity, but goddam if Antony Starr isn’t just fucking amazing. I’ve watched the series 4 times over and I’m never disappointed

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Denver, sorry but that is not the “mile high salute”. 68 did it waaaaaay before you stole it

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

At least they look like a competent football team for the first time all season

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I’m Irish & Ukranian, I’m going old school Ellwood City and pulling together a Sunday sauce. Shit I might even throw the Sopranos on streaming

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

This game has all of the feeling of a straight up ass beating

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I’m not in marketing, I’m just a scientist, but I think my new slogan of “who needs ozempic when you can get a debilitating anxiety disorder for free” would fucking cook

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Holeeeeeeey shiiiiit guys that follow me, I’ve been one one since Thursday. The anxiety disorder fucked me sideways and I didn’t sleep for 96 hours. I believe that 3 days without REM can lead to psychosis so here we are

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Ok, so here’s the bitch about having anxiety disorder. I’ve been spun up since Thursday. You literally cannot get any rest or a break

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

So I’m currently on 10 mg of clonezepam. The recommended dose is 1 5mg tab every 24 hrs. I’m 6’2” 225 of walking bad intentions , let’s see how this goes

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Holy shit I am out if my mind with this anxiety disorder. I was good for 2 weeks and I think I leveled off with the meds. Fuck me

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

So I think I’ve had the flu for the past few days. The big tipoff, I woke up at 1 AM completely soaking wet as a fever broke, sweated through all of my clothes. No wonder the last couple days were a complete blur

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Jesus tap dancing Christ was Tomlin bad at drafting. And before anyone wants to start arguing with me, he 100% had the final say over Colbert

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

HOLEEEEEEE FUCKSHIT, I just had a 3 hour long panic attack while I was on the mower just trying to get my day to day shit done. It’s now 8:30 and I’m going to try to grill some chicken, wish me good fucking luck

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Goddammit, now Tim Curry is dead? Fuck this entire fucking year

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

“Oh hey, even though it’s your job, I tried to spin up the project request on my own and now there are 4 or 5 errors in it. I’m not sure what happened but can you fix it?” Me:

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

So my stupid idiot brain decided that 11:45 was a great time to dump all of my adrenaline and cortiso into my system l. I guess we’re going to ride the lightning tonight. Son of a bitch

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Holy shit neuro meds ain’t nothin to fuck with

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Holy shit clonazepam, ashwakanda, Benadryl , and bourbon is a motherfucking trip. I’m wrecked

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Here’s what neuro meds do to you (and believe me I’m in favor of them). I titrated up to a new level per my Dr’s recommendation , it f’n hit me like a sledgehammer and I slept from 10 AM until now. Now I’m wide awake at 3:30, starving so I’m eating a kilbesa sandwich and watching Ray Donovan

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Fuck. General Anxiety Disorder fucking sucks

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

General advice, don’t take a Benadryl when you’re on fluoxetine. Either that or I would be a terrible druggie

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Dr. Mantis Toboggan @docta-tobogganbsky.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Fuck are anti anxiety meds an absolute motherfucker when you’re titrating up. All of the outward signs of being shitfaced with none of the fun

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