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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 19h

Canonically kicking my feet and wagging my tail rn awawawawa

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Mental health so bad i keep forgetting to take my meds :(

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

-BOOM YOUR DAD HAS CANCER AND HE NEEDS SURGERY -oh btw your story boards are due monday :D Fuck my stupid chungus life...

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Me: finally my final year of college... i want no distractions this year! Im gonna lock in and do my work! My bum ass luck: hahahaha lemme just: -FUCK YOU AND YOUR ADHD NO MEDS FOR YOU AND NO MOTIVATION -FUCK YOUR SLEEP GET 6 OR LESS HOURS -GUESS WHO FORGOT THE RANDOM 4 MONTH HOSPITAL VISIT FOR FAM

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

You are never gonna believe where I am again... ill give you a hint, ive been here once every 4 months now

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Ngl i lowk miss being in a relationship but idk if im ready again. Like i feel like I am but also not at the same time. Mentally yeah i am ready, but emotionally its like i dont want the same thing to happen again. Maybe its the mentality i have due to how that was my first relationship? Idfk

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

You ever just repeat a voice in your head until you actually hear it. Like just randomly youre like repeating a small phrase someone said over and over and then their voice just shows up in your ear like theyre actually there. Its not something intentional to be honest it just kinda happens.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

thinking about things while high as fuck is like.. woagh...

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

yearning to get my work done for class and graduate :falls_over:

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Life would be 10 times better if I had a dick. Being afab sucks.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Sometimes i wonder if im actually a freak, or if im just horny most of the time. Then I look at the things I draw and fantasize about and then I realize. Both.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

ever brush your teeth till your gums bleed?? no? well uh don't! gargling salt water afterwards tastes bad :(

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I prolly shouldve worded that A LOT better lmao, but either way shes still pretty

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

she as a woman is so pretty! but I don't really listen to her music though not really my taste

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

you even just wanna rip your hand off cause your wrist is hurting :D

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Life sucks major butt rn, but at least i got a bacon egg and cheese on a bagel :D

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Lowkey tho, the thought of fuckin in an empty building/area is hot asf. (Xtra points if its abandoned)

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I LOVE ALL WOMENNNN RAAGHH SHORT, TALL, THIN, THICK, LIGHT, DARK, ALL WOMEN ARE QUEENSSSS!!!! (in other words, yes.)

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Realest shit ever lmao. The human body is weird as fuck when it comes to its wants and needs

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💫De✨ @detheweird1.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Actual thing that transpired an hour ago

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Being horny while on your period is like needing to work but having art block. Worst fuckin thing ever. In other words a period is a natural cock block for yourself :(

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Me when I get foiled again by the "period is over joke" (im beign stabbed 27 times in the stomach again)

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

back on topic though, don't compare cartoon characters/character designs to literal people. Design choices and aspects of characters can change. Certain parts of people like height and facial structure cannot.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Hi Im De, like 40% of my characters/designs are androgynist and adults. lemme just pull some up rq.. (the last image is literally me one day when I drew myself cause I was bored)

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

me when I'm generally compared to a character design choice that can be easily changed and pretty much get called child coded for being short. I'm a 23 year old man with tits and clit btw. Not to mention, there are so many ways you can make a character androgynist and look like an adult.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

ill make sure to make a whipcrack slide show to showcase at your funeral...

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

real shit tho, seeing all the bs thats happened to you these past years has been so atrocious. You have done literally nothing and been treated like shit for no reason. not only that but half the time it was just people starting bs for their own enjoyment cause they have nothing better to do.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Dawg. People breaking friendships over a design is fucking crazy. Like yeah im also not fond of the design but im not gonna bash on someone who thinks other wise. I think its good to see different opinions. Seeing the different aspects of how someone views a character design gives it a new light.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Veryy awful Evil Au comic I thought about this morning. I FUCKING HATE VIKTOR RARARTGHGHHGHGH #wasteofwater #cesspitdnd

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Putting keychains on a belt chain is such a good idea... why havent I thought of doing this before...

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

you have no idea how audible my laugh is rn LMAOOO

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Me when I finally quit my minimum wage job that treated me like dogwater :D

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Maya is the software of all time. i wish you best of luck on your journey soldier...

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

grilled cheese makes life so much better what the fuck

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Because I know I would break down in tears with the memories flooding back on what we were. Even if it wasnt much for him, it was everyrhing for me. And i loved it. I loved and cherished those moments cause it made me feel like i was living again.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I hate having these type of emotions about the people that hurt me. I hate that I still care about him and think about him. I hate seeing things that remind me of him. I hate the fact that theres even a chance I could see him.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I should be over it by now, but why am I not. Is it him, or the idea? Daily messages, late calls, the grasp of love even if it was from a distance? Being seen as a partner rather than just a friend. Its been over two weeks, why am I still like this? I dont want to miss him but I cant help it.

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

did I ever tell you guys how much I love Sanji from One Piece. LOOK AT THIS CUTIE PIEEE!!! this is a Sanji loving household, and if you dont like him get tf outta here NOWWWWWW (half joking)

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ArsenicDrinker69🍃💫🔞 @deezranticz.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Not to be horny on ranticz but lowkey getting fucked rn would be great :/

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