iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

TW The book does talk about SA and suicide and death of family members But - Anyone looking for a good read/listen - it’s like 17 hours long but girllllll it was so good.

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

Who wants to play fantasy basketball with me next season? I’ll beat your ass but it’s so fun!!! (My team is the one with the Tina Belcher photo😂)

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 08/08/2025

Just thoughts today. Trigger Warning ‼️ suicide

A screenshot of the notes app of something I wrote today, states: You know that feeling when…
you were told your whole life that family is everything. and you’re made to believe that this group of people will love you and stick up for you no matter what, simply because you were born into the same family. and you just believe that they’re good people, too, right? because what bad person would just be there for someone else no matter what!?
and then your cousin, who is like your big brother, gets wasted one night, has a fight with his girlfriend, and decides to shoot himself in the head and your entire reality is flipped upside down.
nobody will admit it was suicide.
nobody talks about anything.
you start to see the fragments
and then, 2 days before the 3rd anniversary of your cousin committing suicide, your other cousin, who is like your little sister, gets into a car accident driving home from a friends’ house one night and dies.
nothing is the same.
and now you’re laying in bed, on the anniversary of their deaths and you’re thinking about how everyone in your family is fucking awful and the ones that died were two of the only good ones…
no? only me?
okay great.

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

Someone left this on my car the other day while I was at five below. Does anyone know what this means!? Am I in danger? 😂 Because I kind of love this baby and I’m confused 😂

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Got a new laptop, so naturally I had to put a bunch of stickers on it.

Laptop with stickers on it. Stickers read:
“we’re all born naked and the rest is drag. “I support gay rights and gay wrongs”. “hello I am dead inside”
“Let’s go lesbians” “my back hurts” “wtf, over” “beep beep bitch” “honk honk hoe” “don’t be a twatwaffle” and “support your local drag queens”

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

I’m getting this tattoo around my knee on may 3rd and I cannot waitttttttt.

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

If anyone wanted to know what life was like in 5th grade today.

A white piece of paper that says “please clean this chair. A kid pooped in their pants and sat here”

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Healing my inner child on my way home from therapy and I’ll be honest, when this song came on, i channeled my most serious k-ci & jojo and absolutely belted the FUCK out of this absolute banger. it was a spiritual moment.

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

On my local Facebook page. This shit made my day.

A Facebook post that says “a saw your dog pooping in my yard on north grand. I know who you are. I’m going to poop in your yard, maybe even on your porch. You’ve been warned.”

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

Did I just buy these? I sure did. Nothing matters.

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

Started this paint by number about a week ago and took progress pics along the way.

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

My fiancé’s daughter refers to me as her stepfather and it started as a joke but now it’s simply what I will be known as and I love this for me 😂

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rayann 🏳️‍🌈👽 @derangedwe1rd0.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

to follow up. I guess the correct list would be: tolerate it evermore right where you left me gold rush ??? who even knows anymore this shit is impossible 😂😭