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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 3h

drew a cat i saw in the backyard

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 3h

babys first pumpkin spice of the season and the place im at knows how to do it Right. not the orange starbucks crap

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 3h

i just want to have okay to good connections w other teachers in this town and i do not get good vibes from him. i never have even initially. but at the very least you see someone you know, you smile? my face hasnt changed /that/ much

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 3h

its okay i dont like him and i think hes an unfriendly prick so its fine, i just dont know what i did necessarily since i never expressed that to him. maybe i had a vibe. i tried to always be nice. he was an acquaintance at most

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 3h

screaming i feel like the -2 social interaction sim having just seen someone irl who i know definitely knows me, made eye contact, and neither of us smiled. like i was gonna smile but he looked at me so serious and i was like. well okay we arent smiling

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 11h

both are me. i am both. i dont want anyone to get it twisted that this is some weird projection like it definitely is but also. the indeosyncracies of both of these ocs are based on my own

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 11h

theres an alternate universe where they are happy. i think they function best as friends in said universe

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 11h

guy (girl?) who handles breakup by becoming worst version of herself possible vs months long emotional embarassing crashout guy who would win

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 11h

who up forgetting what their ocs look like

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 22h

been thinking a lot about undertale and its many themes

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 22h

mettaton has stretchy robotic arms with physics that function similar to spinel except with plates that expand i think. maximum cartoon whimsy

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 22h

dayjob: hrt for dysphoric ghosts by night: evil royal scientist

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 22h

i always loved mettaton. i love the idea of alphys as this lesbian monster fairy who gives ghosts new bodies hrt style

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 22h

sat through a haircut today which is one of my least favorite sensory things but now i feel great and my head is cooled off and i’m :D

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 22h

you think im playing around? grasshopper shorts.

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

le 30 minutes left of work le tired

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evelyn(COMMS OPEN! 0/2)🔞 @eviex01.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Day at the aquarium :3

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

i am so tired today everypony but i look very cute and i have my little coffee thermos and i am ready to start my day

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i never was one to try to grab nature but i used to kind of chase after it and try to touch. ive had to unlearn that. you see more when you do not interfere

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i saw a few octopuses when i was snorkling as a little kid and of course you want to touch them but by the time i was about 8 i kinda learned that we dont mess with them and just felt lucky to behold them. ive seen one off a pier sitting under a rock in dana point

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i just wish our approach was less one of horror and fear and that we encouraged curiosity without needing to own or touch

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

youtube thumbnails like this feel so mean and exploitative to the nature like Oh Dont Go in The Ocean at 3 AM (Scary) that is a beautiful octopus and you are using her for clickbait. stay away from HER!!!! GET A JOB!!!!!!

a youtube thumbnail of a video called "why you should stay off the ocean floor at midnight"

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they made gooseworx @gooseworx.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

antipsychotics really do just make you not psychotic that's crazy bro

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i will try my best to over ride my anxiety in most situations. and im glad i do because i think legit it would hold me back so much if i wasnt always pushing against it. you wont win

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

have figured out that usually its stupid to give in to my anxiety bc Usually the other person is just as anxious if not more and if i do then usually nothing happens. would get left out as a kid bc i waited too long for someone to choose me and didnt get chosen so ive become very proactive about it

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i cant believe everyone on earth has anxiety so bad. wait yes i can

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

next time im next to her for sure i will say something bc its actually getting to a point where its like. damn we need to say something to each other we work together on the same playground every day lol

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

aaa ur right, i have had several perfect chances and not taken them bc i think when someone seems less engaged than i am in interacting i sort of give up on talking to them but i Wont Give Up. i will learn her name at least (i already know it, but i think asking would be a good way to break the ice)

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

she seems super cool also. wears atari and pokemon shirts. i’m like aaaaa please be my friend

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

but i really want to talk to her, trans folks gotta stick together and esp in this town i feel like it would just be a good connection to make

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

another one of the teacher aides that works here is a trans woman about my age and i want to get to know her so bad but neither of us have introduced ourselves and she seems sort of shy

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

the only one in our system who likes to wear makeup. bless her honestly. charley in mascara

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

life long struggle with adhd. also its not evan fronting today

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i havent been late to work once. new schedule is really helping, being late fears me

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i wish it was colder already having to wait till 8 pm till it breaks below 85 degrees is so annoying

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🌾🌈🌱evan @creaturecity.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

why did i say intuos its not that. its a wacom creative tablet. tiny little tablet very not my style anymore but i could try

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