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I actually do see me being into makeup again as a positive rn because it’s a sign I’m not slipping back into a period of deep depression where I stop taking care of myself which, for me, has always included making the effort to look nice.

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This slump does mean I’ve not been spending as much as last year buying print manga/hwa (+danmei/LN)..but unfortunately I’ve gone back to being into makeup & then recently vintage handbags so my wallet bleeds just the same 🙂‍↕️

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Need this comic reading slump to end because I have goods to binge 😩

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:o #TheHeir has ended? Don’t know why but I expected this to be a long one..then again it’s nice when a story doesn’t overstay its welcome (or so I assume is the case here as I kinda fell off on the weekly reading last year ><)

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congratulations mercedes-amg petronas f1 under Toto Wolff, I am summoning your downfall before even that of lezhin US and now, despite all I’m gonna lose with tapas’ closure, kakao entertainment

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ok being srs & taking out the fun shipping aspect of russtappen for a moment, I was looking forward to a world championship fight bw them cus I like rivals who have a bit of personal tension bw them rather than a cutesy PR friendship. I like a bit of drama with my sports 😏

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Ideally George’d win every race ofc but it’d still have been so poetic if after winning the russtappen battle in Baku last week he’d chased Max to the end this week and, like Max then, narrowly lost the russtappen race to get p2 while Max won Bahrain today 😩 The set-up for this was right there UGH

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I’m not even surprised by George’s race going to shit cus of Merc failing him YET AGAIN today. I’m just tired and in disbelief at how things went so according to the narrative ie conspiracies. Like, I’ve read mediocre genre fic less obvious than this lol.

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The curse is very real btw cus George thrived in *HIS* (pic top right) absence last week in Baku (pic left) - and then as soon as *HE’S* back George DNF (pic right), basically sealing his WDC loss. And today is just another of many weekends of “bad luck” for George since *HE’S* usually present.

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So much mirroring between this week and Baku last week - George DID catch up and there WAS a chance with that SC restart at the end for them to race for the win again - but alas the one difference is the return of his curse which is too dark, too powerful of a force for russtappen to overcome 💔

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This weekend: not only robbed at the literal edge of a russtappen race to the checkered flag, my driver’s curse (aka his boss) is back so he dnf due to another power unit issue, effectively ending his world championship fight ☺️🔫

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It’s over. I don’t care anymore.

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To no one’s surprise, a PU issue today lol

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lmao I forgot about the scenario where George doesn’t score any points at all because of a DNF. Which is what just happened. lol.

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I always want George to win it all ofc but for today, realistically speaking, best case scenario Max p1 George p2. (preferably a tight race to the end cus I’m greedy). Worst case, that kid ahead of George anywhere.

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Safety car out which means russtappen race to p1 has a chance. Gimme a clean, good fucking restart far far ahead of that kid.

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It’s unfair but I can’t help resenting the kid for getting in the way of the russtappen title fight that I wanted/expected, for all the unbelievable luck he’s had this year while my driver faced one issue after another to the point some ppl cry sabotage. But life’s unfair ☺️

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fuck this fuck George’s curse of a boss and fuck Mercedes, YOU BETTER WIN THIS, MAX

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russtappen has been split up 😭

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fuck, George has an issue because of course he does. Now that damn teammate of his wants George to play the team game and let him thru.

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George and Max overtook Kimi pretty much at the same time hehe

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FINALLY got past that kid now it’s RUSSTAPPEN 1-2 AGAIN 🔥🔥🔥

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ah Max overtook George. But it’s still a russtappen race ig 🙈

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George with a VERY good launch so now Max is chasing him again LOL now just need to get the Merc kid out of the way so we can have a russtappen 1-2 again 😤

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well, everyone who isn’t a fan of Merc’s other driver, that stupidly lucky kid wonderboy lmao

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this on repeat is the season everyone wanted, the season we should have had 😔

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I’m obviously not thrilled about my driver’s low starting position (up one to p7 due to another’s grid penalty) BUT if Max could catch up to and race him to the flag last week, George can do the same today. It just means that this week it’s George’s turn to do the chasing 😙

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more boyfriend things: George qualifying p8 & Max on pole this week in Malaysia after the vice versa last week in Azerbaijan. These boys are never beating the allegations of meant 2 b 🙂‍↔️

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Fucking disgusting, both what she did to that poor girl, AND how the justice system had dismissed the impact that CSA and child abuse had on her.

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They were so very keen to kill her but she survived two doses of lethal injection lmao. Maybe take this as a sign that it isn’t fucking right or justice to be murdering someone who committed a crime as a traumatised (due to repeated rape & CSA that started when she was a baby) & mentally ill 18yo?

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I was surprised at Scum Villain being your first danmei but now that I think abt it I haven’t seen your wrapups include one before xD Have you seen any of the anime b4? Also, glad to hear you enjoyed Beacon of Light! I got it for my bday & excited to start it soon as I get back into reading hehe

illia🌬️ @dailiad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

:o i'm so out of the loop i'd no idea there's a new season already! it's a VERY good reason to hold onto it 😁

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i've heard of this case before, the heinous murder and her horrific childhood. no doubt she deserves to spend her life in prison paying for her crime, but it feels utterly wrong to kill someone who, if there's ever a moment where she had a chance, couldn't seize it. it's not right, it's just not.

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illia🌬️ @dailiad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

lrp i keep refreshing the news hoping to see she'll be given a break for once in this wretched life of hers.

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But last weekend in Baku made me feel smth AND I’m really looking forward to the Bahrain GP-in-Malaysia this week, so things are improving, I think lol? Well I’m going to keep trying my hardest not to slip away again 💪

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perhaps worse cus this time animanga/BL no longer worked as the interest to latch onto + I didn’t even want to socialise online - just numbness and isolation, which is obv very unhealthy.

as an aside, I’m relieved that my fav winning it all (against his situationship, at that 🤭) made me as giddy and excited as it did. I’d been poorly mentally for the past ~2 weeks, the longest stretch since I got better, and was afraid it’d get can’t even shower-bad again -

But let’s not think about how I’ve been paying for the sub without using it for almost 2 years 😶‍🌫️

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i don't remember the last time i watched anime so i finally went ahead and cancelled my Crunchyroll sub today. Seasons change, interests shift, just gotta accept that 🙂‍↕️

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excuse all the russtappen posting here but I keep all ship talk off main 😬 (even tho I be liking it all there hehehe)

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ship so good even the fan pages are flirting 😭

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Russtappen is all fun and games to me but they really are the blueprint for love/hate rivals to lovers 🙂‍↕️

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Like wdym George keeps repeating to various people that racing with Max “breathing down [his] neck” was “probably the most fun [he] ever had in an f1 car” (while the rest of us were stressing the fuck out) 😭

illia🌬️ @dailiad.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Russtappenites have been having the time of their lives since yesterday which means so am I hehehe. These two give us SO MUCH content that the shippers barely need to try, the fanfic basically write themselves 🤭

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Much as I gravitate towards angst I will always prefer to see depictions of George happy :) and luckily, artists will have from this week in Baku ample material to which to refer and from which to draw inspiration hehe.

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illia🌬️ @dailiad.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

ahh the GR63/russtappen fanart is gonna be so good 😌