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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
More of Noa
Pink-haired cyborg boy with twintailsSitting down and alternate fit with bodysuit and twin Calicos
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
don't kick him he's reloading
tactical otokonoko-type character in compromising pose holding Mateba 2006M revolver and speedloader
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
unposted Grach
Shipgirl doffing her puffer jacket and looking off to the side
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
>pick a struggle nah Shino is just existentially chopped. That's her thing.
"Right, right." Luna tentatively touched my elbow as she brought the warm, bright Casio to my face.

I sucked the lit joint like a baby bottle, like my life depended on it. It occurred to me that taking all that gear at once might have been what made me lose it, but it was impossible to actually say.

The few times I'd gotten separated from Miya had been in relatively close proximity: different rooms in a hotel, at home when I woke up to pee and passed out on the couch, or one time I got cholera from eating an oyster and had to stay in the hospital overnight. They let Miya sleep with me after we bawled and wailed. She ended up nodding off in the chair next to the bed—I couldn't feel her, but I could hear her breathing.

We followed the storm drain home without too much trouble. Something about the wind in my face kept me on an even keel, the way I could move through the world now, with a balance that I didn't have three weeks ago. I thought to myself, just so that I could calm myself down: I should be fine if I'm anywhere in Almaty. If I've got these skates, I can get back to her.

But my dream of driving a car down the open road... it felt so distant now. My life felt like it was over before it started.

I'd never be able to do it. It was this shit forever.

I... hated shopping for underwear. I never did it on my own. It was usually mom who'd hand me stuff to try out begrudgingly, but it usually meant I was taking the first thing that didn't feel grossly uncomfortable. Right now, I had to at least try and pin my body in place in a way that I wouldn't notice at practice. Something grey or at least a dull enough peach that I wouldn't feel too bad. I never bought them in sets; nothing ever matched my boxers, which I had to buy somewhere else.

I remembered the dread and self-hatred when I felt Charlie's eyes on my chest. I wanted to stop thinking about it, I wanted to feel normal again, but it left me continuously angry, breathing through my teeth as if it were my last day on Earth. No more, no more—Why are you looking at me, that's not me! I threw my tracksuit jacket to the floor with tears in my eyes, feeling exposed even with a curtain blocking out the light.

My fingers clawed through the tiny holes and stretched the grey unmentionable over my breasts like it was a condom. Gleaming stretch marks riveted up and down my arms like lightning. After a second I sat down on the bench, hugging my shoulders and rocking back and forth. As you were, as you were—before long I had calmed down, settled back into my body, like every other time; leaden, already sagging everywhere and breaking out in orange peel.

I bashed myself on the head; black blotches spread across my vision like burns. Stupid, stupid.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Here we go, 9 games I want to share. I don't think any of these are really deep cuts except for Fallow; I wish I could wipe my brain and play it again. I need it right now.
Reverse Collapse, Noel the Mortal Fate, Minds Beneath Us, ADEN, Crymachina, Opus Echo of Starsong, Fallow, Dolls Nest
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
Apparently this BJD blind box is called "Normal Puppy." Checks out tbh.
Blind box BJD in a bombastic tartan skirt sitting on some books
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
I didn't post this one here yet
Drawing of two women in plugsuits with one touching the other's boob a bit
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
I didn't drop this QTM pin surprisingly
Trans person in Klang: "I probably will never fall in love, in anyone loved my current body I think I'd throw up in our bed. People live through memories and I want to die having people who have known who I was, I am afraid to die never being alive to begin with. I feel like a ghost."
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
I went for my first full eye exam! Ts is genuinely creepy to think about, especially since it comes up w/ age. I think artists should be aware of how screwed up their retinas are because there isn't yet any way to reverse optic nerve damage yet.
Visual field test showing normal(?) OD
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I wouldn't wish this shit on my worst enemy dude
Photo of "premium" tiers for job profiles in the EU Blue Card program
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Made this a while ago
"Cyberpunk Texture Chart" resembling a soil texture chart, with axes "Blade Runner", "Neuromancer" and "Snow Crash" accompanied by example passages for each
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Bro they've got yassified Nietzsche, do you want it
Copy of Thus Spoke Zarathustra with witchy zodiac-coded gilt printing
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
don't sleep on Schrodinger's Call i didn't have any expectations but I loved it so much
screenshot of Schrodinger's Call
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
They don't make chapter titles like this any more; not after the Nordstrom closed, now you're lucky if you see one or two old people taking a walk through the mall... I feel like r/fuckcars would enjoy at least the first chapter but plugging webfiction at them might be a little too off topic.
My Mom's Car Got Drone Striked On American Soil And All I Got Is The Arrogance of Space
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 25/05/2026
This is the most foreboding alt history map I have ever seen. Good luck whatever they do w/ it!
Screenshot of a map showing Japan and the entire Korea peninsula as part of the same country.
Dialog: "Inuimori is labelled as a prefecture on this map."
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
You should buy a used book with margin notes on it so you can have fights with the person who wrote them. "shouldn't misapply this language" Is that what you got from this???
Passage critical of a quotation "People are now coming out of the closet on [...] the Roman Empire." The words 'coming out' have been marked up by someone: "shouldn't misapply this language"
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
I actually don't get any of the memes in this one (if there are memes) except the strange conspiracy theory that Kemal Ataturk was actually Mossad director Yossi Cohen
Bizarre copypasta story about a transgender woman coming out to her father and finding out he's actually Yossi Cohen's granddaughter. She gets him(?) assassinated by some kind of government agency and ends with the punchline "I wish I hadn't come out. Don't come out to your family."
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
From the Turkish trans subreddit; I'm listening and learning
"And then there's the question, how do I find a boyfriend/girlfriend?" "You won't find it. I won't allow it."
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
9 hours long btw kill the editor in your head
screenshot of the Tie Xi Qu reupload on youtube showing that it is 9 hours long
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
Baby, where the hell is my gravel~ What is taking it so long~ To get to me~ (I watched Empire of Dust and all I could think is I wanted it to be longer. It was somehow really calming and meditative to me. Need to watch more docos like this, maybe I'll start with the reupload of Tiexi Qu.)
Screenshot of the "it's all so tiresome" scene from Empire of Dust.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
old sketch that will become capsule prolly
Obsidian screenshot marking up a sketch of a shipgirl lying down amid knolled artillery shells
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
Text snippet
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
Priestess-like female character
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 03/05/2026
loading screen
shipgirl sits on train while small child bullies her
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 03/05/2026
Homura Hime was really good. Also this blue thing is insanely hot
Screenshot of homura hime showing "Dark Homura Hime?" who has blue hair instead of red
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 30/04/2026
Character w/ halo overlooking huge circular sci-fi gate covered in fulu against a hazy o'Neill cylinder cityscape. Text says "Sealed Sol Gate: Port Spratly"
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 28/04/2026
If you had to seal a warp gate you would definitely do it with fulu. Probably
Thumbnail sketch of intermodal cargo ships flying past a circular sci-fi gate inside an o'neill city. The gate is decorated with fulu and shimenawa.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Been on a Phone Bad kick lately (from "Stolen Focus") and picked up Csikzentmihalyi. He was saying the same stuff about TV in the 80s; enlightening but I see why there's guys dedicated to paraphrasing him. "Please I just want to stop scrolling—" Did you know that POWs used to count cracks in paint?
photo of blind box BJD sitting on a copy of "Flow" by Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 18/04/2026
Seems she has a troubled past though???
Sort of meme-like image showing Lucia's transition from being a long-haired boy who killed someone with a baseball bat to "haircare", "skincare" and "dressing for broad shoulders"
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 18/04/2026
Handler... I redesigned her to match the other kinda floaty Citizen Sleeper-ish sprites, renamed Lucia Holdenfeld, which is an anagram. She's really, really nice and will help you go back to Sol and restore Pre-Collapse Perpetual Status Quo Democracy.
Painting of a girl lying on her luggage in zero gravity, wearing in total layers: black leotard with corduroy detail, sweater shrug, yellow gradient leggings, gaiters, legwarmers. Her sub-40% split keyboard is floating nearby.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
Also, I unit test every feature using my own Gherkin executor. Product ownership has entered the building, we are no longer playing small ball.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
The scope I think is just right. In the design document I broke it down into just three 'modes': the explodey bits, the visual novel/life sim bits. Here's some mockups.
UI mockup of a visual novelUI mockup of a spaceship customization screenUI mockup of picking where to go in a life sim
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
It's also Story Rich. The story will have a lot of words and empower you to spew entire paragraphs of bile at people in one click like in Pathologic 3. You play as this 600 y.o. friendcel shipgirl who is going to take better care of herself and not be repulsive now, so basically anti-mechsplo.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
How is the game going? I wanna say the combat programming is more than halfway done. It's kind of like Highfleet for people who want to feel things other than pain. At the minute I'm rushing to produce new textures and get the Steam page up. If I've improved at all as a PO, probably August.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
no tailless baby, you can't say "nyaa" ❤️ your word is "sorry i can't come into work today" 👩‍🔧🥀
Drawing of a catgirl with a gun
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
I love making video games!!!!!!!!
Anime-style illustration of a girl with short gray hair adorned with lavender flowers, wearing a transparent, inflatable shawl over a beige hydration pack and black shorts. Above her there is a spiky metal halo. Behind her there are purple mecha parts with a rotary turret outlined in orange. Opposite the turret, a Godot Icon placeholder object is being moved into place with an axis gizmo. In the bottom right, partially visible JSON code reads: "name_i18n": { "en": "Kukushka", "ru": "Кукушка" }, "faction": "MRN", "size": "frigate", "armament": { "40mm PDC «Primula»", "4x Rocket «Acacia»" }
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
ok phew (?)
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
a feeling of dread washed over me...
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
did any of you ever bring a red pen to school as a child? if so, why? (multi-pens don't count)
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
when I first posted this drawing someone DM'd me a 2,000 word psychoanalysis telling me to fuck him probably the only truly strange comment I have received on my art
Pen drawings of three girls in a pocket notebook. One is wearing a cardigan and sitting on a chair with her arms crossed, one is wearing a hoodie and JNCO jeans and holding a baseball bat, one is wearing a loose t-shirt and smoking with her hands in her pockets. There are also some objects: there is a flip phone where the screen says "KILL GOD TONIGHT", a 9mm Parabellum cartridge, a clitoral stimulator disguised as an ear thermometer by taping a piece of paper to it that says "36°c", and the Newport cigarettes logo
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 09/02/2024
Eswatini has the most Confucian flag in the world. The kun trigram is the best and they have six of them.
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 02/02/2024
... a guy so transphobic that he can be fully contained by a circle of salt, as he refuses to cross a threshold,
tbh i don't think any of us will get a PM we asked for. there will be a brief power struggle followed by the arrival of a secret 4th Guy: a guy so bewilderingly racist that he won't eat out of China plates, so antisemitic that he sprays Roundup on his wife's Jewellery
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 02/02/2024
WHERE DID BLUD COP CRIMSON YEEZYS
Drawing of trans girl scientist wearing red plastic raincoat, next to her young boymoder self who has a flag pin
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 01/02/2024
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 27/01/2024
I sharpened a worn lockback that a Curry's technician left under my sink. I did not do a very good job; i ordered some guide wedges from Amazon but they were 'returned as undeliverable or something'; but I felt very serene while I was doing it.
Picture of a worn folding knife lying on a yellow whetstone on a wooden countertop. There are dried pieces of abrasive swarf on the table as well
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 24/01/2024
mega chuunibyou game she even gets an eyepatch
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 21/01/2024
this is art
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 21/01/2024
(taking notes) [...] sokoban puzzle where one of the movable items is the main character lying on the grass having a temper tantrum [...]
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 21/01/2024
Steam has been recommending this to me for a long time. I guess we are playing Noel the Mortal Fate
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🧢Corolla🧢 @corolla.bsky.social · 20/01/2024
so couwld outside >.<
sketch of girl taking off heated bodysuit in the middle of snow drift
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