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yutaka "isa" asmara. artist-writer-animal based out of moh'kinstsiss. instag: cratergrass

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 6h

another painting

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 09/10/2026

break out of language

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 16/09/2026

the full painting as taken by my photographer

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 12/08/2026

here too @sacredfield.bsky.social

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 10/06/2026

but i will go forward into the night.

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 28/05/2026

we screwed it in through the frame so it will never leave the mashrabiya

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 28/05/2026

the only photo of this painting outside its skin--- Counterglance (2026)

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 18/04/2026

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 17/04/2026

none of my friends let me be a pervert and it's because they're all straight. commonplace xvi, illustration accepted to Paperboy Quarterly Issue #2: Sleep

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 22/01/2026

janel i

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 27/12/2025

self portrait as my brother

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 25/12/2025

cratergrass

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 18/12/2025

admiring my own drawings on my desk like the i admire the drawings on instagram, on your page

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 31/05/2025

joyland

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 06/05/2025

a poem to commemorate the occasion

THE FIRST TIME I ASKED A BOY OUT

The sky was a pestle grounding our shrimpshells
Creatures of the Earth come gulp your biotic air
vomited by your forefathers in a golden cycle

I was bowed like an artichoke, lush flustered me
heat made brass sounds all over my body
Spring is always when I’m due for a good cry

Around that time I was coming off an episode
like citrus-vapours steaming from aortic jungles
or foam thrown from an ocean onto bald rock

My resolution was that I did not need to be happy
If my chemicals didn’t want me to, that was that
I have travailed all over, in every realm to accept this

All of water and the vine-shaped winds tutting
Everybody knew I shouldn’t have done it
But there was something in my teeth I was glad to spit out

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 22/04/2025

posted this on instagram easter sunday like a dummy.. my posts are flopping over there

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 17/04/2025

verse novel

green ink in a sketchbook, depicting a man lying down in the grass on a pillow, with cigarettes and a watch strewn about. behind is a brook, willow trees. in pencil the words "verse novel", "are you scared of autofiction", and "1. caravansary 2. cast list 3. the night journey" are above the figure not part of the original composition.

the pants of the green ink figure spill into this page of the sketchbook. a pen drawing of wildflowers overlay two pencil journal entries. There’s a real pressed flower in the right, green, same spherical shape of the flowers drawn.

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 17/04/2025

same thing as above with the self portrait but you can see that it's a sketchbook rather than being cropped in. there's a stamp on the lower left corner with a polar bear on it

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 17/04/2025

i want to draw and post infinite

blue self portrait on a moleskin sketchbook cover. im lying upside down off a mattress with my shoulder to the ground and one leg in the air. acrylic

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 22/03/2025

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 09/02/2025

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 09/02/2025

luffy da monkey or something

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 13/12/2024

but the better version, anyways

Invisible soldier, 2024, acrylic in canvas. A face obscured by cupped hands rendered in Fauvist colourways, as pink flowers and a pink cobweb burst from lefthand side of the diamond-shaped composition.

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 09/12/2024

THE STORY OF THE COMMUNE

Art piece; digital rendering over traditional scan, depicts pink, glassy, biological ululations spreading and branching in an abstracted fashion in a long rectangular composition.

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 17/11/2024

raw unedited version of instagram painting for you special, bluesky people

diamond-shaped fauvist portrait of a boy with their face cupped in their hands. pink flowers and a spiderweb erupt from the right of the composition

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 24/10/2024

After Felix Gonzalez-Torres

two clocks. and two of the same drawing of a man's collarbone and jaw, facing right, with hair sweeping over his eyes and neck. except the bottom image is on a post-it noe and drawn in pencil, with a tattoo over the collarbone that says "do not rescusitate".

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 06/10/2024

Warming, pt. 4 / #poetry

Sleep was taken. Limp.
Without resistance.
Which we confused.
For consent. Fire riding.
Our absence. And where.
The forest would’ve.
Housed us. With patterns.
Enclosing the patterns.
Of my hands. Pumping.
The heart. To get back.
To work. Now it’s always.
Daytime. Sadness.
Fluttered. I remember.
How pink the inside.
Of sleep dried. Hollow as.
A glove. Or a bank.
Against the ribs. Of trees.
Scared of retribution.
I turned away. But secretly.

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 07/08/2024

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 02/07/2024

Warming, pt. 3 / #poetry

Screenshot of a poem that reads:

So much for warming.
I hungered. After it.
Hungered for the district.
I claim my nudity.
Was in protest. But secretly.
I dream. Of a mashrabiya.
The oriel patterns.
Enclosing the patterns.
Of light on my body.
As mammals. We get it.
From ourselves. All human.
Activity is somewhere.
Between purchasing.
And producing heat.
Tight as. Skin I dream of.
Vespertine. Groves of men.
Who find the secret.
To love in me. For me.

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 28/06/2024

Warming, pt. 2 / #poetry

Screenshot of a poem that reads:

"Deprivation. I’ve been saying.
Is heat in the brain.
And behind the neck.
Fills the vein there.
To scar-colour. To itching.
I’ve been held. By my mother.
By the spine. For months.
After I felt death.
At the desk. The gallery held.
A window streaming.
With gross brightness.
You could watch. The earth.
Empty out into light.
There aren’t enough words.
For fire. I spent my nights.
Weeping. Still vending.
Always wasting my clothes.
Torn off me. Or when I burst.
Into flames like this."

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 27/06/2024

Warming, pt. 1 / #poetry

Screenshot of a poem that reads:

Fire bursts from.
Inside my gloves.
I know the secret.
To love. Is in me.
Somewhere but watching.
The other sellers.
I think sadness continues.
Sadness. Like the blast.
Climbing the fuel ladder.
And fire continues fire.
Weeping it travels.
Home mumbling.
Night mumbling.
Meat store. Night market.
Mumbling like everyone.
Else here. Like the walk.
A girl makes. To the gallows.
Determined to give.
All of us. A clean one.

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 14/05/2024

callery pear

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scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 12/05/2024

edifices, pre-work. i tend to like thumbnails more than finished results

research page with painting cutouts of salman toor and anthony cudahy's work. also has inscrutable notes in my inscrutable handwriting

research on textile patterns from variosu cultures: indonesian batik, japanese kiku, islamic arabesque, indian patola. three layers of notes in this one, and unseen are contemporary pieces from star crop eared wolf and david garneau

scar-coloured neck-vein @cratergrass.neocities.org · 13/01/2024

v late but i remembered this after cleaning this ornate little (probably plastic) bottle out and perfume fell from it on me. so now my fingers smell like perfume, stained everywhere. reason enough i think, just that one moment