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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

I say: I need some closure. Taylor says: 'Cause I don't remember who I was before you Painted all my nights A color I've searched for since But one thing after another Lost in situations, circumstances Miscommunications and I Have to say By the way I just may like some explanations

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

Having high functioning anxiety and depression doesn’t make your mental health “less bad” than someone who can’t get out of bed. It’s not a contest.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

I say: We grew apart. Taylor says: He was sunshine, I was midnight rain He wanted it comfortable I wanted that pain He wanted a bride I was making my own name Chasing that fame He stayed the same All of me changed like midnight

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

I got bangs recently and then found out MAGA bros don’t like bangs. So I’ll be keeping them for the foreseeable future.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

She’s worried she’s the abusive one. He’s stuck by her through so much - mental health crises, job changes, moving across the country - he’s so supportive and loving 95% of the time.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

I say: I have to be strong for myself. Taylor says: And I saw something they can't take away 'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned Everything you lose is a step you take So make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it You've got no reason to be afraid

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 15/02/2025

If my friend is asking me about and looking up signs of being in an abusive relationship, does that mean she’s probably in an abusive relationship? She keeps saying it only checks some of the boxes and that it’s not *that* bad. Thoughts?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

What’s something petty you’re holding onto, and how can I support you in never letting it go?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

2024 was a year of amazing music. TTPD was my personal AOTY but all of those artists were deserving and then some. They all get crowns 👑

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

NO 👏 LGB 👏 WITHOUT 👏 T 👏

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

Just a reminder that TRANS 👏 PEOPLE 👏LED 👏 THE 👏 CHARGE 👏 FOR 👏 LGBTQ+ 👏 RIGHTS 👏

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

CW: ED In case you didn’t know, I struggle with an eating disorder, and I’ve had a worsening relapse over the past year. It goes a lot deeper than just wanting to be thin (though negative body image is a definite struggle for me). But I’m trying to reframe my thinking - who says I need to be thin?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

I say: This love feels whimsical. Taylor says: And it's like snow at the beach Weird but fuckin' beautiful Flying in a dream, stars by the pocketful You wanting me tonight feels impossible But it's comin' down, no sound, it's all around Like snow on the beach

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

Why yes I have overcommitted myself to stay alive because I wouldn’t want to inconvenience anyone who is relying on me. Who’s asking?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

I say: I have issues. Taylor says: I should not be left to my own devices They come with prices and vices I end up in crisis (tale as old as time) I wake up screaming from dreaming One day I'll watch as you're leaving 'Cause you got tired of my scheming (For the last time)

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

I say: What happened to us? Taylor says: When the silence came, we were shaking blind and hazy How the hell did we lose sight of us again? Sobbin' with your head in your hands Ain't that the way shit always ends?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I say: Quit trying to put women into a box. Taylor says: All they keep askin' me Is if I'm gonna be your bride The only kind of girl they see Is a one-night or a wife

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

A Kelly Clarkson song came on the radio the other day, and it reminded me of how much I listened to my Breakaway CD in high school. I gave it a full listen today, and turns out I still remember basically every word. That album was so good for my angsty teenage self.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 25/12/2024

I know this holiday is hard for a lot of people - please be gentle with yourself today! Sending out warmth and care to all of you.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 24/12/2024

The last Christmas we spent at my family’s house was so stressful. I don’t remember what year it was but over 5 years ago. We had to sleep separately and be careful to not be too affectionate towards each other so my family wouldn’t be uncomfortable. We couldn’t afford to just get a hotel. They

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

I say: You can’t control me! Taylor says: I'd rather burn my whole life down Than listen to one more second of all this bitchin and moanin I'll tell you something about my good name It's mine alone to disgrace I don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 22/12/2024

I say: Today’s beauty standards are impossible to uphold. Taylor says: Beauty is a beast that roars Down on all fours Demanding "more" Only when your girlish glow Flickers just so Do they let you know It's hell on earth to be heavenly Them's the breaks They don't come gently

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

I had a very triggering event recently that I’ve been working through in therapy. Yesterday, I told my therapist that I’m tempted to sweep it under the rug and continue on as usual. I thought she might judge me for that or at least be disappointed.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

I say: I need to escape. Taylor/Florence say: Florida is one hell of a drug Florida, can I use you up? I need to forget, so take me to Florida I've got some regrets, I'll bury them in Florida Tell me I'm despicable, say it's unforgivable At least the dolls are beautiful, fuck me up, Florida

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

Before we left the Midwest in 2013, my partner and I made our relationship public on Facebook. I was living with my parents briefly while we finished preparations to leave. I told them what we had done so they wouldn’t be surprised. 1/3

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

I say: She was a bully. Taylor says: All that time you were throwin' punches, I was buildin' somethin' And I couldn't wait to show you it was real Screamed, "Fuck you, Aimee" to the night sky as the blood was gushin' But I can't forget the way you made me heal

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

I say: You make me feel young again. Taylor says: I feel so high school every time I look at you I wanna find you in a crowd just to hide from you And in a blink of a crinkling eye I'm sinking, our fingers entwined Cheeks pink in the twinkling lights Tell me 'bout the first time you saw me

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

I say: It’s not easy being with me. Taylor says: Cross your thoughtless heart Only liquor anoints you She's the albatross She is here to destroy you Devils that you know Raise worse hell than a stranger She's the death you chose You're in terrible danger

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Isn’t it fun when you think you’ve made all this progress and decide to talk to someone about how their actions made you feel but they turn it all back on you until you feel like it was actually your fault? Just me?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

I can count on one hand the number of people I truly trust right now.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

I say: I miss what we had. Taylor says: I look in people's windows Transfixed by rose golden glows They have their friends over to drink nice wine I look in people's windows In case you're at their table What if your eyes looked up and met mine One more time

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

Didn’t know I could relate so much to the line “Every breath feels like rarest air”

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

Sometimes not existing sounds easier than dealing with this shit. (Don’t worry, I’m safe. Just deep in some feels)

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

I say: I feel tricked Taylor says: I move through the world with the heartbroken My longings stay unspoken And I may never open up the way I did for you And all of those best laid plans You said I needed a brave man Then proceeded to play him Until I believed it too

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

Wait I’m supposed to listen to Evermore all day today? Oh no how will I ever survive. That’s gonna wreck my plans for sure.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

Does anyone have experience with Spravata they would be open to sharing with me?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

I say: I thought we were destined for each other. Taylor says: And I sound like an infant Feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen A greater woman stays cool But I howl like a wolf at the moon And I look unstable Gathered with a coven round a sorceress' table A greater woman has faith…

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Just had a revelation: Taylor Swift is actually a crow. Here’s why: -Crafty -Clever -Likes shiny things -Holds grudges a long time (and passes them on to future generations) -Loud -Social -Intelligent -Has a flock (aka a murder) -Large vocabulary

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

I say: We were made for each other. Taylor says: Ditch the clowns, get the crown Baby I'm the one to beat Cause the sign on your heart Said it's still reserved for me Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 25/11/2024

Not even Taylor can get me to care about football.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

The furthest I ever went with a guy was a HJ. He didn’t return the favor. He started touching me and was grossed out that I was wet. I truly hope he got over that. Also penises are gross, and I much prefer vagina.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

I say: No one will listen to what I’m saying. Taylor says: So, they killed Cassandra first 'cause she feared the worst And tried to tell the town So, they filled my cell with snakes, I regret to say Do you believe me now?

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

BRB just crying over that piano mashup.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

When listening to Red, does anyone else skip ATW because you only want to hear ATW 10MV? #Swifties Cross-posted on Threads. Curious if people have the same reaction here.

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M @depressed-swiftie.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

I say: I’m so burnt out, but I have to keep going. Taylor says: 'Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did Lights, camera, bitch smile, even when you wanna die … 'Cause I can do it with a broken heart

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