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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

was thinking about my name and my ocs and all that fun stuff and i was thinking wouldnt it be funny if i just went full circle and went back to being called paprika. lmao

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

whadda hell my tablet pen disappeared...

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

i'm jealous of people who have a strong sense of self and their identity

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

bitches cannot resist rebranding at least once a year minimum I am bitches

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

im gonna rebrand this acct just a heads up in case anyone gets confused: whorsegirl420 -> DENKODELUSION thank you ^_^

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

i got a design that i had been wanting for literal months and months and im very very happy :)

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熊野プラン @plan039.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

バニーハナカマキリちゃん

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

i had a really weird realization lately that i managed to get back to the same level of happiness i had as a kid before i was like. mega traumatized by bullying and stuff. i don't know if that's the best way to put it but i'm not sure how else to describe it lol

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

it turns out that when you engage in hobbies without expecting anything you end up happier who'd have thunk

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

bitches will be calling off work to see a movie (im bitches) (i already put the request in)

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

as an added bonus my procrastination ended up working out in my favor

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

i was worried i'd be too late for it but i got my TADC ticket hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

ive only been on it for a little over a week so im not very worried about withdrawal. it sucks but i have had a headache + have been crying every single day with crazy mood swings (more than usual) so its just not fuckin worth it lmfao

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

i started taking a new medication and i really was not doing well on it and i was originally gonna tough it out until my next appointment but i realized i had free will and i literally don’t have to take it

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

i posted this and then found dozens of spiders in my trunk. ???????????????

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

this is probably some weird comphet shit i have to sort thru at some point but bwehhhhh

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

this is going to maybe sound kind of insane but sometimes i wish i wasn’t purely a lesbian bc it’s kind of inconvenient like i Wish i was bi or pan. bc it would be so much more convenient

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Mksk @mksk69.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

おたぬき

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

apparently tasting CO2 has a lot to do with it but yeah like, i can’t feel the texture of carbonation anymore :( only very very slightly

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

im genuinely so sad i love soda so much i love carbonated fizzy drinks i dont know how to process this…

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

new medication im on makes it so i cant taste carbonation. i didnt even know that was possible!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

they put my ass on more antipsychotics ✌️😔

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

i was mega depressed this weekend but now i have dopamine from the internet so i feel better probably need to increase my seroquel dosage again tho

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

I FORGOT I HAD A PSYCH APPT NEXT MORNING

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

literally experiencing this rn

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

sorry i tried to post that like 3 times and kept fucking up lmfao

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

you just think i'm a misunderstood chicken fetus in an egg, huh #tadc

jax from tadc but he is sad and in a fetal position in front of a glitchy background with eyes watching him

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

i have brainworms rn so im going to draw jax in situations

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

i forgot my parents have a bird so ummmm if you hear that in the bg im sorry lmfao

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

i dug out my 3dio and im gonna test recording ASMR i guess

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

i feel so shitty and then i looked at the time and then also remembered i havent ate in a while and i havent showered and i havent slept and

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

maybe i was just never cut out for doing art for a living

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

anyways i just saw a doll set that was like, insanely laser targeted at my exact interests and im so sad im broke as fuck rn

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

www.twitch.tv/mirakurutaimu also her birthday is tomorrow (aka in like 55 minutes) so you will follow her and you will give her money NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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mirakurutaimu - Twitch

chuck e. cheese is not a restaurant. chocolate is not candy. are you taking notes?

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

happy tdov everyone should follow and subscibe to my gf now and give her $1000000000000000 impillion dollars please

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

i feel really guilty about it but she seems to be doing fine now... still i feel awful about it ;_; im just glad shes ok

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

i accidentally sprayed a room spray in my office consisting of lavender and eucalyptus not knowing that its toxic to cats and now ive been keeping pipi out for obvious reasons but shes stupid and doesnt understand why and keeps wanting to go into The Poison Room That Makes Her Cough

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

i was gonna yoink tsukasa hiiragi and rin kagamine's big ass bow on top of their head but this model doesnt currently support that and im too lazy to find/make one

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

the cool thing about character design is that if you see something cool from a character you like you can just steal it for yourself

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

what if we were two girls and we both went downstairs and grabbed our better chairs

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

ironically march 30th is bipolar awareness day which i've set on my calendar for a few years now bc i thought it would be nice to do something for it but i can never think of anything or plan anything ever

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

bweh whatever... im already on meds that work like 90% of the time

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

just realized i might be manic. oops

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

ive been trying to get over my fears of like. "ohhhh this particular style is so popular i shouldnt use it"... cuz tenshi kawaii fashion is cute..... and also im basically copying the touhou skirt set outfit formula anyways lol

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cyan(?) @denkodelusion.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

still not totally happy with these colors but we're definitely getting somewhere

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