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Kairi back to Clownin'! @kairi.etheirys.social · 30/09/2025

Basically how I've been internalizing it lol

dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

My neighbors left home today, forgetting to turn off the alarm clock on their smart speaker, and it screamed through the wall for half a day while I tried to work. Very happy to pay them back with that nice stuff 😎 🎶

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Lately, I've been hooked on my own timelapses, giving me an idea of what path I've gone through in that pic ☺️❤️✨ #alnst #sua

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Why should I spend time and money to feed, wash and stretch this body ugh

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

I mean, his voice is the lowest in alnst, but in fact it isn't that low in singing hahahaha (my timbre is lower, and PBH's voice is more *clear* and he uses a lot of head register)

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

I realized that the fact that Ivan's voice is low is a fanon. Hi.

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

I wanted to write my first PortfolioDay, but what's there to write about if I do everything (fic, pics, music...) for a bit and all I can show here are pictures? :''DD

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

I think I feel alright today It could've been worse, anyway

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

All of this will come to an end Even if we don't know what it meant As I sail through the sea of my humility I will sing my fall semester song

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ivq @ivqks159.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

#うみねこFA #umineko for an event!! I had a lot of fun drawing :)

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Purgatory. Perhaps this is a great metaphor for my work on my own projects now. In general, I like to work on it, but it's still a bit of a torture, and then I get my three likes if I don't whine to my friends and... move forward, move forward.

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

perhaps I need more than 3 h of sleep in 3 d to answer this question

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Let's say I'm writing small chamber indie loops. How do I get out of this purgatory and finally write something bigger?

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

like, every instrument must have its melody and function... which leads me to overcomplicated bars that no one in their right mind would start a play with.

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Working on a new little track. I seem to understand what my problem is with the instrumental extension this night (?) But I don't know what to do about it yet. Why I'm both a pianist and a melodist, god. Harmony is polyphony for me, so that's hard af. *unintelligible mumbling*

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

oh yesssss another one ippo's hit 🤩

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

I wish you the turn to better 😞🙏 Take care for yourself, star! 🫰

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

"I KNOW THERE IS THE PERFECT PHRASE BUT WHAT IT IS—"

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

well, I might miss some second lang mistakes, but It's worth it if I actually write something lol in my first language I'm just tearing my remaining hair and screaming for three months over a paragraph 😀

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

done The Worst Thing Ever yesterday - texted one of my reader with new year wishes and thank you. maybe she'll come back...

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

ok let me be clear I miss my amazing ao3 commentators 😩 lonely lonely post-new year drawing whatever I just need to get the work done...

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

that's always like that... I write in my second language to NOT face my russian language's imperfections, because they are DISGUSTING My face twists like of a lemon from the very thought of it

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

I do think Ivan would criticize the canon pairing contemptuously and somehow managed to convince Till to ship bl

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Happy New Year, everyone! ✨🎶

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

chatting with the barista in the café about music for the second hour. The mood rises immediately! After all, isolation has a bad effect on me

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

An umbrella won't protect you For when you've already drowned And seeing streetlights from underneath the waves So float on to the surface You're never gonna miss this

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

In the end I've come to dance with how my life got this way I accept The outcomes of events that forced me To retain my pain

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

I wish I had just been a little bit stronger

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

Before my mind forgets it And before my heart regrets Let me put some words and notes together as you sleep I’ll join you in a bit

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ippo.tsk lyrics bot @ippotsklyrics.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

Did you worry about me? Might’ve been a fool but, frankly Better ways don’t always work for Someone like me

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

in case of TDF-Ivan, pleasing others is the best way to survive while why do I need to care about myself or even know myself much if this defines nothing at the end 😩🙏

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

the fact ✍️ that Ivan ✍️ makes himself ✍️ a simple black coffee ✍️ reflects his self-perception ✍️

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

it's in my "Sweet Dreams" drabble btw haha

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

IKR I LIVE FOR THIS WHILE TORTURING THEM IN TDF BECAUSE THAT'S THE BACKGROUND 😭😭😭😭😭

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

this is actually post canon TDF scene. Ivan liked to make coffee for everyone, as he wakes up earlier than everyone else due to sleep problems. Till saw this, and at some point was like "wait a minute, have you tried to draw?"

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

My Ivan does not claim to be canon, because in TDF I essentially invented his past 😂 So in my AU he perceives emotions through synesthesia ✨ And it is more natural for him to express them through drawing! But he will only come to this in post canon with Till's help 😂

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

Also about poetry and literature... I've thought about it, and I think Ivan is really interested in and knowledgeable about it, but to express his feelings in words? I'm not sure he'd managed haha~ At least my version of him!

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

They have different types of grumpness haha~ For my Ivan, this is something like a concentrated aggressive destruction of unsuitable options in turn 🤓

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

so basically my covid lockdown just stretches for N years. A good chance to learn how to animate or something.

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

My eyes roll so far. yes, most people don't care or they will limit themselves to a million stupid questions. But it does not remove the risks that someone unfriendly will find out a lot of my personal information.

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dennillbeback @dennillbeback.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

Every time I see news of a hate-motivated murder against transgender people, I am amazed at the stupid questions of doctors about why I stopped going to free physical therapy in a country where the law tells inadequacies that I am an extremist.

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