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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

dagger and moon hair clips! now available in my shop! ko-fi.com/dearfears/sh... #beading #beadedart #ooak #halloween

A beaded hair clip of the moon in the void surrounded by stars.

river @dearfears.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

A coffin hair clip and candy corn earrings! Both now available in my shop! ko-fi.com/dearfears/sh... #beading #beadart #beadedjewelry #halloween #coffin #candycorn

A beaded hair clip, it's shaped like a black coffin with grey chains across it. It's outlined in iridescent black beads.

A pair of beaded earrings, they're two candy corns outlines in a dark purple.

The same earrings, from a low right angle.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Glowing ghosties! Now available on my Ko-Fi! ko-fi.com/s/46042e5913 #beading #beadart #beadedearrings #halloween #ghosts

A pair of beaded earrings, the design is a pair of white ghosts with black eyes. Around them is a black outline, then a line of orange, green, purple, and black beads alternating, then clear rhinestone banding. The edges are done with clear seed and larger beads.

The same earrings but taken in the dark. Everything that was once clear now glows green.

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Trevor A. Branch @trevorabranch.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

This is seismic news for fisheries scientists. Northern cod is *the* iconic symbol of total fisheries collapse due to overfishing (and other factors) *and* the iconic symbol of a complete failure to recover for decades afterwards. This is like announcing the complete recovery of bison on land.

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Merrypaws @merrypaws.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Long story short, a queer-owned small business is in trouble because UPS decided to charge them tariffs in a lump sum. Any little bit helps them keep making their high quality, whimsical and size inclusive clothing. 🌈⬇️

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Kissing in the (blood) rain. Full resolution here: www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #horror #toxicyuri #blood

A full color illustration of two women kissing. On the left is Ruth, she's pale with a purple bob and pointed ears. She's standing with her right leg around the other woman (Harriet), her right hand on Harriet's jaw, and her left is gripping the hair at the top of Harriet's head. Ruth is only wearing a teal skirt with her front pressed to Harriet as they kiss. She also appears to have had blood poured over her head, soaking her hair and skirt. Harriet is tan with dark brown hair. She's hunched down to meet Ruth, supporting her weight with her left hand on Ruth's back, and the other cradling the back of Ruth's head. She's also shirtless, her hands and heir soaked in blood.

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BubbleVerse @bubbleverse.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Second commissionned page of the Spectacular Spider Woman, ordered by millieindeed! Inspired by The Spectacular Spider-Man Issue #308 :)

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Kissing in the (blood) rain. Full resolution here: www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #horror #toxicyuri #blood

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Dande 🗡️💙 @dandelev.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

For victory! Sapphic art fight piece for @dearfears.bsky.social of their very tall and very swoon-worthy goliath 🏆🩶 #sapphicaf2026 #artfight #dnd #notmyoc

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Sometimes you're the only party member that knows what zombies are and have to make some tough decisions. #dndoc #goliath #illustration #digitalillustration #digitalart

A full color illustration of a goliath woman crouched in a cave. She has striated skin and long dark hair. She's wearing black athletic shorts, a cream colored tunic, a messenger bag, and moccasins with strawberries on them. She looks sadly down and off to the side. In one hand she holds a hand axe with blood dripping off of it. In front of her is the silhouette of a body and a pool of blood, the arm of the body has a red human bite mark on it.

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Shecky @shecky.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

UPDATE: Yes, their owner passed away Thursday. We're taking them in today, but as I said, that CAN'T be permanent; they NEED a HOME NOW. We're willing to drive pretty much anywhere in the Northeast for the right adopter. We're begging.

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Nicholas Kole @nicholaskole.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

enshittification ouroboros

the anti-ai symbol, where ai is depicted as an ouroboros, defecating and devouring it's own feces, while stabbing itself through the heart

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Glow in the dark vampire fang pin!! First of my new Halloween stuff! And available here in my shop! ko-fi.com/s/5dff2d3e3e #beading #beadart #beadedjewelry #beadedpin #halloween

A picture of a beaded pin. It looks like a set of plastic vampire fangs, the outline is in black beads and the middle beads have a soft grey color.

The same pin, but in the dark. Now the once grey beads glow green.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Based off of the lyrics of Vibrate by Rufus Wainwright, my blinding headache today, and the incredibly hot weather. Full res and more on my patreon! www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #selfportrait #illustration #eyestrain

A limited pallet illustration of a person leaning their face on a window sill in front of a pool. The drawing is all greens, yellows, and blues. The person is sweating, with dark wavy hair, light eyes, and half of their face has dripping clown makeup. They're looking sadly down to the side. Next to them on the sill is a cell phone. Over the drawing is text that says "God knows what all these new drugs do I guess to have no more fears but still I always end up in tears".

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Sometimes your friends get way into drawing gemsonas again, you find out there's a stone called alstonite, and you simply have to make it happen. #gemsona #art #digitalart #digitalillustration

A full color illustration of a large four armed figure holding a cartoonishly large mace and four much smaller figures. The large figure is pale with layered brown marks down their arms and legs and stomach that resembles granny squares, with a dark brown bob, four eyes- two grey looking at their top left hand, the others orange and looking at the bottom left hand. They wear half moon glasses, a brown crop top, grey shorts, and pink platform sneakers. They have a large gem embedded in their neck- round with a triangle in the middle- and a teardrop shaped one in their stomach. On the top left hand is a figure in all shades of grey, with a cloud like bob, and a dress with matching ruffs, looking nervous at the large figure. On the bottom left is a slightly taller orange figure in a tank top, pants, and boots, holding a strange taser and looking disinterested. In the top right hand is the same two figures, but the grey one now looks happy with a pixie cut, a long sleeved shirt, and wide legged pants, and the orange one has wild hair, an orange crop top, red booty shorts, pale orange slumped boots, and claws with dark coloration. In the bottom right corner it says "ALSTONITE".

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Another #leyendeckerstudy with my evil women! Check out the full res and alts on my patreon! #illustration #digitalillustration #toxicyuri #lesbian www.patreon.com/posts/160180...

A full color illustration of two women in late 40s formal wear. The woman on the left, Harriet, is tan with short wavy brown hair and brown eyes. In the Leyendecker style, everything that's black morphs into the black background. So all of Harriet you can see is her face, looking down at the other woman, Ruth, lovingly with a cigarette between her lips, the white parts of her tuxedo, and her hand holding a cigarette out for Ruth. She wears red gauges, a black and white tux with a bow-tie, and a purple petunia in her lapel. Ruth is standing beside her, looking up at her with parted lips in a smile. She has a curly purple bob, bright blue eyes, and pale skin. She wears a dark red velvet dress, white gloves with long red nails glued on top, a pearl ring, pearl bracelet, pearl necklace, and pearl earrings, a black stole, red lipstick, brown eye shadow, and a gold comedy and tragedy mask necklace.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Had to draw these three in classic Affleck poses. In order they're (on tumblr) mythrilsantoku 's, mine, and @howlikeagod.bsky.social 's!

A full color illustration of three people looking haggard standing on a brick balcony. Left to right they are: Fen, a ten elven man. He has short brown hair with a grey streak, freckles, and many scars across his body. He has a gold earring, an orange medieval tee shirt, and red swirled pants. His left hand is in his pocket, his right hand hangs to his side holding a cigarette, and his head is leaned back slightly, lips parted, and eyes closed in a grimace. Next is Alston, a pale gnome man. He has short, wavy, brown hair, brown eyes, and stubble. He's looking to the camera with a grimace, one hand holding a cigarette halfway to his mouth. He wears half moon glasses, a maroon button up, a barely visible amulet, a grey cardigan, and a black ring with a yellow gem. Then Mina, a pink tiefling woman. She has light brown bat-like wings, red curved horns, and yellow eyes with diamond pupils. She's looking exhausted towards the camera, a cigarette hanging from her lips, her left hand holding a mostly full drink in a to-go cup, and her right is holding a manila folder full of papers. She wears a dark blue skirt, white button up, black tie, gold heart half necklace, a brown vest with nightshades on it, hexagonal glasses, and several sets of earrings.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Inspired by a conversation with my wonderful DM (on tumblr) panmixia #dndoc #illustration #memeredraw

In the style of the parks and rec meme, an illustration of a goliath woman (Winter) in two hallway scenes. In the first we're close to her face as she looks off camera. She's a mid toned grey with light and dark streaks across her body much like stone striation. She has black hair in a braid with two small braids by her ears, dark eyes, mascara and black lipstick. She wears a white tunic with gold buttons, and a gold pendant necklace. In the first shot she says "There are two things I know about Legnacans." In the second shot we're further away and can see her arms out like her hands are on her hips. She says "They love dragons, and they are terrified of curses."

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Extremely important comic for a recent dnd moment. #comic #digitalart #dndoc

A black and white three panel comic. The first panel: a simplistic style with a man looking down and to the right, he has short wavy hair, half moon glasses, stubble, a dark button up, a light cardigan, and a necklace on- this is Alston. Behind him is the figure of a barred owl, the same size as him. Above them is an internal dialogue box that says "Where is Look-see..?" The next panel, below, is a closer shot of the same pose of Alston and Look-see, in more detail, Alston is wide eyed and startled. Above them is an internal dialogue box that says "It's in my head. It's been in my head this whole time." The final panel is a much larger, much more in detail Alston, panicked with flop sweat, talking to someone off screen. The person off screen says "Alston, what's going on?" Which is slightly cut off by Alston saying "I'M FINE. EVERYTHING'S FINE." With repeating text behind him that says "OH FUCK" and Look-see's disembodied eyes to his right, watching him.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Sapphic angst. Full res and alt version available on my patreon. www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #illustration #digitalart #sapphic #lesbians #digitalillustration

A full color illustration of two women embraced on a bench. The background is abstract watercolor with multicolored lyrics over it. The lyrics are hard to discern, but read "MY GIRL, MY GIRL, DON'T LIE TO ME. TELL ME WHERE DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIGHT? IN THE PINES, IN THE PINES, WHERE THE SUN DON'T EVER SHINE. I WOULD SHIVER THE WHOLE NIGHT THROUGH. MY GIRL, MY GIRL, WHERE WILL YOU GO? I'M GOING WHERE THE COLD WIND-". The two figures sit on a wooden bench, the woman on the left, Janice, has medium brown skin, and curly brown hair swept over her head. She's sat sideways with her arms around the other woman's neck, leaning her head on her shoulder, with her eyes shut. She wears orange lip stick, blue eye shadow, a blue and yellow moon earring, and a matching sun dress. The other woman, Hoshon, is nearly identical to Janice, though is dressed much more modern and has blue eyes, with natural looking makeup, a grey tank top, dark grey jeans, and a matching sun earring. She holds an umbrella propped on her hip.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Copies Are An Al's Best Friend | Full res on patreon www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #illustration #digitalillustration #dndoc #clones #art #digitalart

A full color illustration of ten copies of the same pale gnome man with brown eyes and brown wavy hair in front of a gradient red background. Left to right, bottom to top: The first is grinning evily up at the Al in the middle, he has sharp teeth and rectangular glasses and stubble, he wears a black shirt with white text that reads "I LOVE BITING". The second is an older Al with grey streaks in his hair, looking down at the middle Al's ass, with one arm out behind his back, he wears large round glasses, has a beard, and is wearing a grey shirt that says "I'm a sensitive man. Especially my INNER THIGHS". The third Al is disheveled, with longer stubble, cracked half moon glasses, and a streak of grey, he stares in disbelief at the middle Al, he wears a hole ridden blue shirt that says "He Creech". The fourth Al stands behind the one in the center, he has the same highlight as Alston (the middle Al) and wears large round glasses, has stubble, but his eyes resemble those of an owl staring blankly at Alston, he wears a grey shirt that says "Show me your HOT MOM". The fifth Al has slightly straighter hair, a large scar on his cheek, has a mustache, and is smirking at Alston, he wears aviator glasses and a blue shirt that says "BABY SLUT". The sixth Al looks almost identical to Alston except for a large burn scar on his right cheek and neck, he stares down with a brow raised at Alston, wearing square glasses and a black shirt that says "You can go to hell. I'm going to [indiscernible]". The seventh Al is Weird Al, a version with slicked back hair, a thick mustache, aviator glasses, and 70s athletic shorts, he's smirking at Alston, wearing a grey shirt that says "#1 SUB*". The eighth Al looks like a younger version of Alston, no highlight, no stubble, little armless round glasses, and is looking shocked up at Alston, wearing a blue shirt that says "D.I.L.F. (Damn I Love Fish)".

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Copies Are An Al's Best Friend | Full res on patreon www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #illustration #digitalillustration #dndoc #clones #art #digitalart

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Sapphic angst. Full res and alt version available on my patreon. www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #illustration #digitalart #sapphic #lesbians #digitalillustration

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Extremely important comic for a recent dnd moment. #comic #digitalart #dndoc

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

#WIPWednesday You can see the full piece on my patreon! www.patreon.com/dearfears/po... #WIP #sketch

A screenshot of a sketch of a man with wavy hair, stubble, and half moon glasses with his arm bent up by his head.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Inspired by a conversation with my wonderful DM (on tumblr) panmixia #dndoc #illustration #memeredraw

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Had to draw these three in classic Affleck poses. In order they're (on tumblr) mythrilsantoku 's, mine, and @howlikeagod.bsky.social 's!

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

Ruth Nouveau! Redraw of a vintage print shown below. See the full res version over on my patreon! www.patreon.com/posts/156235...

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

See the full resolution version on my patreon! www.patreon.com/posts/156393... #digitalart #illustration #digitalillustration #lesbian #toxiclesbian #toxicyuri

A full color illustration of a woman smiling at the camera with a split lip, predatory. She's got tan skin, dark brown hair, and brown eyes with a red shine. She wears a white button up, a black tie, and red gauges. Her tie is being gripped by a pale woman's hand from off screen, the hand has on a couple bracelets. Above her is text that says "HEAD LIKE A HOLE" and below "BLACK AS YOUR SOUL".

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Spellcasters Snoozing! My lovely DnD party all taking a well deserved nap!

A full color illustration of seven adventurers sleeping. All you can see is their heads above the blankets, the pillows, and the wall behind them. Left to right: A pale woman with straight blonde hair and freckles with a soft smile, her shoulder in a purple shirt pokes above the blanket. Another pale woman leaned back with her mouth parted, short wavy dark hair. A tan elven man with a concerned expression, freckles, two scars, and short brown hair. A grey tiefling man leaned back, teeth bared, wearing a dark red shirt. A pale man with stubble and short wavy brown hair, at peace with his mouth parted. A pink tiefling woman with large wings and red horns, smiling softly, wearing a blue shirt. A pale elven woman with a scar and long blonde hair, hugging onto the tiefling woman with a green shirt on.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

Ruth in Bed! Full Resolution: www.patreon.com/posts/157396... #illustration #pinup #lesbian #lesbianpinup #digitalart #digitalillustration

A full color drawing of a woman laying in bed. She's in the nude, but her groin is covered by a blanket draped over her leg. The sheets are dark red with white pillows. The woman, Ruth, is laying on her back, her legs bent slightly, with her left arm wrapped around a pillow and covering her chest, her right hand is folded over the pillow with her ring and middle finger suggestively slipped into a fold. She's looking up at the camera with a coy smile. She's a pale woman with dark purple, wavy, hair, unnaturally blue eyes with huge pupils, wearing dark red lipstick that's left smudges on the pillow, long red nails, leaf earrings, gold bangle bracelets, and two rings.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

pride heart earrings! you can get these made to order over here on my ko-fi! or if you have a different flag you want made into earrings you can commission me there for the exact same price! ko-fi.com/s/7591ef649d #beading #beadedjewelry #pride #lesbian #gay #bisexual #trans #lgbt #queer

A pair of beaded heart earrings patterned with the lesbian flag.

A pair of beaded heart earrings patterned with the rainbow flag.

A pair of beaded heart earrings patterned with the bisexual flag.

A pair of beaded heart earrings patterned with the transgender flag.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Coyote stuck in human form for my DnD campaign! #coyote #dnd #illustration #digitalart #digitalillustration

An illustration of a man stuck in a box, smiling at the camera, leaning back on an elbow with one foot on the ground and the other on the wall in front of him. He has medium brown skin, dark brown hair, and yellow eyes. He's wearing a 70s suit with a flower print green shirt, brown dress shoes, and matching orange slacks and vest. He also wears gold rings, a chain, and small hoop earrings. He's handcuffed with bone colored shackles with text in a fictional script etched into them.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

rainbow circus earrings! both are now available on my ko-fi! ko-fi.com/dearfears/sh... #beading #beadart #earrings #clown #circus #pride

A pair of beaded earrings that look like clown faces. They have red noses, pink mouths, blue eyes, and orange eye shadow. Around them is neon banding, rhinestones, and are finished with large translucent rainbow beads.

The clown earrings in low blue light, most of them are obscured by darkness, but the banding and the beads on the edge are glowing green in the dark.

A pair of earrings with faceted large rhinestones in the shapes of stars. Beaded around the cabochons is a white and blue pattern. Around them is neon banding, rhinestones, and are finished with large translucent rainbow beads.

The star earrings in low blue light, most of them are obscured by darkness, but the banding and the beads on the edge are glowing green in the dark.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Malevolent beading! I've got earrings and pins up on my new Ko-Fi shop ko-fi.com/dearfears/sh... ! #malevolent #beading #beadedearrings #beadart

A pair of beaded earrings that look like bloody daggers.

A pair of beaded earrings that look like a mini King in Yellow.

A beaded pin with the Yellow Sign in gold beads surrounded by black.

A pair of beaded earrings that look like bloody footprints.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

rainbow circus earrings! both are now available on my ko-fi! ko-fi.com/dearfears/sh... #beading #beadart #earrings #clown #circus #pride

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Another #leyendeckerstudy with my evil women! Check out the full res and alts on my patreon! #illustration #digitalillustration #toxicyuri #lesbian www.patreon.com/posts/160180...

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

WIP Wednesday! As always for just a dollar you can see the full piece on my patreon! www.patreon.com/posts/160072... #wip #wipwednesday #sketch

A screenshot of a sketch, all you can see are a pair of eyes half lidded and looking off screen.

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river @dearfears.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

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