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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

cheat meal because calories dont count on saturdays

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

look what i made guys (free to use)

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i just canceled on my boyfriend and weve had this plan for months and now hes sad and acting like its okay and i feel horrible because he constantly has to deal with all my bullshit

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i think i sjould be punished right now

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

fun tip for #edbsky #edsky #edtwt!!!! if you rlly like a specific sugary vers. of a soda but u dont want the calories just drink the diet/zero vers. but add a stevia packet!!! :3

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

chat i dont even know if i have an ed anymore i lowk eat whatever i want (im keeping track of all the calories still and i unconsciously make diets for myself)

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

me and my 400kcal dinner #edbsky 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

holding it all in because you dont know how to cope makes the burn out so bad

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

MY. FUNNY MUSCLE. ERRRHHHHJGHHH. STRAINED. KILL ME. IM HOLDING MY TICS BACK AGGHAHGHH.

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

guys I think I hate everything (I have panic and/or paranoia attacks in the same class at least twice a week I'm so cooked)

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

the worst part is idk even know what's wrong. I just feel empty.

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

bru even the teacher that I despise can tell somethings wrong that's how you KNOW its bad.

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

my mom said one of my best friends is mad at me idk why

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

thinking about going with the first one because its easier. will consider the second once in therapy again...

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

okay I have two choices. either bottle everything up for now and lowk just stop caring abt my problems and be chill and not upset other people or go insane and be emotional about everything because I hate everyone and life and make everyone annoyed forever

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

ohio political ads are going to be the death of me #doxxingmyself

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

stealing from thief 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

at a party and im playing organize the anime figures on roblox im such a chud

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

WAIT i could also do reze after makima kills her 🥹🥹🥹

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

question.... should i do sua (post death, with bullet) or sayori (also post death, with rope) for my halloween costume...

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

is it wrong that i use wpd as inspiration for stage/cosplay sfx makeup? like, im in charge of sfx makeup for theatre and im planning on doing a gorey-er halloween look this year but i dont want my work to look fake!!!

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i want to lay in bed with my boyfriend and cry into his arms. im too sick to hide it anymore.

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

honestly the only thing thats stopping me from relapsing is the people i care about giving up on me again if they find out. im treated poorly enough by people...i cant handle it anymore...

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i miss when i didn't feel guilt for carving my skin with empty promises, staining everything around me

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

its been so long since ive cut myself

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i cant wait until im 18 and i can move out and live with the love of my life and i can finally heal from everything and i can get help for my intolerances and conditions and i can gain weight so i can be healthier without the fear of judgement and i can just be free from them all

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

ive been with my love for almost a year. i dont know why he hasnt left me. everyone else does. i dont really know whats different. im not a very good partner anyways..

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i love my boyfriend so much but sometimes i wish he wasn't so obsessed with sex

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

they edited out my scars in my hoco pics im kind of angry

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

im so sore i can sot down or stand up without wincing

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i went to a parade yesterday and i fucked up my legs over fighting 3 year olds for candy in a race of speed

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

ESPECIALLY if they put him down. I will never speak to them again and eill immediately file for emancipation if they put him down

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i dont think i wouldnbe able to physically handle the concept of this

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i swear to fucking god if i find out my cat has a critical condition i...i.. i dont know what im gonna do.

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

okay I want to go home but I don't want to go home because its really unsafe there (no particular reason for this)

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

yamikawaii because I cant actually afford it unlike jiria kei....👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I genuinely haven't behaved like this since two summers ago I don't know what the fuck is happening there's literally no trigger for either day this has happned

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i literally had one of these attacks yesterday too i have no clue what's going on I just feel like I'm about to go fully catatonic and think everyone is going to hurt me and want me to die

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

like vro I think there are people watching me right now like I can feel people watching me like really really close but at the same time I know thats a delusion and that no ones there but like I also don't lnow

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

im like nonverbal but I also want to scream and cry and rip my hair out I don't know what to do I'm ni school and no one respects me

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

severe paranoia episode at school lets freaking gooooo

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i think im not gonna eat today

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

trying to recover from ednos completely alone is so fucking difficult

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

okay so i redid it and now i disagree with me from earlier because i JUST remembered how many polyamory related and just weird shit was on there mb guys

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arima @cutiearimakun.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

not saying that I'M going to (because i definitely dont want to), just saying it most likely wouldnt be as difficult as people make it out to be

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