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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

My fucking bed sheet and pillow😭😭😭

D @dericx23.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Im so fucking sick of this I can't do anything anymore everything is so damn overwhelming I can't even relax without fearing someone might look for me i want to be alone in quiet i want my brain to shut the fuck up

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

So fucking tired atp tbh No matter how much i try to bond with other people, friends, family, siblings,... It still feels so damn empty at the end of the day as if there was no real connection at all. I pretend and act friendly like our relationship was good, but i feel nothing meaningful inside 🫩

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Being someone who doesnt know shit about psychology, the Rorschach test is like black magic. Like wdym this oinky sploinky wiggly wobbly poo poo shaped blob says I'm mentally cooked just because i look at it weird lmao

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Aint even Halloween yet but you can never be too early for Christmas (and valentine)

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Ts aint suck-it-up-able anymore 🗿💧 Been 5 months clean by eating sugary stuff whenever i feel the urge to go Michelangelo on myself (aka sh) It works but the diabetes r gonna get my ass if this continues and i dont have replacement

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

not fully satisfied with demetri's vibe yet but it's close enough to what i want ill figure it out when eventually it's prob something about the lips and brows smh

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

"I don't think i have an obvious type for fd ship" And then I show up with 3 dmln au with 3 different themes and it all leads back to this🗿💧 Like Yeah, can i order 3 master x servant combo w extra unhealthy obsession, narcissistic and a hint of violence?☝️🤤

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Lowkey... i think im going schizo🗿💧 I been having auditory hallucinations daily for a few weeks. Like i hear people talking like they're just a room away but im the only one in the house. I just put on headphones and blast music to block out the sound until someone came home Man

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

hai:3 im opening a quick gacha (skeb like/ surprise me/ omakase) commission batch 2 slots are available on vgen for anyone interested. all the money made will help me buy my meds for this and the next month vgen.co/DericX23/ser...

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

#舟德莱 #明日方舟 dm quên mất chưa đăng bên này

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skyhighnoms @skyhighnoms.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Don't mind me I'm just reposting with the tag to make things easier to find #elysketch

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

baby first photobash is shit🥀ill try again tmr

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

color: the whole ass rainbow greyscale: a bit per sometimes im very nit picky with colors haha. like damn the greyscale can be adjust later, i need good color combo first. Im on the spectrum and I need to put the whole color spectrum in my paintings, even if it's just a background detail! #wip

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skyhighnoms @skyhighnoms.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

My lemon soda pop flavored yaoi soon™️

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

The little fucks are here💖

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Meds been draining me so much in both energy and money🫩 Plus therapy as well. It feels weird to have someone point out how fucked my depression is. Like man wdym severe? I've been living with it for over a decade

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

he's trying his best to impress Leontuzzo #舟德莱 #明日方舟

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Te quiero💗 ---> Te amo❤️‍🔥 #舟德莱 #明日方舟 #rkgk

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

blood nsfw ver: poipiku.com/5294668/1333... #明日方舟#舟德莱

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

RTs and supports are appreciated I'm opening both chibi and sketch commission again! Need some help to pay for my trip to the doctor and medicine Chibis: $15 Sketch: $10 half body/ $20 full body Vgen: vgen.co/DericX23 I also accept orders through discord dms: dericx23

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

2nd attempt, this time I did cycles rendering

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

I like doing dark 3d scenes because shadows will cover everything and there will be so much filter that you can't see rendering noise anymore. And also because this is a lighter scene and in order to render it with as little noise as possible I gotta wait for 6 hours?!! son😭

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

My immune system had been so bad ever since I got back to the country. I had guess it will take some time for my body to get used to the weather in asia after being in europe for so long, but I didn't expect to have a full on fever😭 god I can't even draw at my desk, everything is constantly spinning

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D @dericx23.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Setting up everything again, I missed the sight of this board🥹😭

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