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Mel

@cursesaway.bsky.social
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Ontario creature whose soul longs for the sea. AIA grad, PACC-certified appraiser, blogger, part-time vintage reseller, works full-time elsewhere out of necessity & hates it. Loves Star Trek, games, RP, writing. thepapergirl.ca

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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
Not much has changed in my mind from when I posted this on my Rear Admiral Pike RP account (I still have the account, I just don't write much there 'cause Star Trek RP on Twitter is very much just uh, me) I get on this tangent at LEAST once every 6 months
The Admiral looks so damned tired. Exhausted. This is a uniform style from the late 2270s, so it's likely that this guy is looking at upwards of a DECADE of the Romulan-Federation war at this point.

So. Tired.It's terrifying from his perspective that, no matter what he does, he can't prevent his fate without great cost—and it's frustrating to ME that a casting change 40+ years ago wedges this character into a storytelling dead end that was completely unnecessary from the start.

"You have to go through an extreme amount of suffering and then get relegated to an eternal LSD trip and some Starfleet lipservice, otherwise THIS ONE GUY who happens to be your friend will suffer instead, every time, and ROCKS FALL EVERYONE DIES"

Jesus Christ

It's INCREDIBLY frustrating because Star Trek has always had this—I dunno, this HOPE. There's always HOPE.

Except for Pike.

Discovery showed, too, very early on that there are so many possibilities for medical care regardless of how 𝘣𝘢𝘥 your injuries are.

Unless. Y'know.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
BIG WARFRAME
Rhino Warframe, decked out in black and aqua.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Film you've watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Star Trek, Star Wars, LOTR, Marvel, Disney, or Ghibli.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
If I had my own place... I'd absolutely use Trade Winds and Trade Winds only. mcleanauctions.hibid.com/lot/31269436...
A lot of Spode Trade Winds dishes. Fancy shipware for your fancy dinners of KD and Mr. Noodles.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
Lucky Cats, by Paragon. Lucky for WHOMST? Mildly terrifying. mcleanauctions.hibid.com/lot/31269430...
Demitasse cup and saucer with a sandwich plate beneath? The cat on the cup is arching in terror but also smiling.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
McLean's auction this week has a crane, if anybody needs one. It's small, though. mcleanauctions.hibid.com/lot/31269428...
A wooden model of a lattice boom crane, made in 2012 in Lindsay, Ontario, according to the plaque.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
I have one of these tables for my laptop, 'cause I sit on the couch and pick at it, but it is Very Not Working. 'Feet' are too thick, so it can't slide under the couch, and I can't pull the laptop close enough for comfortable use. Anybody else have any alternatives that they're using?
An adjustable standing desk.A sofa bed in sofa mode.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
lmao. WHAT A SHAME. I am taking a short break from Look Outside, and. lol. The voice acting is a hell of a lotta fun.
Baeloth: "Hmm. Perhaps you aren't as cultured as I had assumed. In any case, it seems that I am in a bit of a bind. I am unable to return to my home, left bare to the boundless barbarism of the surface world!"

1. That's a shame. How could such a nice guy like you get mixed up in a situation like this?
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Yup.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
I feel the need to take things like this and redo them so they're readable and not horrendous. Please don't use Canva for shit like this.
A really messy, difficult-to-read "cheat sheet" for Substack by some influencer-type.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
If I buy these, I know what I'm reading on my lunch breaks (as if I need more books). mcleanauctions.hibid.com/lot/30559061...
A lot of 12 Bantam Star Trek paperback novels.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 24/05/2026
Oh, these two are charming as heck. corneilauctions.hibid.com/lot/30184686...
A pair of cheeky vintage raccoon figurines.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
There's still some room for profit on this Wedgwood + Canada Art Pottery lot, for folks that have the time and patience: corneilauctions.hibid.com/lot/30184562...
A lot of three Wedgwood jasperware pieces and one Canada Art Pottery jasperware-inspired vase.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 18/04/2026
BIG OWL LADY BIG OWL LADY
A screenshot from Cloud Meadow of the Avian (OWL?) woman, Minerva, introducing herself.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 11/04/2026
Unholy terror.
A brown and white Shih Tzu puppy gnaws on a seafoam green puppy chew.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
He is unfortunately named after my late uncle. Hopefully this Charlie stays out of the drugs and booze.
A tiny brown and white Shih-tzu Tiny brown and white Shih-tzu looks perplexed
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
... 8 GB RAM is not enough for Windows 10 lmaooo. That's what this PC came with. Here's hoping it's feasible to upgrade this thing otherwise it may be time to start looking for a slightly better machine. I don't remember what ma paid for it but this is the PC we used at the store.
Screencap of a PC's system data. 8 GB RAM, AMD Athlon Silver 3050U with Radeon Graphics (2.30 GHz), 2 GB AMD Radeon graphics card, 932 GB storage.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
Same idea for Varis FFXIV "Valentine"
Varis zos Galvus just shot someone! He is frowning with disapproval.

Captioned: "lol no"

To:
From:
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
The simplest of Prime Lorca Star Trek Valentines (I know, I know, be quiet)
Jason Isaacs as Gabriel Lorca is standing in darkness, staring past the camera.

The caption: "No."

To:
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
Lol. Lmao. New?
Twatter post: This app has become so drained of life, creativity, and common decency. People are obsessed with anything drama related. Call out posts are the new fad, and people get hurt in the process. Good creative people also get utterly ignored if they aren't popular. Roleplay isn't the-
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
Wordpress is going "WTF". My host is WHC.ca, which is a fantastic Canadian website host. Wordpress just has the worst media handling. :D It's still better than giving Shopify $50/mo.
Uploads in progress in a Wordpress media library.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
This is still one of the funniest mounts ever.
Blonde hyur gets the claw again.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
Wind-up Hien is so small, awww.
A blonde FFXIV hyur sitting down outside Rowena's Center for Cultural Promotion. Wind-up Hien waits nearby.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
Aurelia, holding this doll at arm's length: "WHO WANTS THIS."
A screenshot from FFXIV with the cursor hovering over the minion Brina, which is a blonde-haired child's doll. Its tooltip reads, "Collectors warn that one who wishes to complete the set should be well versed in the art of combat."
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
UHHHHHHH
Where All Witness in The Antitower is Doll Hell, actually.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
A cottage road stretches out before you, a short jaunt away from the intersection of Highways 35 and 48 in Ontario, Canada. The intersection is obscured by snow. It's probably still there somewhere.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 21/01/2026
I'm supposed to pick this, huh. Is that really a good idea.
A hobbit peers down at a mushroom ring.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
I cannae with this postcard. I would like a double Scotch, please.
A multi-view postcard of four images from Gretna Green, Scotland. A middle square contains a couple of dogs (A Scottie and a Westie, I think) and it's captioned "A Double Scotch from Gretna Green".
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
post a ffxiv meme made by you matojowashere and varisfkngalvus were a couple of my old twt accounts. RPing Varis was more fun than it should have been.
The "no fun allowed" sign meme but it's "No Ascians allowed" with Varis hammering the sign into the ground.WASTED text overlaid on Solus zos Galvus' dead clone after Varis shot him.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Gerry, what the fuck
An elezen man in a suit? why
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Poor fucker was leveling trade skills last time I logged in on him
An elezen man in the world's ugliest outfit
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Wu Manuul of the Manuul tribe. I was INSPIRED several years ago: cursesaway.tumblr.com/post/1903006...
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Clipping. >:| ffffff
A  Miqo'te from FFXIV whose hairstyle is clipping through her robe.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
In Tales of the Shire, your chicken will 'chase' you around if her feed trough is empty. 😂
A hobbit stands with their back to a brown hen. The hen is staring at the hobbit like "what gives?"A hobbit running away from a brown hen.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
This 'un is going to Switzerland. I think it was Swiss to begin with? The most fascinating part about selling things is WHERE it's going. Sold this morning!
Happy Easter! It's a roadside cross with mountains to the left, mountains to the right here I am stuck in the middle with you.Postcard back with old stamps and fancy writing. It was sent to the Holy Ghost Convent in Techny, Illinois?
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 17/01/2026
!!!
A hobbit with long, wavy hair, silver glasses, and a very unenthused expression is chatting with an old hobbit that's covered in fishing gear.

Old Noakes: Of course it's Bywater Pool! Do you think I'm cracked?
Poppy Greenhand: Perhaps a bit.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 16/01/2026
Hey quick question what the fuck
Somebody on FB going on about Digital ID and AGI energy grid and data harvesting and energy harvesting and shit that sounds like somebody is huffing glue
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 16/01/2026
Sold! A vintage postcard of Place Mozart in Nice, France going to... the Place Mozart in Nice, France. That's so freakin' cool.
Vintage postcard with slightly-scalloped edges, a view of the Place Mozart in Nice France.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 15/01/2026
Found on the FB page of Meteorologist Avery Tomasco, this handy-dandy wind scale.
A wind forecast for San Antonio and Austin area of Texas. There's a "Where's My Small Child" scale, with the following options:
- staying put
- stumbling more than usual
- knocked over and screaming
- adopted by the neighbours

A small child is standing in the "stumbling more than usual" section.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 14/01/2026
Matojo, my old WoW Troll, canonically had a ton of kids from his piracy era and was weirdly popular despite looking like he went through a meat grinder a few times. I worked HARD to make him unappealing AND YET he still had people that were nuts about him, lmao. Attached art is by Kyoht Luterman
An armoured World of Warcraft Troll. He has a broken tusk and wears his hair in a ponytail. Initialed K-09. Kyoht had a brief sketch special going and I commissioned this at that time.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 12/01/2026
The only thing going through Aurelia pyr Baelsar's head at that moment was the Windows shutdown noise on repeat.
Rostnsthal says: "Aurelia. Yer too bleedin' quiet, but yer weapon speaks loud enough, I s'pose. Keep firin' like ye do, an' I reckon new students'll flock to the workshop to follow in yer footsteps."
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 02/01/2026
Meanwhile in the Kawarthas
A snowy deck, a snowy river, a snowy snowblower
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 15/09/2025
Rowena: *suggests Aurelia help with something* Aurelia:
Screenshot from Final Fantasy XIV of a young blonde woman looking very much Not Into What She's Hearing.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 08/09/2025
Leah having to talk to Tall People
Tiny blonde woman stares up at Big McLargeHuge.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 08/09/2025
YOU SHOULD KNOW, YOU MADE HER.
Aurelia makes scary faces at Gaius, apparently.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 08/09/2025
Get up, dad.
The player-character sitting next to a fallen Gaius van Baelsar.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 21/05/2025
Found this pin(back button) and it's so very appropriate for right now.
A vintage white pinback button with black text: "LEAVE ME ALONE I'm having a CRISIS"
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 12/02/2025
This and four other antique Valentines are up for sale on my Etsy. thepapergirlca.etsy.com
A rectangular Valentine's Day card with scalloped edges. A pair of children holding a suitcase walk down a road toward a small house.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 05/01/2025
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
Toy storyThe movie that was number one at the box office on your 10th birthday is how 2025 will turn out for you. I mean, maybe.
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Mel @cursesaway.bsky.social · 03/01/2025
HA HA YES I GOT THE FUCKERS TO PRINT
Avery 2222 labels—the rectangular ones that are three to a sheet—with a category on each one
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