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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

'Short fic ab sounding' became Shane at a sex shop w an OC you may find familiar, multiple filthy interludes, a smattering of star charts, & a bit of a Shane Hollander thesis as he searches for sex toys & ends up finding - himself. E Shane POV 34.5k archiveofourown.org/works/82843651

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some shining coil of wind - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Part VII of Textual Healing - 27k of angst w various filthy acts and an ending riddled with feelings. discussion of Russia. a grocery robot. fisting, romantically. Shane goes to Boston a few days before the game in ep 5. lya POV rated E Canon but pretzeled archiveofourown.org/works/81529121

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Chap 1 of a short chapter fic feat. prequel Shane 'getting a little bit wild' - beginning with a trip to the beach, a few Zimas, and a very big secret. (A gentleman caller appears at one point).Also, this is told in the style of Jane Austen. For Science. archiveofourown.org/works/807560...

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The Boy With a Crush and the Pistol Tattoo - Chapter 1 - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

Part VI of Textual Healing, taking place in the gap at the end of All Star w/e and Boston v Montreal in episode 5 - Shane decides he needs a sexting coach. Explicit atrocities ensue. just under 24k Shane POV rated E (F for filth, really) archiveofourown.org/works/80412031

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it's a bad idea, right? - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

feeling very normal about making shrek ilya's favorite movie in a fic that i posted two days ago and whatever the fuck this is -

fic excerpt that says: Because he is a poet as well as a comedian. And a horny fucking dude. He’s got layers! Just like that funny green monster in his favorite animated movie. Anyway -

Comment by Shrek on Connor's SNL appearance that says "That'll do, Connor. That'll do."

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

art V of Textual Healing, and it really does have everything. self-flagellation, Dostoevsky and Chekhov, a sea gull with bad etiquette, bisexual pride, and a little tie up on the dock of the (Tampa) Bay in room 1217. just under 10k E (very much so) archiveofourown.org/works/80113291

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a man says " this place has everything " while holding something in his hand

Alt: a man says " this place has everything " while holding something in his hand

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Part IV of Textual Healing, where we meet Florida Shane (and a few other significant side characters), and the author attempts to Write About Hockey (but mostly as foreplay). E (multiple times) 13k words Shane POV archiveofourown.org/works/79897536

"locked up 'till you're moonlit'

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“So you did not take care of -” he gestures vaguely towards Shane’s groin.

Shane shakes his head tightly. “I did not - take care of.”

“Tsk, tsk,” Ilya says. “I will help. Just try not to come during competition, and I will take care of - you, later.”

“Oh, please,” Shane rolls his eyes. “You think I’m going to come during a hockey competition?”

Ilya’s expression grows more taunting before he turns to walk away. “Maybe. Maybe you are going to come watching me win a hockey competition. Untouched.”

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

part III of my series Textual Healing: This isn't a story about the ep 5 Tampa bar scene - it's a story about what happens after Shane walks away, prior to the scene at the pool the next day. In the space of the evening before. Rated E, just over 8k, Ilya POV archiveofourown.org/works/79677041

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fuck me up, Florida - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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Misha Collins @mishacollins.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

If you are ANYWHERE near D.C., you HAVE to see this! awesome-con.com

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

i give to you part 2 in what will be a 3-part compilation, unfortunately titled Textual Healing - that begins with my 'we didn't even kiss' fix it 'loosen up my buttons, babe (uh huh)' - pls read that FIRST before reading this one. Rated E, under 7k archiveofourown.org/works/79572086

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kiss with a fist - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

Happy Fingers In the Mouth Friday! Have a fic. Shane sends the 'we didn't even kiss' text, and that leads to both boys getting trapped in a Vegas elevator for approximately 3 business (or is it pleasure?) hours. 8k, rated E archiveofourown.org/works/79407701

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

Please raise your hand if you’ve been traumatized by the show Supernatural on the CW. 🙋🏻‍♀️ If so, may I offer healing? (Yes, it is The Song and I am not sorry). Or - what went down on the (hockey travel) Road So Far in Heated Rivalry this season. www.threads.com/@ayreisha/po...

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

dk who i am anymore, but here. 8,041 words of Ilya's POV in what is now a two parter called Lost in the Sauce. he came prepared to bring the filth AND emotional damage, TELL PEOPLE! archiveofourown.org/works/79174776

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curse or a miracle, hearse or an oracle - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

the sheer number of views on this threads post demanded i write this, so here you go. 5k of pure filth for all of you animals out there. archiveofourown.org/works/79098736

threads post that says "ok so i know this is not BOOK cnanon but we agree that the ep 6 ilya lost in the sauce scene is barebacking right? bc im about to open a google document and make that theory everyone's problem

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

this fandom is a firehose and i'm apparently adding to the water. have an under 4k one shot about how Shane got that one video game with Ilya on the cover, and what it meant to him all of those years. (rated M) archiveofourown.org/works/7885822

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

happy Saturday - here's a little over 3k of morning sex and a mild Ilya Rozanov identity crisis with a very happy ending on both accounts, rated Explicit because sex sells and also serves the plot, obviously. title of fic is from an Anna Akhmatova poem. archiveofourown.org/works/78664451

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something miraculous will come - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

@ellenofoz.bsky.social I was just informed you recced my fic on the HR episode of the wee woo podcast и я тебя люблю 😭😭😭😭😭

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

Wrote this little poem a few years ago and it always feels right to share on his birthday. Hope he’s happy and dancing. #HappyBirthdayDeanWinchester

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

do you feel gripped by Shane keeping Ilya's black tshirt? do you suffer from tuna melt related trauma? do you like your spice spliced w a sprinkle of abandonment issues & side of poetry? most importantly did you want frottage at the cottage & are making it everyone's problem?

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

My uber feels very appropriately pimped out for a Vegas weekend. Coming for you #SPNVegas let con season COMMENCE!!!

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

part IV of How to Win a Guy in Ten Days - slightly over 2k, Gen Audiences - before the Sochi Olympics, Ilya discovers a Shane Hollander fan account on tumblr & that's how he finds out where Shane is in Sochi (social media fic) (but not graphically designed) archiveofourown.org/works/77634331

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enjoy friendly russia! :) - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

ilya voice: Good morning, I like you - here's 4.5k words of Ilya spiraling in the cab that picks him up from Shane's apartment in Montreal in ep two, completely unaware that the driver also speaks/understands Russian. archiveofourown.org/works/77444396

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your cab is definitely here - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

IM SORRY IS IT JUST ME OR DID MOHAN AND MCKAY JUST HAVE A MOMENT?????? #ThePitt

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

the fact that Langdon came in a penguins hat and i knew immediately that was a hockey team. fam i did not know this last year. last month even. what is this. who am i. #ThePitt

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

Whitaker my sweet baby mouse i have missed you (ok new hair, slay) #ThePitt

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

Robbie motorcycle entrance in his little Sam and Dean Winchester esque hoodie jacket (i am nothing if not on theme) #ThePitt

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

the previously on makes me feel like im reuniting w a long lost group of friends and that is how you KNOW a show is fucking GOOD #ThePitt

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

ok i am actually watching s2 ep 1 of #ThePitt before heading back to the cottage so mute the tag pals!

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

Athena yelling at Chim in the preview for next week GOOD my girl did not come to play ab her bestie #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

"So you picked me up at a bar and you didn't tell me, how is that ethical?" yeah #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

i just do not understand where we are going w this hen storyline #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

a moment of applause for Chim really coming into his own as Cap <3 #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

ok but who names their children zane and jane. they absolutely have a cousin named shane (hollander) someone write the crossover please and thanks #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

Eddie don't look SO pleased that Buck has to break it off w both of these siblings #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

oh my god they arent married they're brother and sister help #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

"Dude you gotta stop polling people about your life choices" is a great fucking line #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

was it the brie? jensen ackles voice the brie was everywhere im so sorry i shouldn't be allowed out of my enclosure #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

ok well now tim minear is baiting me bc did buck just pick up a woman named JANE #911onABC #heatedrivalry

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

sometimes shes not here to be bothered sometimes she's here w her gay boyfriend and just waiting on him to stop staring at his bisexual situation ship across the club #911onABC sorry all these posts are actually about Heated Rivalry

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

honestly no one knowing what's wrong w Hen is sadly very accurate in the medical industry re women and pain/symptoms they probably told her she has pms and to eat more lettuce #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

i think i've read this book where a man takes the man he has a crush on out to meet other people and it's called Common Goal by Rachel Reid #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

SORRY WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH THIS CONVERSATION IS BUCK JUST STRAIGHT UP EDUCATING US ON THE COLD OPEN PARALLEL TO THE ACTUAL CHARACTERS NOW? #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

something about TWO WEIRDOS FINDING EACH OTHER?? #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

oh these two have a secret office relationship and she is the domme #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

im sorry what is in this mans pants?!?! is he in Ilya's costume from TLG? #911onABC

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

please accept this outside POV of Ilya orchestrating the CCM commercial as part two of How to Win a Guy in Ten Years. might be one of my fave little fics ive ever written, i think (probably). archiveofourown.org/works/77294801

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a weak backhand - you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - Heated Rivalry (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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irena @deanismybuddy.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

started a series of small standalone vignettes from outside pov seeing all of ilya's orchestrations in wooing shane - here's the first! under 4k words, general audiences, set before/during hotel room gym scene. archiveofourown.org/works/77227536

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