iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Control: Resonant is so fucking good but currently I'm in a situation where I'll progress a bit, get lost, get a headache, then quit. I love the game. But it's doing me in

031

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

im a big fan of how the vast majority of my Steam friends are now women, given that i'm fairly sure they were all men when i added them

030

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i have so many games worth 100gb now that my pc has started throwing up "not enough disk space" warnings

030

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i sure would like to make a 160-mod strong Minecraft modpack without it catastrophically crashing for some inconceivable reason

221

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmSV... Did some test stuff with my minecraft pack involving flight and did a half-assed recording of it. No i don't know why my desktop toolbar is there or why the window is apparently layered over itself like that

youtube.com

HektiK testfootage

YouTube video by ItMightBeCyan

010

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

this is all perfectly fine and normal

a minecrfat screenshot in which my character looks over at a nether portal leaking nether corruption.

020

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

i love looking up how to get two Minecraft mods to work together just to be shown an ai generated response that suggests modifying a string of text that doesn't exist in a config file that doesn't exist I'm having so much fun

240

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I had hoped that moving to Brighton would allow me to make friends and have more of a social life but I still feel as socially isolated as i did before

020

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

it's really not fair tht i remain negatively fixated on this one person to the point where i occasionally dream about them. I'd love to move on from this, please.

030

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Downgrade a movie: Brisk and Mildly Annoyed

120

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Was talking about Star Wars to my coworker today and i brought up the Yuuzhan Vong and he looked absolutely mystified, so tht was maybe a tad awkward

000

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

mm this is decidedly fine and normal i'll sort it later

a screenshot of minecraft in which a dimensional rift has ocurred and is actively eating the landscape

040

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

contrary to the ways of many other autistic people i love wearing socks because having bare feet feels wildly unsafe and uncomfortable

040

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

the main thing i dislike about my place of employment is that staff have to pay for food and there are only some staff discounts for certain things only available on certain days which is dumb and stupid and it's why i feel like the whole place is a front for gang activity

030

Reposted by Cyannabelle 💙

🦊Mori🦋 @morifoxi.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

The fun gang shit squad grows!

043

Reposted by Cyannabelle 💙

🦊Mori🦋 @morifoxi.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

Susie is done! The camera doesn’t show her colors very well but it took me three attempts and hunting for specific thread colours aaaaaa #deltarune #crossstitch

1104

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

my favourite part of the TADC finale was when Pomni said "i guess the real Digital Circus was the friends we made along the way" and then brought Jax back to life with the power of friendship

000

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

ew i had a dream where my ex kept popping up wherever i went and made snide remarks, and i kept having to hide behind stuff to avoid her. why does this keep happening

130

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

lmao i just ground my teeth so hard they made a noise similar to nails on a chalkboard eurghhh

020

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

watching harry potter but shaking my head the whole time so everyone knows i disagree with it

000

Reposted by Cyannabelle 💙

🦊Mori🦋 @morifoxi.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Sometimes you doodle a monster??

191

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

i really don't feel cut out for chef work, two months and I'm still unaccustomed to shouting orders across the room or even saying "yes chef" i prefer taking the ticket to whoever needs it and telling them politely. And going "yeh" or "mhm" in response to an order

030

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

i have never been more wet than i am today from sweat. FROM SWEAT

120

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

My bin bag fell over in front of me and my gf said "wow, that bag hates you." I said that's fine, i have a history of bags hating me. Especially the one that dumped me after two months

020

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

currently fixated by 1700s era sailing ships. This is because I'm really into pirates right now. Much like my combustion engine fixation last year, i will indulge to a point of obsession and then suddenly pivot to something else, completely forgetting everything I learned. LET'S GO

060

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

more pirate games should have like a "frozen north" style biome. I know it doesn't really fit with the tropical environments that usually go with pirate games. I just love the visuals and potential gameplay challenges of navigating frozen waters.

010

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

more games with customisation elements should do away with balance. Especially in weapon customisation. There's a mod for Fallout 4 that allows for any mod with any weapon and you can do some truly broken stuff with it. I adore it.

010

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

i wonder if i can get declared unfit for work of i get fired from enough jobs. Probably not. It's a nice thought, though.

010

Reposted by Cyannabelle 💙

Thomas 'TomSka' Ridgewell @tomska.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

"pleas follow me sir! please please" NO u wretched Beggars the only man i shall be "following" is JESUS CHIRST from BIBLE

1833240

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

thinking about how I've hated every job I've ever had and have yet to find one i enjoy. For some reason i have also yet to have colleagues who don't live to work. Get a hobby. damn.

010

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

not sure i want this job anymore tbh. But that might just be the tiredness talking

020

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

guy at the shop checked my ID when i bought a monster and he seemed genuinely surprised by what he looked at. I'm not entirely sure why

010

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

the longer i go without taking antidepressants the more angry i get when scrolling social media it's super interesting

130

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

every time i get invited to play D&D the plans always fall through. It happens so rarely and then it always fails. It's like the universe doesn't want me to play D&D

030

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

local Cyannabelle has hurty boobers

030

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

unironically wanna buy a coffin to pretend to be a vampire in. fill it with blankets. have naps. delightful.

120

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

my new job is fine. It was my fourth shift today. I don't hate it but i don't love it either. It isn't boring and it isn't stressful. It's mostly just agony. I may need better shoes or insoles.

040

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

i realise that there were no real obvious signs before i transitioned. I didn't crossdress. I wasn't interested in forcefem. I didn't really engage in anything explicitly feminine. I was just having regular breakdowns in the shower about how i was shaped like a triangle

060

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

got hit with a "doctor who is being shelved" april fools post and I actually felt relieved 😬 what does that say about it being my favourite show

130

Cyannabelle 💙 @cyanschism.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

I always wanted to get out more and experience the community in Brighton for myself and doing so has led me to a lovely place called the Queery which so far seems to be full of pretty nice people despite the problematic history. I've decided to make it a regular hangout.

000

Reposted by Cyannabelle 💙

🦊Mori🦋 @morifoxi.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

this me rn tired lump

0113