iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Dear god save me from people who cant keep on task and drag every fucking thing out

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

d&d suppose to start at 2. Its 2:40 and shit still aint started. i cant stand d&d day

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

I am able to get my work FOR THE WEEK done in like 2 hours if properly medicated. The company is in no hurry to train me on other stuff. So I in theory have an abundance of paid "free time" where I just have to respond if they need me (they never do). Dream Job. Except I feel super guilty and-

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Haha I have been pretty good at not making mistakes at work. *forgets to schedule 9am task for 9am* AAAAH KILL ME KILL ME I BRING DISHONOR TO MY FAMILY *task rly has to be run before noon so theres still time* IM GONNA PUKE IM GONNA PUKE IM GONNA PUKE

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

Too many times this week someone in the tiktok comments has assumed they have a MUCH closer relationship with me than they do (idk any of these people) and idk how many times I can keep telling my audience "we are not friends" until these people realize THAT MEANS YOU TOO.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Sometimes when making my Mathias/Grigori skits I get a wave of embarrassment cuz like oh no I am playing pretend for like 1k people. Thats so many. It goes away cuz I keep getting positive reinforcement but goddamn does it hit hard sometimes.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Senior coworker is suppose to be teaching us a new skill via zoom. Instead he's talking about his dog "spraying male pheremones everywhere". Its 9:30 am.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

2 kids sparring in kickboxing. 1 kid dominating. that kids mom is fussing at him for...hitting the other kid and keeps telling him not to. Ma'am...we are playing a contact sport

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

Humans need a UI because my doctor said I need to lower my cholesterol and I am doing things to lower it, but I cant SEE if its lowering so I have perpetual higher cholesterol until my next blood draw. Poor design choice.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

I wish they made alka seltzer tablets without the asprin so I could turn regular water into superior water whenever I wanted to (mostly at restraunts)

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

Boss: you guys have a good week last week when I was out? Me, thankfully muted: you werent here??

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

A local LGBTQIA org does a sunday hike every second sunday of the month, and I am planning to go this sunday. But man I wish some of these queer events ran with a little more frequency, its hard to get established in a community with such sparse interactions.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

The lady who use to micromanage me for this project got removed from the project and warned me the new head of the project was going to be SUPER SERIOUS. New project head spoke 2 sentences to me 3 months ago and just lets me do my job.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

Was hoping this was hay fever, but the length its sticking around I think I got the common cold. HOPEFULLY. Roomies are trying to find a covid test for me to take just to be sure. Looking to get more covid boosters for any new strains. 😮‍💨

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

EVERYONE SHUT UP. First Lizard of the season

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Still making my way through Octavia E. Butler's Kindred, and I love how her books stay with me. I find myself thinking about them when I am away from them. I am intentionally reading it slower than normal so I can savor it.

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The Onion @theonion.com · 16/03/2026

What To Know About ‘Sinners’ theonion.com/what-to-know-about-sin…

Q: What is Sinners about?

A: America’s inability to discuss its complex racial history without bringing the Irish into things.

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endeavorance 🕊️ @endeavorance.camp · 17/03/2026

I wasn't planning on uploading a video this morning but I really wanted to put something out about this, so, here's why the lights are out in Cuba www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0Ry...

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Why are the Lights Out in Cuba?

This video was intended to go out next week but things have escalated rather quickly in Cuba since the last time I talked about it in Stuff Keeps Happening. So here is a one-off video to answer the…

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

I am so appreciative of the people on tiktok who ask about my OCs. I think OC creation is an underappreciated creative skill because you have to make these brand new people and make them make people feel things. I love working on my fake people and figuring out how to tell their stories.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

Got my blood drawn. Stage 2 of phobia conquered. Even got a tdap vaz before hand so I got poked TWICE in one go

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

Everytime a popular tiktoker follows me I get immediately self conscious cuz theyre over there doing their clearly defined thing and i am over here effectively being the tiktok version of the town eccentric fighting off feral racoons i dont know what i offer you respected member of tiktok

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

Sean and I are working on some long form content about VTM where I take ALL the questions Ive been getting on tiktok and asking him, and then deep diving into the topic. I think its just going to be fun to work on a creative project with him tho.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

Actually talked to my therapist about my Vampire fanfic I am writing. She was like "this sounds very interesting" which means I have once again received a good grade in therapy.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

UGHH I HAVE NOT HAD MY USUAL PEP. And Ive been thinking about asking the psyche to up the welbutrin again but another part of me is like "maybe some days are just shit sometimes. maybe youre just the type of person who lays around not wanting to do anything ever"

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

Sometimes I sit and think, "Would I have fallen for this when I was younger?" And my lazy cheating ass would still not have used ai in school. I was proud of the lengths I'd go to to not do any actual work. There is a lost art to being a bullshitter. It used to mean something to game the system.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

Forgot to do a step in a process at work. Boss hits me with one of these "-_-" Man fuck you

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

Ugh. Urge to write is all but gone. Urge to have vampire story be a thing still strong. I think I need to spend some time reading again to get back in the swing of things but my attention feels sapped.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 17/02/2026

Is there something like pathological demand avoidance but like with praise and encouragement? Nothing puts me off more than someone telling me I can do something. Like, I know. Why are you telling me that? Stop evaluating my performance!!!

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

im gonna watch a knight of the seven kingdoms cuz its got my favorites: big boy and odd little shit

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

Someone: *tells me a lot of information* Me: ... *instantly deletes it from memory* :) idc

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

Sometimes I think about the time on tiktok I jokingly said I had brain worms and all these Very Concerned Types came out of nowhere to tell me it was problematic to say I had brain worms cuz some people actually have brain worms. RFK wasnt even a thing yet.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

THE LOCAL MEXICAN JOINT HAS STARTED SELLING STREET CORN AND TAMALES. MY LIFE HAS BECOME TEN TIMES BETTER. ITS RIGHT DOWN THE ROAD FROM ME I WILL ABUSE THIS

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

I never realize how passionate I am about a subject until someone is like "I dont know much about that" and then all the sudden I'm giving a mini ted talk on like Johnny Cash or some shit.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

Been maintaining a pretty decent cruising altitude and we think we've figured out the random depression crashes. Fuck you bipolar.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

Second draft is coming along. Its extended the read time and I am only a chapter 4/18. thing still isnt complete Ill have to figure out how to end it once I tie up some loose ends in draft 2 so things can close out

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

i had a block of aged cheddar in the fridge which I have eaten and now I miss the aged cheddar very dearly. come back my love

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

When a lil cat comes running up to you going "brrtt!!". thats what its about man

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

The only tarot card I know the meaning of is The Tower and that is entirely due to memes about The Tower, all of which I find very funny, because The Tower is the only card I know the meaning of.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

I used up all my time on tumblr (i have a screentime limiter) and I still wanna talk about my OCs to no one. I can only do this in the safety of tumblr where everyone else is also insane for fictional people they made up.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

The problem with offering to help people is you have to do the thing you offered

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

Also I am DEEP in tumblr Frankenstein (2025) analysis and I know how people feel about tumblr analysis but I love it so much. I am bad at articulating my thoughts and recognizing stuff so I appreciate the level of rabid reverence tumblr has for medias.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

Reading Octavia E. Butler's Kindred cuz it was the only OEB book at the used bookstore. I'm 3 chapters in and I had forgotten how much I love Butler's narrative voice. She builds such rich scenes in so few words. And I absolutely love Dana she's so real and so funny. Never disappointed with Butler.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

Fun things about med increase: not craving redbull, not picking at face, able and wanting to take breaks from focused task to calm down so I dont get hyperfocus frantic, friendlier, sleeping less fitfully. If anyone ever told me I didnt need my adhd meds or didnt have adhd I would suplex them

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

Look at our cats. Tymora on the left, Ezrie on the right. They are best friends.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

I kinda think I want to write short stories and submit them to places that accept short stories. Writing really is my fav hobby and its not hard for me to do most of the time And itd be neat to get into a lil anthology or something and subject people to my bullshit

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

God I hate our morning team meetings none of it pertains to me and its either Rambling Personal Annecdote Guy, Mouth Noises Guy, Um Guy, or Too Goddamn Intense For 8am Guy talking.

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Rat the Disagreeable @disratchild.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

Still looking pretty good. I find it telling that my mood went down to "meh" from "good" when it started getting darker earlier. Gotta remember to take my vitamin D again.

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💉🔪🩸kelly 'arekay' yeo🩸💉🔪 @kellyarekayyeo.com · 20/11/2025

the only good thing about genAI is that it got me to really love seeing bad art, because I know a person put in time and effort, made themselves vulnerable by showing it to others, and is trying to improve. I value that more than anything now

Cartoon meme of Sonic the Hedgehog (from Archie Comics' Sonic the Hedgehog comic book series, Jan 1994) lying down and looking smugly at the camera with a speech bubble that reads:
“I want bad art made slowly by real people
AND I'M NOT KIDDING”

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