crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 21/09/2026Ready for my closeup #xiaoart #genshinimpact 054
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 20/09/2026The scariest part of drawing has arrived #xiao #genshinart 043
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 15/09/2026Finally got one of my tablets up and running for art!!! #nierautomata #2b #digitalart 062
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 07/09/2026Finally painted the lovely @goblingen.bsky.social 💙💙💙💙 Dragged out an old traditional technique I haven't used in a while and I couldn't be more happy with it! #paintmarkers #art 060
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 07/09/2026Spent yesterday painting with bad horror movies 💙 031
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 14/09/2025Not to be dramatic but my self worth is horrible rn 100
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 05/09/2025Getting a lil Derpy in here #kpopdemonhunters #art #wip 2112
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 09/06/2025I'm really having a hard time dealing with my mental health right now, my paranoia is making me crawl out of my skin because it feels like a lot of eyes are on me to just.... Hide it all and act like I'm all better. And part of me knows that's not true... I don't think I'm coping well with it. 120
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 06/06/2025I miss the days where I was tiny and my head wasn't big and I could hide under a bed to feel safemedia.tenor.coma cat is peeking out from under a blanket on a table .Alt: a cat is peeking out from under a blanket on a table . 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 05/06/2025I'm so fucking frustrated with myself tbh, idk what's happening to me all year but neurologically I'm fucked up and I cant wait to reach the therapeutic dose of this medicine 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 03/05/2025Me going back and forth for YEARS debating whether or not i have abandonment issues and anxious attachment After a rabbit hole, i can confirm that yes i am both 😂 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 03/05/2025This med change is fucking me up but like in a good way. I just quietly relaxed on the couch all day cause i didn't need the overstimulation of a movie on, phone game on, and a 3rd thing (like drawing) and i didn't feel guilty at all. 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/05/2025There's definitely a "for a hero, or live long enough to be the villain" joke here Cause y'all. It's me, hi, I'm the problem it's me 💀 Jkjk, just feeling these lyrics rn cause my mental state is a mess and my partner is being a blessing 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 27/04/2025My partner: *tries to make very serious and sexy NSFW posts* Me: *slides into the replies* wanna hear a joke? 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 24/03/2025Legit sick of living with my fucking brain 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 20/03/2025The amount of rage I can hold in my tiny body is honestly impressive at this point. Like, people are like "omg you're so short, it's cute when you're angry" And I'm just standing there with the rage of 1,000 suns ready to end a bloodline 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025I'm 100% raging and pissed off about a man doing part of my job for me 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 17/03/2025Random piece of swiftie shit. I find it fucking hilarious how much Joe disliked being asked about their relationship and having his career defined by him being with Taylor, and ever since they broke up all articles I see related to him always have their past relationship as the biggest subject. 100
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 07/03/2025Tiktok trend: my husband makes it so I never have to "run like a girl" again 🥹 Me, running like a girl:media.tenor.coma blurry picture of a person sitting on a couch with a stuffed animal .Alt: a blurry picture of a person sitting on a couch with a stuffed animal . 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 04/03/2025God, realizing i might actually be bipolar really flipped my view of my mental health upside down 030
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 03/03/2025I feel like I'm poison to the people around me Like everything I touch rots eventually 220
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/03/2025Why is it that I feel so much relief after dropping my expectation of pushing for more optimism and positivity from myself? Like... I know I have personal issues regarding expectations, and I'm very... Depressing. A lot. But I feel more free to simply feel my emotions without expected positivity 120
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/03/2025I'm so in-tune with music, sometimes it's just what I need. BVB has been a constant since highschool, and everytime I fell unbearably dragged into a hole their music reminds me exactly who I am 020
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/03/2025Depressive breakdowns hit different when you scream cry hyperventilate. Whattya mean my throat and chest hurt? And that my ears gotta pop because I changed the pressure in my own respiratory system? 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/03/2025People bragging about how they purposefully "leave signs" for their partners when they are upset at them or thinking about breaking up are WILD They literally brag about conditioning/manipulating their partners with their full chest and think it's honest communication. 100
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/03/2025Every now and then I'll experience a blood sugar drop, and I always first interpret it as either anxiety or panic attack. It only happens a handful of times throughout the year but I'll slowly training myself to nibble on something to tell the difference 💀 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 01/03/2025Pattern recognition autism is great until you actually have it 💀 100
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 22/02/2025Legit just feel like I'm digging a hole for myself ⛏️ Where is the hole located? Why am I digging it? No idea, it's just the vibe 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 21/02/2025Okay but a long while back my psychiatrist was like "we need to talk about the potential of a personality disorder due to this list of reasons" And i was like oh I've had several medical professionals mention PMDD to me Psych "oh, good! You already know, that makes this a bit easier" 220
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 21/02/2025Real talk, having PMDD feels like having a psychosis episode for a couple days every month 210
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 17/02/2025Sketched out a photoshoot idea for @mommysins.bsky.social 062
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 31/01/2025APPARENTLY having specific areas on the body feel like a hit funny bone is literally the sign of a pinched nerve. Me: yeah I'm experiencing nerve pain, or at least i call it nerve pain Specific nerves in my body: that's literally what it is you dumb fuck 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 30/01/2025Me: oh look what a normal day @mommysins.bsky.social : imma do my nails Me: .... Oh look, it's time for sexy times 😏 Sins:media.tenor.comTom Y Jerry Tom And Jerry GIFAlt: Tom Y Jerry Tom And Jerry GIF 120
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 30/01/2025Finally finished my color swatches of my marker set 💙 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 28/01/2025Honestly telling my mom about unjust, unfair, just wrong shit and having her agree with me or feel even more upset about it than I do is validating as hell 010
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 16/01/2025Literally just remembered the time when I was single and mingling and told someone I was ace, they said they were supportive, and within like 2 weeks of saying hi to eachother online they expressed they were worried about being able to have sex with me due to size difference. 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 16/01/2025By the way, these two scenarios are often a form of reactive abuse. Especially when dragging other people into it who know the other person, also known as social abuse. Yes, having a falling out with someone and then influencing their friends/family/community to drop them is a form of social abuse 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 13/01/2025Real talk, people will be fully in the wrong and still look at the situation they created and say "yeah well i would never have done the same to you" Like yeah bitch, wouldn't do the same cause you did WORSE 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 12/01/2025Shout out to the fact I used to attract rather pretty toxic people in my 20s, like both friends and relationships. But the closer I got to 30, the less I kept around and the less toxic people that decided to fuck around and find out. 120
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 12/01/2025Living with cPTSD is fun when there's "different parts of you". And to be clear, not like DID. "Inner child" and "inner teen" take on a different meaning in cPTSD, as the trauma experienced throughout life can create different fragments of "you" that hold the trauma. 130
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 05/01/2025Also? I hate that I cry over every little thing just because my medications have erased my emotional numbness. Before medications, I was like this unmoving rock. I didn't cry unless extremely depressed/angry. My emotional range was limited and underdeveloped. With medications? I'll cry 24/7 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 05/01/2025Sometimes I feel weird about mentioning how much grandpa affected my life and who I am, because I only see a few close people I know talk about their own family members the same way and I know they understand. 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 04/01/2025We hear a lot about how happy people are when they've removed abusive parents from their life, but don't hear enough of what people experience when they confront their parents and are attempting to repair the relationship. It's not smooth sailing, and it's gonna feel worse before getting better. 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 03/01/2025Okay but I didn't mention on here how I literally saved a man's life the other day??? Like if I didn't call for emergency services when I did, the man would be dead because nobody else was dialing 911 110
crestfoolen.bsky.social @crestfoolen.bsky.social · 02/01/2025Honestly the downfall of the trauma healing process is that your experiences get overlooked just cause you finally ended up on the other side of it. And I guess it's a compliment to the amount of work I've put in for myself that it looks like I'm not still working on it every day 210
