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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

talking to relatives that live in canada and it seems like a trip there really might be on the cards for me...!

Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

i have come down with something AND i having an anxious episode today so if you have any well wishes for erin to spare i would really appreciate them

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

didn’t get a picture while I was out but I’m home now so

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

trent reznor would understand if i used a nine inch nails track in my project right

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

trying to take my own advice from yesterday but i'm just struggling bigtime. i dont know how to get out of this feeling

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i thought rejoining the discord would help me be more social but instead every time i say anything i just feel this immense wave of anxiety and it feels awful

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i'm still reeling from this. i don't know if i'll ever be the same

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I feel confident that I will never experience a more excruciating stand up performance in my life than what i have tonight

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

the thing about that thumbnail is that i could have sworn that the person in question had publicly quit in a huff after she said something a bit racist and went to write shit books instead so to learn that she's back via seeing that was very, very funny.

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i have made a solemn vow to never speak of silent hill townfall in critical capacity on main but "silent hill is an annual franchise now" is a truly horrible thing to have happened. i hate it

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i just want it on record that i had the ending title for the drakengard 3 article locked in BEFORE camp miasma came out

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

the mass effect 3 post I farted out in a day is the most popular thing I’ve written in some time…baffling.

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

thought i lost all my work on the drakengard 3 article and nearly had a heart attack man. it's all good though

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

still trimming and editing but its still going to be a big one...

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

once im done with the drakengard 3 article im gonna fire off some pathologic fic i think i feel it BURNING in me

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i forgot about the bg3 comparisons because "kotor2 should have souslike combat" stuck in my brain like an ice pick

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

alright, mutuals of this account - the "real ones" - can drop a little she/her in there as they like. still using they/them. will update how i feel on this as we go

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

if I get a little they/she with it from time to time will everyone promise to be cool about it

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

if I get a little they/she with it from time to time will everyone promise to be cool about it

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

if i can be quite honest i think people were always quite strange about ikumi nakamura

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i miss group chats more than anything in the world man. i miss Hanging Out

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Will post a more reasonable trans pride fit on main later but

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

applied for a funeral director position. why not. would be funny.

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

one of the best bits of watching rwby with alexa is when she lets out a little involuntary "oh no" when she realizes what episode it is and i know i'm in for a treat

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i want to have enough money to make my dreams come true, like taking my american oomfs to supermacs

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i hate living in northern ireland but i do really want to show all my online friends around belfast

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

the more I think about the interview today the more I think it went badly

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

this place im interviewing with is an anxiety nightmare man. the technical guy who sits in the interviews has been so weird both times and the first time i thought that meant alright its over but it wasn't. impossible to read. no clear number of stages. days between news.

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

having a very bad mh day and still trying to watch mishima a life in four chapters because that was the film club pick of the week will go down in history as one of my funnier moments

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

sister watching ai generated true crime tiktoks on her phone at full volume without earphones

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

well got another interview with this place for friday so i must have done something right

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

most employers do not want to know my actual opinions obviously. but i don't want to go too far the other way just in case. so instead i tend to go for a waffling middle of the road "i've found it occasionally helpful but i find that i'm more efficient writing my own code"

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

was asked about AI in an interview today. the absolute worst possible question. impossible to know what they want to hear other than trying to vibe it out

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

naoto is going to turn to face the camera, look directly into it, and say "I am not transgender. Despite all of this, I am actually very comfortable with my assigned gender at birth. You should not feel in any way conflicted about obsessing over my canonically huge breasts."

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

there's no two ways about it: this persona 4 remake seems like it's going to be very bad.

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

girls love it when you show them 1993 adventure games about the most miserable looking eastern european men on trains

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

turned on bluesky to see that tim curry has died. went to discord and was immediately presented with a snuff film without warning. probably not great for the human brain

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

not for main as my hair is a mess and I have no makeup on but

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

So no, I don’t have a lot of sympathy to spare for the Project L team. I’m sorry they lost their jobs, I know how rough it is out there atm. But I cannot pretend that it was value neutral to make this game for this company. Feel similarly about Airship Syndicate and their LoL game

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

It’s his story to tell and not mine. but to say the very least there is a culture of virulent racism at Riot that no one there can ever claim to be separate from.

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

I do sort of think working for riot is something I can’t really forgive. I haven’t read the article people are talking about and have no feelings on it. but I do have a special animus for Riot because of how a close friend of mine was treated there

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

just made the meanest comparison i think i've ever made without even really trying to be mean. i think i'm doomed in this effort to be nice

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

the problem with trying to write about drakengard 3 in a manner that gives an honest accounting of its virtues is trying to excavate any of those from it

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

nothing necessarily new there and i have strategies for managing that stuff. it's just extremely been two years since i've seen them and i'm hyper conscious about fucking up

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

i'm genuinely delighted that i hung out with my irls again this week but simultaneously i have basically been an anxiety spiral since then worrying about every single thing i could have said or did "wrong" that evening

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

not to brag but my legs are smooth as fuck rn

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

it being marvel and originating from an X the everything app post definitely didn't help though. i notice people weren't nearly this weird about the trans tintin drawings that went around a while back

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Digitalis Nervosa @digitalisnervosa.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

the trans spider-man thing was always going to become an annoying culture war because policing how trans women, even fictional ones, look and act is the hobby of approximately half the internet. and i include other trans people in that

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