iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

What have I done to deserve so many negatives? Honestly what have I done? I asked for a break from the stress and now my partner wants to move back to OK but can't explain why? What have I done?

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I have often wondered if I'm too submissive. That I vent my feelings and frustrations with the wrong people... and put too much trust where it probably doesn't belong. If I'm too damaged and anxious to be around people...that I'm so easily overwhelmed and confused that it just makes me seem pathetic

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

That feeling when you're made to seem like finding other people to interact with is replacing someone you loved more than anything on earth only to find out you were the one being replaced. And those replacements were people you tried to be friends with. Fuck everything man.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

Tiktok has basically become unusable for me. After that DDOS attack I got logged out and have been trying to log back in however it keeps kicking out my MFA codes when entering them and just puts me back on the "enter code" screen after cycling through the password.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

Dear body, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WAIT FOR THE LAST WEEK OF THE YEAR TO GIVE ME A RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND I HAVE NO PTO TO USE TO RECOVER!?

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

My new job Starts Monday, training lasts 14 weeks so approx 3.5 months. My shift after that will be 130-10pm. I'm going to hate the training hours from 730am-4pm but... you do what you've got to do.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

5-Minute Conversation with @kazuparadox.bsky.social (Rain is coming down) Them: I need for it to just...stop raining until we can get home and get inside. Me: But you asked for this, you kept saying we need the rain...

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

I GOT THE JOB!!! 💜💜💜💜💜 BACKGROUND CHECK COMPLETED

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

5 Minute Hijinks with Nova-Jade Wood Me: *reading a story on tablet. Leans back on Kaz's knees.* Kaz: *proceeds to slowly slide off the bed* Me: *blinks as leaning is now suddenly sinking towards the bed* Kaz: *still sliding, lands with a thud on the floor ass first*

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

Eepy shinma is eepy. Time to pass out after a really good day. Got the job I really hoped for, was able to hobble to the pool and get some swim time in that wouldn't make my back and hips hurt, cozy bed, medicine to help with pain and snuggles with @kazuparadox.bsky.social. お休みなさい😴

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

Trying everything to get bills paid, selling 2 ASUS VG248QG monitors ($75 each) and 2 Dell p2319he ($75 each) and a GEFORCE GTX 1070 FOUNDERS EDITION GPU For ($150) to get ahead. Have them up on FB Marketplace, may do ebay unless someone wants any of them. Donation stream still.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

Interview round 2 today. Regardless of outcome, I will be streaming more Skyward Sword later. Naptime for workstuff for now.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

Thank you to everyone who came to hang out! We made a lot of progress and are on to the first Master Sword upgrade for Skyward Sword! To the Dragon Lair! See you tomorrow for more SSHD!

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

I'm Live On Twitch! twitch.tv/dndigital Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream! レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

Temporary stopgap measure to handle phone interview for my hopefully new job. Fingers crossed!

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

I've moved over nearly my entire IG content to my ffxiv story gallery at dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social and added the story blurbs, it's a lot of thread spam because of character limits...I'm tired.

dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social

Bluesky

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

Not sure what happened while streaming, OBS kept disconnecting from Twitch and claiming the streamkey wasn't working, and my ethernet kept dying with no explanation, performed a netsh winsock reset, uninstalled and reinstalled the driver, cleared the registry of every network key,

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

Hey Dreamers! I'm Live On Twitch! [twitch.tv/dndigital] Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream! レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

2nd half of TLOZ:SSHD stream in 15 minutes, blood tests and other medical issues dealt with, hopefully no more interruptions tonight!

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

I'm Live On Twitch! [twitch.tv/dndigital] Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream! レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

So... Fibromyalgia confirmed. Also am being requested to do a genetic test to rule out rheumatoid diseases and cancers. I'm honestly so tired of my body being broken. I want to be able to work or contribute to my household and it feels like everything is telling me I can't.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

Not a bad 3 hours, thank you Tetsu for stopping by! We'll pick up tomorrow with the first dungeon in Skyward sword, hope to see you then!

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

T-minus 11.5 hours before I bring out my 3D style model and use that instead of just my fuji avatar. Fixed my image to make sure and apply a watermark.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

Small little preview of my model. Working to get it up and running for June.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

NGL, the concerns I have trying to find work or some means of income is stressing me out right now. I've been applying to so many jobs and getting nothing back. Money is stretched thin and I still have a bunch of medical issues I'm trying to take care of... can the Universe cut me some slack?

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

😭😭😭😭 I had some fillings done on my front teeth and my lips are so numb I talk with a lisp rigjt now and sound like Daffy Duck, and @kazuparadox.bsky.social is laughing at me because of it. So mean.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

5-min Conversations With @KazuParadox Kaz: I got the cloth washing dishwasher. Me: ....what? Kaz: Cloth washing dishwasher! Me: One more time? Kaz: .... I...have...the...laundry...in the dryer. Me: That's not what you said. Kaz: We don't talk about the past!

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 28/04/2025

Sorry for delays in posts guys, I recently was in the hospital again for an issue with my lungs, they had to change out meds and I was referred to a few more specialists to follow up with. Still kicking, just needing to work with doctors to get back up to snuff.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

New meds get. Follow up Wed with pcp, then new patient appointment with rheumatology to determine if my pain issues are just muscle/skeletal or if I have an autoimmune disorder causing chronic inflammation in my muscles and joints. Yey. 🤕🫩

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

Say what you want, but you saw NOTHING. I did not get gobsmacked by this phantom. Nope. Never happened. You can't prove anything!!

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

I love my partner @kazuparadox.bsky.social, but sometimes they do things that make me question their life choices. While adjusting my skills before a boss encounter, Kaz for some reason went to run ahead... and ended up 6-feet under.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

Sometimes Alliance Raids can cause a complete transformation when panic mode is engaged. I became a gorilla for a brief moment trying to escape from a spread marker, and ended up being thrown out with the bath water into the danger-wall by the boss. (Audio Please?)

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

I wanted to try and clear all 200 floors of POTD using sage as my main run job... This was the first time I experienced Behemoth, I was unaware of Meteor Spam and thought I was dead after the first one got off. Full panic ensued as I survived and spammed my spells to finish him off before me.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

The fact that 77 million people got us so far in over our heads economically, socially, and physically because of hate has my stomach in knots. My father is a veteran, I'm on medicaid, my sisters have kids that go to public school, and all of us are being impacted and scared for our futures.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

Congratulations Skylight! Ive been trying to get used to the setup but keep getting errors uploading my video clips 😭

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

Happy Trans Day of visibility to the heroes who still fight to be seen, heard and validated every day. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️💜

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💜🏳️‍⚧️Gamer Girl Kazumi🏳️‍⚧️💜 @kazuparadox.bsky.social · 30/03/2025

🔴I'm LIVE!!🔴 Tonight we're doing some D2! Doing raid shenanigans with @shadowwulf82 and stuffs! Come hang! #ENVtuber #Vtuber #PNGtuber www.twitch.tv/kazuparadox

twitch.tv

KazuParadox - Twitch

D2 Raid shenanigans and stuffs :3 | !commands !pronouns

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

So many different med combinations, I've had chronic pain for almost a month and 4 ER visits because of it, only thing that alleviated the pain was morphine at the hospital, they gave me oxycodone for home which didn't really last long enough to get some sleep.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

I swear that U.S. history has been so blatantly whitewashed that people don't even know their own story anymore. D.C. is named after Columbia, a Romanesque goddess, was a quasi-mythical female figure who personified the United States and its values for over two centuries. (+)

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

I thought I was getting better, but it feels like it's gotten worse. Pain is enough to keep me awake at night and nothing helps, reaching out to my pcp for something to keep me comfortable until my next office visit. This sucks.

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『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス) @dndigital.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Finally on the mend, but it took a combination of pain meds, anti-biotics, OTC Tylenol with benadryl and a weighted blanket, hot baths and a loving partner to start feeling better. This was after 3 hospital visits and a pcp appointment. My body is broken.

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