ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 11/01/2025I have no idea how some of u guys get 100k steps in a day. yesterday I got 50k steps and my legs feel like theyr gonna fall off 000
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 03/01/2025my little cousin is asking me to play roblox girl I am cutting myself rn 030
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 03/01/2025the broken sharpener in my room is calling my name 010
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 03/01/2025my gf yelld at me and I'm trying so hard not to cry 000
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 30/12/2024me and my gf watchd the anorexia episode of american dad 020
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 30/12/2024my girlfriend asked how much I weigh and then she said "damn that's more than a baby penguin" 010
Reposted by ella 🐛Violet (MDNI) @viol3tdetector.bsky.social · 29/12/2024I feel so disconnected from non ed friends lately, it feels like my disorder is this giant wall between me and them 2242
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 25/12/2024me and my gf were watching a movie last night but she left while we were watching it so she could go hang out with her friend. ngl this rlly upset me. I thought she'd wanna spend christmas eve with me (。•́︿•̀。) 120
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 24/12/2024I'm not even gonna bother counting calories for the next couple of days. it's impossible for me to not go over 1000 calories. I'm just gonna try to enjoy christmas #edsky 050
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 23/12/2024do u consider urself bonespo, thinspo, averagespo, fitspo or fatspo? #edsky 1280
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 22/12/2024how the heck am I supposed to eat less than 1000 calories during christmas time. actually, how am I even supposed to eat my maintenance during christmas time??? my parents keep on feeding me wayyy over my maintenance 020
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 22/12/2024I want to be light enough for my girlfriend to pick me up 031
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 21/12/2024me and my girlfriend r arguing aaaaaaaaaaaa I don't wanna argue 230
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 20/12/2024I think my girlfriend just implied that I'm fat I want to die 120
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 20/12/2024I weighed myself on the bathroom scale and it doesn't say that. I think my scale is broken. also my waist size hasn't increased 000
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 20/12/2024gonna weigh myself. I'm pretty sure iv gaind cuz iv been eating a lot in the past couple of days 000
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 19/12/2024I was crying and my mum saw but she thought I was having an allergic reaction to something and she's trying to get me to make a doctor's appointment 😭😭 030
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 19/12/2024my girlfriend hasn't eaten today and she only had one meal yesterday and I'm worried about her 010
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 19/12/2024my gf said she's proud of me for being clean from self harm aaaaaa I love her so much I wanna stay clean for her 030
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 18/12/2024I am pretty certain I can reach my cgw by valentine's day. I'm so excited 040
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 18/12/2024I'm so scared to step on the scale cuz ik it's gonna say I'm overweight 000
ella 🐛 @digital-cherub.bsky.social · 18/12/2024the hardest thing about trying to lose weight is my parents. my mum doesn't let me starve 030
Reposted by ella 🐛Oliver @ollieraviollie.bsky.social · 17/12/2024M3an G1rls has no business being the perfect combination of iconic and triggering #caterpillarsky #edsky 2182