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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Lil vent sketch I'm just really mad at one person who is literally stalking my bro... ((╬◣﹏◢)) #murderdrones #murderdronesoc #murderdronessona #mdloafs #loafs #sketch

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

and here are the 2024 and 2025 versions for comparison

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I already like the sketch for the new ref sheet💛 I hope to line it as soon as possible- Also, I think I’ve figured out why I had such a mental breakdown in September two words: New Job I don't think it's for me, but I have no alternatives rn... #murderdrones #murderdronesoc #murderdronessona #WIP

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Chessy/Loafii @loafiichiz.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Do we fw Yumeships or am I about to get jumped, anyways here's my yumesona :] I might showcase more if people like this #murderdrones #murderdronesoc #yumeship

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Alright That's it. Enough is enough. I don't mean to sound rude, but finding my PERSONAL socials just to reach out to me is a bit too much. I get y'all, I'm an artist myself, but I'm not the person you're looking for

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Don't worry, it happens! And yes, you can check out my page Usually, my OCs and sonas are marked with the appropriate hashtags

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Unfortunately, I’m not from US or Europe, so I can’t make the payment due to restrictions plus, I’ve already started working on this So, I apologize, but I have to decline

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

No, that's a character from the "Murder Drones", web series by Glitch

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Oh, I'll do it myself! I just don't want to burden anyone with it, and I'm mostly doing this so the SD-D design is easier for others to understand (I usually get commissions from people outside the MD fandom, because it's hard for me to find artists who are in the fandom whom I can pay...)

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Oh, I think it's because of the paper theme

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Lino Mandarino (on tumblr) draw me drew me as a drone from "Doors" so I sketched it too)) #murderdrones #murderdronesoc #murderdronessona #robloxdoors #doorsroblox #sketch

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I carry him around with me like a dog its favorite toy.. #murderdrones #murderdronesN #murderdronesmerch #SD-N

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little canvas <3 @little-canvas.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

my half of this trade for @diavas.bsky.social ! ^v^ i had alot of fun with it! #murderdrones #murderdronesoc

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

art-trade with @little-canvas.bsky.social I definitely need more practice with backgrounds- #murderdrones #murderdronesoc #art

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Chessy/Loafii @loafiichiz.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I miss them so here's the new designs for my AU :] #MDRustyleaf 🌿 #murderdrones #murderdronesau #MDAU

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

the only thing i'm angry at is this voice inside my head, for obvious reasons. (seriously, the only thing i want to kill off is this part of myself) and i really want to spend more time with all of you, but i really can't ask for it first because of that mental state. sorry again.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

so i wanted to apologize to people, i really did become distant and brought discomfort, just know that it's not your fault. i'm not angry nor upset, i'm just too sensitive and tired lately, 'cause of that i prefer to be by myself.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i get that i need medical help and i really want to seek it, but that's pretty much impossible for me at the moment. so i just try to distract myself while being trapped with this parasite that sucked me dry by now.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i'm just tired of this bullshit, because, once again, i understand how bad it all is, but i can't kill of this brain worm that keeps feeding on my brains.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i saw peace in PEAK, but even there my head found a way to diminish me. "ohh ur such a lonely fuck no one wants to interact with you and now urrr playing co-op games all by urselfff" all those thoughts made me cry and have full on panic attacks multiple times.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

such a loud one in fact, that my heart starts pumping like i'm in an immediate danger, even if it's over something so minor as no one answering my texts. i want to talk, play, but because of that i can't let myself relax. that makes me feel really lonely.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i get that those are just untrue obsessive thoughts, at least not to the extend my head convinces me it is, but even if a smallest hint of all that being true appears, those intrusive thoughts become so strong they remind me of an siren.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

everything i do seems wrong, broken or unworthy of attention. its hard for me to even call myself "human", it's much easier for me to associate myself with robots, aliens or vampire in hiding. probably because i'm as well scared of people feeling me being not human enough, overall weird.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

thoughts about me being a lot and very little at the same time don't leave my head. to explain, i feel like i don't do enough, while at the same time being extremely nagging and annoying people around me, while they're actively trying to hint at that, that i'm just too much, but i just don't notice.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

well, like many of you noticed, i became quite distant lately. my mental state, that hit the lowest low this month, was at fault. maybe some recent changes caused it, but the voice inside me calling me a worthless loser that should disappear only became louder.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

it's mostly for those that i know personally, but maybe for some of my subs this will clear up some stuff about what's been happening with me recently.

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

concept art of portal sona (I recently got all the possible achievements in two games, except for the co-op ones in Portal 2) #portal #portal2 #portaloc #robot #oc #art

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Sick, but still a playful creature (I almost got hospitalized again, but luckily I was able to stay home rn...) #murderdrones #murderdronesoc #murderdronessona #mdloafs #loafs #sketch

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Since this was relevant 30 badges ago, I’ll show an unfinished ref sheet and a couple of sketches 👉👈 #peak #peakfanart #peakgame #art #sketch

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I wanted to post this on September 10th, but I couldn't because I was in a terrible state It's just a seasonal reminder that there's a mentally ill guy behind the screen, sorry..

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I really want to express a special gratitude to my bro for being there for me through these difficult times For anyone wondering, my panic attacks and obsessive thoughts have been happening more often, and I'm just so glad there's someone who can stay with me when I'm feeling awful.. #murderdronesoc

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Dia Vas @diavas.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

As for anyone who could send me a package or hand it over in person... Unfortunately, but no one

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