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My client said she was looking for a new vehicle, so I tried to get her interested in an EV. She wanted to show off what she DID buy and I smiled and said, "I hear a gas engine" instead of doing the gushy bullsh1t customer service thing. I did NOT say, "You bought a toddler killer?" Compromise.

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 5m

it helps if people are willing to be NICE but it also helps if they're willing to be mean either way, we hold the paradox we level up resistance to self-betrayal or we level up faith in humanity this is moral clarity training MOST people do the people thing FIRST I loved the WORLD instead

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 7m

My ego does NOT go trolling to trigger egos My ego is SCARED of people My subconscious is trying to break that door by slamming me into "arguments" and letting me get beat up It's not my favorite, but if I can grab a seeker along the way, that makes it.. nicer When the door breaks, I'll shift ❤️

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 12m

I can SAY all the both/and caveats, sure, but that doesn't offer much opportunity to wake people up the waking up is much more important from the context I inhabit if I was at a rally, different context, different strategy all paths are open until WE collapse them

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 15m

Dog grooming is fun because sometimes you're just explaining how hair obeys the laws of physics

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 17m

Doesn't matter if I fail, though. The #Enlightenment bombs get planted and something else can, hopefully, set them off. As long as I keep smashing ego doors and trusting my subconscious, I can't really do it "wrong" just different and different and different as my ego changes shapes, upgrading

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 24m

I don't mind a conversation where, by the end, the other person is explaining to me something I taught them earlier in the process. It's funny 🙃 Subconscious listens THROUGH ego resistance But if you learn to upgrade your ego on purpose, you can level up understanding MUCH faster in ANY exchange

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 26m

It feels like trying to "win" an argument but if you keep spiraling to greater perspective, that IS the win and BOTH parties can do it You keep giving benefits of doubts to hold the paradox, processing anxiety then grappling becomes a dance it's hard to explain - you have to FEEL it

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 26m

If you had a feeling, did you blame it on me? When my ego triggers, I PROCESS that into greater wisdom This WHOLE exchange is opportunity but if you don't know how the process works, ego will just resist opening up its aperture and you'll miss out on upgrading your self-relationship to see MORE

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 32m

The only thing I want to "win" is getting you to recognize SELF-limits Ego filters reality I'm HAPPY to tell you when my ego triggers and what processing is like My subconscious will talk like it knows you Subconscious speaks THROUGH ego You engaged BECAUSE your ego triggered - that's a door

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 38m

you're almost holding the paradox I know what my ego does - it serves my subconscious If you understand the global-emotional system, you don't pendulum-swing between love and hunger You spiral toward love YOUR self-awareness is what YOU can know I'm a mystery to you AM I wrong about YOU?

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 42m

Everything he does is calculated to make violent morons jealous. #ArmageddonCapitalism There is nothing LESS aspirational than to optimize your self-loathing to destroy the planet because of your utter lack of love for any life that isn't fawning and profiteering and aesthetically "babe." Nothing.

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 44m

As the climate fear increases, there will be more and more partial awakenings to moral reality If you understand how brains are ego and subconscious, hunger and love, you can TRAIN your own moral clarity to see more reality, FASTER #Enlightenment Help save the world from higher perspectives 💲>💚=🔥🌎

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 46m

Moral clarity 0/10 Medicine is a "do no harm" space where bodies are TREATED, morally, not materially assaulted Profiteer "faith" leaders have taught morality WRONG across generations Moral clarity delights in living organisms, feels disgusted by harm, and holds grief for suffering and death

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 49m

Because of the intense fear of the climate rejecting humanity's previously symbiotic relationship because WE let hunger turn us pathenogenic, a LOT of brains will be FORCED awake. If you FEEL the fear of an ocean of grief, THAT'S a big ego door. A moment of curiosity will open that door. BREATHE.

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 51m

The problem with letting #Enlightenment go off like a bomb is that, if you don't understand what's happening, you can get it partially wrong and think you're supposed to go on some kind of rampage or jump off a bridge. If you experience spontaneous ego death, kids, remember Self-love IS Other-love.

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 58m

When you live in a society trained not to even NOTICE the corpses filling the grocery stores, understanding consent can be pretty tricky. Why shouldn't a man profit for violating innocent bodies if he can get away with it? He does it at dinner, work, everywhere. How dare we challenge him to care?

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

Moral clarity demands barriers get set up to stop profiteers from eating the planet Accountability is a way to DO that They WILL have to be emotionally courageous to get that done, though Profiteers are violent people It'll be a scary time But scarier if we let the climate collapse worsen

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

Not if your moral taste is GOOD, you don't High sensitivity to harm will trigger disgust at the narcissist profiteer simulators With optimal levels of moral clarity, your gut optimizes feeling the truth of stories Clarity means busting through ego doors instead of blaming your emotions on others

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

YOUR brain is trying to wake you up. Your subconscious HOLDS reality in simulation CHECKING your egoic behavior against regard for living beings. Where your ego fails to GRIEVE harms to life, your subconscious send self-loathing fear as ego triggers these are emotional DOORS that feel like walls

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

you don't have to have dementia to fall into these patterns you just have to DEFEND every ego trigger as a wall instead of passing through your fear like a door we all do ego defense to SOME degree when you know they're YOUR subconscious TRYING to wake you up, you can consent to love reality more

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

Because tRump holds no moral love for humanity, the country, or the planet, as people withdraw the material expressions of love that are all that's left of his self-esteem, his self-loathing will increasingly externalize as violent control. It's classic, "If I can't have you, nobody can," mindset

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

This is a song about a toxic ego demanding access to love someone guarding themselves against the assault. The well-defended ego blames its inability to love bigger on external reality. Moral love offers itself without condition. Material relationship is... negotiated. youtu.be/e6tHm3NejXA?...

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Matt Nathanson - Car Crash

YouTube video by MattNathansonVEVO

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

Love can get you money, yes, but money can't get you love. Your hungry ego can't be in charge of love. THAT is violence. ALWAYS let the subconscious rule the ego, upgrade the ego, keep holding the love vs hunger paradox and continuing toward love. Fast, if you use ego triggers as DOORS. 💲 >💚=🔥🌎

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

The problem with the profiteer bros is self-help books teach them to resist #Enlightenment, prioritizing their love for profit by attaching hunger to higher values, WITHOUT telling them, when they find material success, to grieve what harms profit causes to others to keep INCREASING moral clarity.

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Vania @dawookie.bsky.social · 1h

that's not what I'm doing at all your ego decided to define reality according to a binary kneejerk reaction based on your fear process your fear and you'll see the real story that's HOW brains work we don't teach this we ALL need to be doing it, though never waste an ego door go THROUGH

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