any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 3hgrief's agony and amphris pleasure feel denar of terminus by compassion. that is to say they seem to be much the same. grief is always loss of who WE were relationally to the loss, yet we remain, so we may return to amphri. compassion is doing more work than rage but the latter remains important. 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 3hparasitic emotions. going pretty far to assert this but we boldly and arrogantly assert that good people don't leave much of a trace. when we think of who we want to be, it's someone quiet, unstriving to leave an image, trying to understand by heart. 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 3hnarcissists, or whatever to call people cultivating an individualist self image of aggrandisement and supremacy, can be felt as a qualiaform that feels like a character. we relate to these forms with feelings of guilt fear and inferiority, they aren't the mirror souls of other people theyre 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 3hrevisiting memories we visit the places as they were entangled in our neurons, float through the rooms holding many moments in superposition as a dream, affects arise and may be understood, who we were then and who we are now united in this strange grief, and unyielding compassion sky 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hit's kinda comical in that reassuring familial way. old muslim man with a scowl in his brow looks right, thinks of something, scowls less, then scowls even more, looks right, scowls again 'what are you angry at?' wrongness itself 010
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hif you burn it in a stove it can warm and serve the house, power everything that needs such power, in our opinion. sky 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hit's important rage remains polyvalent, and does not take targets, only observes instances. we call monovalent targetted rage anger. it begets further abuse. we think love must too remain polyvalent without a target person. HMMMM axiom 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hmeanwhile in the city poc can adopt a self hating white person to abuse relentlessly with the impunity of a moral supremacy high. sky 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hthinking about how someone will say something innocuous and the pigs in human skin up here say 'aww maaaate dont be raycist!' turning racism accusations into a joke, like everything is 'raycist' so nothing is. 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hpeople will mock us as wrong but have no doubts these pigs get a thrill of how great they are now their identity is in power and the word they have for themselves means correct it's on the same scale as microagressions axiom 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hstart calling them dextro but they're far too uh... deep into deeply wrong ideas of abuse to call them something that sounds smart. dexies, smart pills, dexter, some genius, dex, archive of knowledge, instead they get the word that means correct sky 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hnever call them right wing, simply call them fascist 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hdamb the bamb which we assume is where a lot of the tummy stuff is for giant hexapus oomsris, so damning something builds a dam of repression, creating a symbolic spirit world underwater where before stuff might flow. breaking a dam is psychosis Kundalini awakening. 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hwe like spinoza for his assertion that 99.99...% of people are asleep, and that our emotions will have us willingly resubjugate ourselves. we're group animals of song living in boxes and TallKing at each other in Knowing ways, we're totally glitchled as a species 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hall these homophones and the concomitant autoantonyms do... something. if you think they don't, that's how racism is outdefined, because it doesn't feel racist so it's not racist, similarly using the word gay to mean bad and wrong and not believing that's misqueer violence, people do both here. 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hmost definitionals we carry with us for rote cliches are absorbed intuitively through childhood and have meaningforms distinct from the routine logical assertion of the string when you look at it with new eyes 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6h'you are wrong' is so... violent and abusive. like damb it's not a wrong idea but us as ourxelves are wrong. it's so normal too. extremely cringe culture. classic anzanem and insidious english 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6has it gets worse we predict shit will get extremely hectic and violent. more wars, more blatant colonialism. meanwhile there won't be plastic packaging anymore at some point, more logistics issues. 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 6hthings are gonna get absolutely nuts once petrol and diesel become to uneconomical to supply logistical needs. we can imagine 'essential movers' and non essential movers. electric cars will feel like a win. 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026that's what they put on our dsp application form 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026i think the ideal relationship is someone big and tough as a caregiver in a cgl sense who stands guard while you play with toy spaceships in the park sky 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026gone up from one lap running to two, woo sky 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026we're feeling happy today. discipline is the answer. clara 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026griefs are routed by the loss of recognition of identity, which is large and multifaceted and traumatised by neglect, abuse or overwrite. so recovery takes time as each facet is engaged with and recovered 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026when you're ruled by despair and grief, the route (as in from battle, aye pirates) is the agentic affirmation of these feelings, so engaging with something that helps meets resistance because the preference is to quit 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026exercise really is depression banishment spell 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026this is a blue yellow deck u can really feel it going through it could be gentler on the emotions 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026if you call cishetpatriarchal mutilation of a kids psyche as a matter of course without getting simultaneously feeling rage 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026are you still considered straight edge if you drink tea? sky 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 07/10/2026thinking about this big fat friendly guy who led a group of friends via dnd and always called us kiddo 😔🥺 020
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 06/10/2026i think we're a kid most of the time. clara 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 06/10/2026we've got quite a wizard ego. need to work on this. 000
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 06/10/2026meanwhile jesus was a Jewish grifter and alleged out of control wizard selling emotional slavery to the benefit of empire, he was groomed from birth by his mum to believe hed izekai everyone to el jannah. in our belief, he is the prime zoid 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 06/10/2026we find the assertion of emptiness less interesting than somatically localised needs that are immutable. anyone telling you that you can transmute all your rage away as asking you to become complicit, the more privileged you are the easier this is to do 100
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 06/10/2026buddhism becomes violent when it insists non reality to many human needs that have a materialist biochemical basis. like marcus aurelias, the buddha was a prince. his emotional conditions are going to be different. 110
any else system @darkredluminance.bsky.social · 06/10/2026that's cool there was a clubs ♣️ in the sky and returning home we realised that our rage was lacking in our compassionate observation. clubs=wands=fire axiom 000