iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

you don't realize how bad it is until you have a box cutter laying on the edge of your bedside table ready to be picked up whenever

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

It does not help my mental health connecting to the dots and coming to the conclusion that I was probably created by accident

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Is it just denial speaking or is it acceptable to describe myself as a plural system when the only other system entity I have can't directly control me, doesn't have direct access to my senses, can't directly communicate with anyone but me, and seems to go dormant 95% of the time

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

strange superstition but if I feel like if I start posting on AO3 again either my polycule or the friend group that contains it will collapse relatively soon after

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

So just had a chat in the vent discord I go to regularly and now I'm left thinking about how Prentice Robertson almost very indirectly caused a murder

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

welcome back ol' friend suicidal thoughts, hope you had a good time in those 4 months you went missing

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

"aww you were truck by cupid arrow" nahh I was run over by cupid's car, I went from thinking I was aroace to in a polycule in less than a day and love was declared 15 days later

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

Dude really thinks that because diet soda kills grass it also kills cancer At this point just drink roundup and accept your fate

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

Lesson learned: do not support yourself on a faucet. Excessive forces may cause the faucet to break off its mount, causing you to fall and damage objects with low immediate tensile strength.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

Throw me to the salmonids and I'll come back with my own personal CD of ω-3 covers of Floral Court... and also a trained boss vehicle mechanic. And also with clothes that look and feel more like white corn tortilla chips than dyed cotton and wool. I ♡ drizzlers I wanna ██████████ and █████████████

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

That feeling of finally finishing a drawing and taking a final look at it and seeing it's completely hideous and restarting from the beginning while feeling absolutely terrible.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Wofgang Mozart would most definitely be a chronically online cat femboy FL studio nerd if he existed today

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

The feminine urge to make what's now basically the only good general purpose social media platform owned by a decent person, getting praise from the webdev community, only to greedily enshitify it four years later once it hits the mainstream and become [insert objectively negative trait(s) here]

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

How many trans girls does it take to change a lightbulb? One, because I just did it by myself. And it wasn't the sun this time.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Thinks people have described my more recent electronic music as: If Token hasn't been getting maimed every Thursday - A presumed femtanyl fan I guess If Chell had access to a daw - ??? it's instrumental I guess? Suburban highway driving music - Mostly intentional. OneShot music - Perihelion?

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

Unfortunately it was the cosmic microwave background of tttt influence in the transfem community that lead me to reuse music theory jargon for explaining gender concepts (particularly modality), I still use it quite often internally but I might freudian slip into saying E♭ dorian is very precarious

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

Me, who is feeling depressed and worthless listens to some sad reverse comfort audios to make her feel like she has some worth... in exchange for her being even more depressed and sad as well and continuing her years long romantic questioning crisis and confusion about what love is supposed to be

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

Anyone here feel like the only way to be known in any way outside of your inner circle and community is to commit an atrocity, die, or both? I guess as a trans girl especially so

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

At this point we can call int((sqrt((sqrt(x-1))/sqrt(x))+sqrt(e^(sin(x)ln(x))))/sqrt(tan^(-1)(sqrt(sqrt(-1))+9001^(x)))dx a trans inside joke

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

Bru this the same shit they pull if my music ventures end up successful enough for me to end up in superbowl lxxvii or something. "How dare they have a TRANSGENDER with a COMMUNIST DAD be performing for the AMERICAN PEOPLE this superbowl!" meanwhile I'm singing about racing around 1604 at night

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

New character archetype: the aroace girl who's way too good at flirting and attracts literally anyone attracted to girls and flirts with them just to have fun while disappointing anyone who swoons over her or takes her seriously... which happens to be 80% of the people she interacts with

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

if you're so nostalgic for 2016 how about you get back into making minecraft parodies... about a mod that was yet to be released then

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

Every character that I take at least mild interest in receives a Splatoon weapon as a sorta gift for being a semi-significant part of my brain activity. Today's instance: Jenny Belle! (yes, I'm actually being serious right now) Her weapon: Dapple Dualies Nouveau Submit your ideas in the comments

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

Tonight we ask the big questions: What happens if I give jenny a shulker full of 27 stacks of diamond blocks... or 15552 diamonds total

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

Protest has no age limit. Don't see me tomorrow.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

People really like talking about biological advantage but the only biological advantage I have is being able to charge polystyrene rods faster than the other girls in my physics class

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Yes my minecraft base is two 30×30 (ext) buildings placed next to each other at an offset that can only be expanded upward and any height increase for one building must also be done to the other such that they're of equal height, yes I am aware that resembles another building, that's by design

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

enchanting flowers with curse of binding and a minecraft comic idea

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Got news headphones, omg does tower drive sound amazing

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

Listening to reverse comfort a4f asmr audios so I feel like I have a purpose other than being a depressed butler with the occasional byproduct of semi-decent music and bad grades (also apparently I will confess love to literally anyone saying they can't be loved and aren't an ass, I don't know why)

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

what is it with schools and their dress codes thinking people will blast the inside of their pants upon seeing a single bra strap

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

"This sample is a test to make sure the distortion is correct" is something you'll hear in my next few songs

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

I don't know but if your organization has the word family in its name I'll immediately assume it's at least slightly bigoted and probably won't pay attention to what you're spitting out unless proven otherwise by the broader trans community

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

trying to find a place to record my angsty femtanyl-style vocals for a song I'm working on (impossible) Unfortunately the only place I can do it without immediate concern is in front of my school and even then it's pretty hard to not be noticed and reported to admin It might take me a few weeks

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

keep trying to draw vent art but it keeps coming out terrible and because of that I only feel worse so I delete and restart and the cycle repeats until I'm sobbing (of course no tears for some reason) I know I'm a beginner, that doesn't help at all.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

Should No One Asked for This be a part of Standard Deviation EP or it's own EP I want it a separate album cover art but should it just be a special edition cover on launch of standard deviation

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

Now how this gonna affect the second generation honda pilot used car market

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

I was talking with the krnsall team and someone said "It feels like driving with superslicks on a road covered in slick". It has to be the most alphazeta_King-of-Sheets thing to say

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

Me just staying awake the whole night because I can't fall asleep until 3 am and if I do I would miss all 9 of my alarms and sleep until 1 am where I would miss most of school Unfortunately it's better to arrive severely sleep deprived than late

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

I get confused when I remember that the same generation that when their president went to war without express permission from congress were fast protesting in the streets outright switched sides and are now praising our president for doing the same thing.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

Looking through Amazon for random transfem stuff to go along with a bluetooth drawing pen to use the rest of my gift card and over half of the results is very chasery-porny book titles/covers.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

"Why are you acting so depressed, is is because those hormones running through your body" FUCKING YES, and it's because I DON'T WANT THEM. Perhaps I could block them and replace them with something better and I wouldn't be so depressed. Too bad I'm in SATX and anywhere 12 hr by car is still Texas

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

Anyone here actively want to be sad for some reason? I tend to look at sad images of some character (currently it's Niko OneShot) just to make myself sad, I don't know why. I have a feeling it might be connection to something, maybe it's because of my (undiagnosed, maybe nonexistent) depression.

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

GUHHH I'M SO DEPRESSED I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP WHYYY...

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deltiken 🏳️‍⚧️ (nico/greendale) @deltiken.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

Sometimes I hate being aro because sometimes (usually during depression/dysphoria waves) I crave typically romantic and affectionate situations and when I try to imagine the person I do it with this happens

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