iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 08/10/2026

happy to report a painless right leg injection

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 03/10/2026

i get mine tweezed but yes, its astonishing how much more femme i feel after

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 29/09/2026

Having not thought about or used any AI for the past 3 weeks since leaving my job has been amazing, highly recommend. My mind already feels better. (My job was AI/ML robustness and safety for nearly a decade, and that should really tell you something)

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Jaz @jaz.sh · 27/09/2026

Okay so I've built a new Atlas, this time it lets you explore the conversations on Bluesky over the past 7 days graphically. It should update every ~6 hours and help you navigate the information environment that exists on here. I've learned a LOT about what people do here today... atlas.jazco.dev

atlas.jazco.dev

Atlas

A living map of what Bluesky is talking about: the past week's conversations, grouped into topics and regions and rebuilt every six hours.

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 28/09/2026

this is such as cool visualization, so glad you made something like this

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 24/09/2026

you can be whatever the fuck you want

A woman with ashen blonde hair and a red hooded dress smiling

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 17/09/2026

its been both one of the easiest a d hardest things i have ever done, but most of the hard part was just getting over my own internal blockers. And transitioning weirdly gave me the confidence to quit my job and pursue photography full time. Kind of wild

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 13/09/2026

yea my friends have realized they can just get to me today do basically anything by saying there are hot women there, and i am completely fine with this

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 08/09/2026

its a real good drug, had a real strong variant this weekend when i unexpectedly ran into one of my rave friends at a festival after show and great times were had. Highly recommend just saying yes to things sometimes

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 05/09/2026

can confirm i do like this pose

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 03/09/2026

this would fix me, though regular intervals would be required for maintenance

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 31/08/2026

i am constantly trying to convince my cis friends to get hormones, they always ask how i have so much energy and the simple answer is good hormone levels and no alcohol, thats kind of it. But so many are reluctant to :(

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 29/08/2026

went to my first multi day festival early this year (electric forest) and yea the need to just always move (or be completely still no in between) is so real. And sooooo much fun, going to another (north coast) next week, and can't wait to just be that free again.

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 21/08/2026

totally stealing the term friendpoint

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 20/08/2026

we will find out, but so far so good

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 20/08/2026

does quitting your tech job to pursue photography, and selling all of the things pretransition you bought to attempt to be happy count

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 11/08/2026

can confirm we are insanely cool, source being at defcon

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 19/07/2026

there is a reason i am in the process of leaving, i just cant stand it anymore

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 19/07/2026

considering its what i want to do and i identify as a top, i would say on the top side

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 17/07/2026

all of the worst options came to pass and ruined an interesting technology for functionally nothing rather than continue the interesting research on efficiency and specialized models

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 17/07/2026

Been in AI/ML for a decade now, and am so burned out I may end up just leaving the entire tech/dev world, and pursue my photography and other creative passion. Been looking for new jobs in this world and everything i look at just increases my anxiety and burnout

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 15/07/2026

Apparently I have been banned from Indeed??????????? For having a weird email address

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 10/07/2026

So fucking burned out being in AI/ML safety and robustness, genai has made my work miserable and not enjoyable, and trying to convince people of what is obvious to me is almost not worth the effort sometimes, and then 6 months later they go “you were right”

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 10/07/2026

I really enjoyed life after cars, a little more hopeful than some of the other ones

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 09/07/2026

but hey i am just the trans woman who has been looking at coding assistants for over a decade, what do i possibly know

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 09/07/2026

My job is literally trying to evaluate the impact of AI models on different kinds of development tasks and my early conclusions is they are negligible for experts and a gamble if they will be good or bad for non experts. Yes they can do some things well but so can a vim macro with a small model

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 09/07/2026

all this supposed AI adoption is wild, its been my field for a decade now, and i don’t even use it day2day, any of the “benefits” i get through other optimizations and dedicated tooling, some of the code generation is nice but small local models are plenty for that

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 03/07/2026

part of the problem is i am so burned out i just have no energy to code outside of work (and barely at work where i have just been working on white-papers), just took 3 weeks off and havent touched a computer during that time

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 03/07/2026

yup, i need to find the right atproto project for my burnout but I have been in AI/ML robustness and safety for a decade so the last few years have been so draining and exhausting trying to convince people of the risks of LLMs and that they are not as useful as people think

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 20/06/2026

It is quite fun, and does bring joy, especially when they compliment your ass or forearms

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 20/06/2026

Not using a computer for a week has been amazing, maybe all of the efficiencies it affords are not as worth it

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 20/06/2026

so what you are saying is if i get a BA my pistol squats will be easier

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 09/06/2026

that explains all my feelings and longing recently

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 07/06/2026

i went from being a strength dominant climber to having really good technique, its been an interesting shift

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 07/06/2026

yup, i am around the same rough strength as the cis women climbers i climb with, my only advantage is that i am 6’1” which was also an advantage when i was a man

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 07/06/2026

I used to be able to do 5 pullups with 75 pounds of weights on me, now i can barely do one pull up and i still climb at the same rough level and still train as hard

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 07/06/2026

the nyt is objectively one of the worst newspapers not even considering lgbtq stuff, their reporting on technology and science is horrendous and has been for a long time, they are incapable of fact checking, and wirecutter got worse after being acquired by them

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 04/06/2026

oh no a generation cares more about living life than making money

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 20/05/2026

glad i already cancelled my trip to the UK

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 18/05/2026

as soon as i find some size 12/13 heels that i like i will, so if anyone has recommendations will take

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 18/05/2026

i am 6’1” and want to start wearing heels just for the reactions but have t found any i like

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 18/05/2026

this has happened so many times at raves, but i kind of love it too much. Was recognized at one rave by a person due to my height and “snatched waist”. Now if i could just find some cute heels that fit, I would cause so much chaos.

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 16/05/2026

should make it clear that my job literally is to understand these patterns and abstractions and how they related to ai and users in a variety of domains

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 16/05/2026

at least in my research around this, is that you have to at least understand the inputs and outputs of the different components and how they relate to actual workflows or interaction dynamics. And these are things i have noticed time and time agin Claude fail to understand and is where i am needed

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Jen 🏳️‍⚧️ @cyrave.net · 11/05/2026

it is a great album been listening to it quite a bit since it came out

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