iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 05/10/2025

I’ve been dreaming about the furry community a hellava lot lately. My dreams usually revolve around work. Maybe this is a sign that things really are getting better for me.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

I’ve started to notice the I’m a lot more easygoing with customers at work. Even starting to deal with more difficult situations with no problem. This is the one thing I like about being on citalopram it makes me feel like I’m nicer to people.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

Using a laptop to browse the Internet is no doubt the most optimal way to use a computer. I’ve honestly missed using a laptop.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

I’m starting to feel even getting up in the mornings to go to work are getting easier now. Had a good weekend and I’m ready for work today.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

I’d say today has been the most normal I’ve felt this year. It’s quite a liberating feeling.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

My morning vibe has changed recently. I just feel tired most mornings now with less of the ‘How am I going to feel today’ thoughts.

LondonFurs @londonfurs.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

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Group photo for our 20 September 2025 meet with everyone else.

Group of colourful fursuiters standing outside Minster Court, with some humanoids in there as well.

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Beeps ✨ @beepsfoxdragon.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

"Wait, are you recording video or taking a photo?" #FursuitFriday 🐺: @distyhowls.bsky.social 📸: @coups.bsky.social

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

So… when you’re not used to feeling a certain way in the morning (calmer than usual) your head kinda looks around to see if there’s anything to worry about. It’s the weirdest feeling in the world because you don’t know how things are going to go. I’m used to dreading the day ahead in the morning.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

I have arrived in London. Feeling not too bad about this. The train journey down was a bit off feeling but I’ve managed to learn how to ignore those ‘strange’ feelings I get and just label them as unhelpful now.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

Not only are the people sitting next to me on this train noisy eaters, but they’re constantly making noises with their mouths as well. This has been absolute hell for me. Making noises with your mouth is one way to make me want to end your sorry ass.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

Anyone ever had propranolol? I had it when I was 18 years old and it was awful for me but I suspect I was given too high of a dose. Would like to hear some experiences.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 13/09/2025

I’m such a paradox. I know I have good friends but my current mental state is making me avoid reaching out to people. I guess I don’t like directly asking people as I feel like I’m being a pain in the ass.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 13/09/2025

Anxiety has been fading in and out this morning. Woke up at 5:30am. This is getting tiring.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

Never underestimate the power exercise has over anxiety. I was pretty anxious for most of the day after being to the gym this evening I definitely feel a lot calmer. Not perfect but the anxiety is much more manageable at this level.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

So last week I had Covid, I took Sudafed to calm the symptoms. Now I’m not taking Sudafed and it feels like anxiety has come back a little bit. I also haven’t been to the gym in well over a week. I wonder if that’s having an affect on my mood.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Been feeling a lot better today but still positive for Covid. Think I’ll phone in sick tomorrow. I wouldn’t want to consciously pass this on to anyone.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

Well then…. That explains everything that’s wrong with me RN.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

I went to a comic con today. It would have been a good time if it wasn’t for a load of puritans banned from Glasgow meets harassing us. Myself and some of my friends were called a pedo, zoophile and we were humiliated in a public place.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

Managed to avoid a cold for well over a year. This one’s flooring me 🥲

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

Mental health is back… yaaaaaay Body: let’s make you feel miserable again…. Oh I know it’s time for a cold. Hey 2025… can I catch a break.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

I’ve been feeling a bit feverish on and off these last few days. I think I’ve come down with something. It’s like its made the after burn from a yesterdays gym session worse.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

First day of Off Peak ScotRail fares and I’m taking full advantage and taking a what would have been an evening peak service back home to Glasgow.

Glasgow Furs @glasgowfurs.scot · 31/08/2025

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Hello one and all. We had our biggest ever Glasgow Furs meet yesterday at 137 people. We have grown exponentially in the last year and I @distyhowls.bsky.social am so proud of the efforts put in by me and my team of volunteers to make it happen.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 29/08/2025

I didn’t want to say this in fear of jinxing myself. I’ve noticed a change in my overall wellbeing over the last week in particular. It’s been a while since my head felt this clear being quite honest. I feel like I’m seeing in full colour and 4K once more. Brain fog has plagued me for months.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 26/08/2025

I found out that Gingko Biloba is used for SSRI related sexual dysfunction. I’m gonna give it a try.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

Well… it was good to go out on my bike today but it’s just the same things I see all the time. I wish my head would stop being so hell bent on destroying my perceptions of places I used to like going to.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 24/08/2025

I feel pretty good later on in the day but also I feel not too bad when I wake up in the morning. I’ve noticed though not long after taking my tablets I feel very lethargic and drained again. I honestly wish I didn’t need citalopram to help keep me stable. The side effects can be unbearable.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

Ehhhhh finding it hard to shake the low mood this morning.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

Going to the gym tonight was a good choice.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

Waking up and getting up in the morning seems to be my biggest challenge right now when I get out the house though I seem to be mostly fine. I still feel like a lot is absent though. Things I want to do, things I like doing. I’m in a bit of a no man’s land just now.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

Waking up at 5:30am and not getting back to sleep is always a good start to the day -.-

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

I sometimes think drinking isn’t worth it.

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

Well… I guess I’ll be going back to the gym. I just signed up for a membership. Best remember and take my gym stuff to work with me and get back on the protien shakes.

TechWolf // テックウルフ @tech.wolf.scot · 15/08/2025

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Some beautiful candid shots by @quiffcuriosity.bsky.social 📸 thank you so much! Love the colours little ninja 💜 ft @distyhowls.bsky.social

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Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

Getting your mind back after depression is so eerie. Seeing places you previously perceived as a threat as non threatening anymore is a massive mindfuck. It’s like I’ve been living in a different planet for most of the year.

Disty’s Howl Box @distyhowls.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

After I get paid this weekend I’m going back to the gym. I’ve been thinking about it all weekend. I’ve also been dreaming about it.