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Like, YES WE GET IT, Kanade is a hermit NEET, but still, the same principle applies they could do a MUCH better job allowing them to participate in all-group events like these, which are all about "making happy memories". Depressed people also deserve happy memories. FFS

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Like, WE GET IT, MAFUYU HAS DEPRESSION. But even depressed people deserve to have fun & the game could do a much better job at showing that.

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Like, I get it, N25 are an online anonymous group that posts music but doesn't perform live, HOWEVER, Mizuki randomly decided to go work at the festival even if she wasn't going to be able to perform because N25 are anonymous SO?! WHAT'S THE EXCUSE?!

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Things that only Project Sekai players will gaf about but I want to share: At this time, the game is running an event called "our golden days" about all the groups going to an island for a music festival, and can I just say, it pmo to no avail that Kanade and Mafuyu don't get to participate?!

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Senado aprueba la ‘ley antimemes’ entre confrontación de Morena y sus aliados con la oposición

Also, in case it isn't clear that Mexico is now a fascist state: it's now illegal to make memes. At all. Because of course the party in power got upset to be turned into memes, which hadn't happened under PRI, btw. Morena is THE EXACT SAME SHIT. www.jornada.com.mx/noticia/2026...

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Las modificaciones al Código Penal Federal y a la Ley Federal de Protección a la Propiedad Industrial, se aprobaron con 72 votos a favor y 34 en contra; la oposición aseguró que dichas reformas violen...

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PUT MS. EATON IN CHARGE OF MARVEL MOVIES AND DC COMICS MOVIES ASAP. SHE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS IT.

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Ok, first off, DAW is a zionist or at least comfortable enough around zionists, so ew. But second of all: I'm the first person in my bloodline to read this string of words and I doubt that's something to be proud of.

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Dení 💜 @deniisaflor.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Listen, if Aaron Judge is too injured and the rumors of him getting retired at the beginning of next season and Ben Rice taking over the lead of the Yankees are true... 👀 I wouldn't mind that much because hello... 👀

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Remember when I told you abt Frikiplaza? today it was hit by an "anti-piracy" ops so if you think Mexico isn't a fascist regime, you've GOBBLED the fuck out of our propaganda. AMLO is a christian fundamentalist, Sheinbaum is his relative. The criminalization of alt culture is no coincidence.

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Dení 💜 @deniisaflor.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I tend to play videogames on my tablet and Nintendo switch, and you know what pisses me off? When ALL MY GAMES need an update at the same time and they can't download it in the background. I'm currently waiting on JJK phantom parade, Project Sekai and MTG Arena 💔

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Erin Biba @erinbiba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I do hope that Hollywood realizes that the popularity of Heated Rivalry was not because of the hockey but because of the romance and they can make wildly successful romance stories that aren’t specifically tied to hockey cause right now it feels like they’re missing the point LOL

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Dení 💜 @deniisaflor.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Y luego en CDMX que la renta de locales y de depas está horrible, pues peor 💔

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Dení 💜 @deniisaflor.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I'd been invited to a party today & you know me, I complain that I never get invited to anything but don't attend when invited. Today I stayed in to watch dramas. I've been a big Riisa Naka fan since Nihonjin no shiranai nihongo & I can't believe I didn't recognize her on Plastic Beauty!

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Dení 💜 @deniisaflor.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Thank you so much 💜💜💜 I had been invited to a party today but I just didn't have the emotional energy. I just needed to vent a little. Thank you so much for reading, at least that makes me feel less alone 💜

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Anyway. For full disclosure: I'm not currently researching any suicide methods and I'm physically safe. I also don't have access to any means to end my life. But I'm admitting that I'm not ok. And idk, I'm not sure if reaching out will make any difference but at least I've talked about this.

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But lol, BTS failed as a palliative (and as men, too) and even though I'm feeling ok at work, my paycheck isn't a liveable amount yet. So I'm kinda lost. And journalling is not cutting it either, in fact, staying home while my mother ROTS in front of the TV makes it so much worse too.

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And yeah, probably this crisis is hitting me harder than the previous ones because I hadn't been suicidal in a while since I discovered BTS & started working at a different place without sexual harrassment.

Anyway, my 30th birthday is approaching & it sucks to see how much things haven't changed in the last decade but I'm doing what is supposedly "the right thing to do": you get the corporate job & work your ass off to get out of your situation. I no longer know what else to do.

One girl recently told me "people who think they're better than everyone else, like you, will always be alone" & I thought she was my "friend" since junior high lol. Obviously I removed her from Close Friends but man, it sucks to know she was just a monitoring spirit, you know?

And I don't really have any friends to rely on because I'm neurodivergent & I never learned to socialize. Mostly, they think that somehow I'm choosing my problems willingly.

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Anyway. If you made it here, to this post on the thread, thank you. It's very difficult to deal with everything and everyone because I don't have the most supportive family or a support network. I love one of my uncles & my aunts but it feels terrible to only talk to them to vent, so I don't do it

The palliative is, of course, going to the movies. Because I can put those movie tickets on another fortnightly payment plan with another app. Which is why you see me on Instagram posting about watching movies constantly. Because what's the alternative at this point? I work and it's not enough.

So I've wanted to kms for days. I've tried to journal, talk to the emergency service "Linea de la vida" in my country which is supposed to deal with suicidal crisis. Their response was "and don't you have friends or family who could lend you money? What about pawning your stuff?" Bitch what?

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Obviously last pay cycle I couldn't pay the 4k for my fortnight payment plan because my paycheck was absorbed entirely by my bank without my consent. So now, the interest rate increased that missed fortnight payment to 10k. I'm being charged extra for being poor.

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I was paying a fortnight payment because I have to take out loans constantly. The reason for that is bc even though I should be getting paid 12k, I've never seen a paycheck for that amount. Taxes are over 7k alone, plus my company takes out its savings plan from my pay w/out consent.

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Let's say I find a tiny apartment? That would cost me around 6K a month. But not only that, in order to rent there, I'd need to have my fiador (which can go up to 30k) & at least 3 months worth of rent upfront (so that's 18k) plus another 10k for the deposit. That's 58k upfront. unsustainable.

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I obviously can't move out because landlords in Mexico City ask for something called a Fiador, which is, a person who owns property in CDMX who can vouch for you with their property as collateral in case you miss a rental payment. Fiadores are the most expensive part of the rental process.

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I have my grocery coupons from my work card but they only give us 2K every month. A bill for 15 days worth of food is at least 4K at the supermarket.

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I can't eat bread, bananas, tuna, egg, refried beans, tomatoes, too many citrics, too much dairy Guess what she constantly buys? No neutral fruits and veggies, only the irritants. And I've been aware for YEARS that it's on purpose. Since I was 20 and she took 24k from me I've known this.

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My mother OBVIOUSLY takes advantage of this by buying cheap foods that trigger my food allergies constantly. It's like her way to "contribute" by punishing me to eat as poorly as she does, so I have constant heartburn. I thought the gallbladder surgery would bring relief about that but it didn't.

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So, I'm going to rant a little & please feel free to ignore. Last pay cycle my bank sucked my FULL PAY (7k) to my credit card. They didn't release my funds anyway, so I survived thanks to krisgiere and other supporters.

rax ‘levon honkers’ king @raxkingisdead.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

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think all straight people who discoursed at great and punishing length about a western mass lesbian bar should have to give equal airtime to this. it’s your own community this time!

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