iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

I’ll talk more about hc stuff and character stuff on my personal, but if you see me switch up how I draw these characters that’s why. I want to try to add my own flavor text and concepts to these characters

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I want to start drawing the characters a bit more how I imagine them while keeping them recognizable. It’s kind of a tough balancing act

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Ruan Mei having fawn spots on her back with plum blossom motifs that she claims are birthmarks but Herta knows there is so much more she’s hiding. Finding bloody remnants of the “beautification” process as she has to remove monsters parts to retain her human appearance.

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Sometimes this fact only gets revealed in intimacy or in subtle ways like Ruan Mei being an abundance beast. The idea that the xianzhou natives didn’t get their immortality for free, that the older they get the more monster features they have to hide. Sawing off horns, filing their teeth and so on

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Kitkat 🔞 @collarplz.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

I do HC that a lot of the HSR characters aren’t as human as the game leads you to believe, mostly because it’s a space game but also because it’s more fun that way. I like the idea of them being subspecies of humans or just directly hiding the fact they’re not human

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Cats & Dogs || #zzzero

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You can’t really ever turn the thinking off #hertamei

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Some people struggle with sensation but I regained mine. I would in fact say I’m more sensitive than I ever was when my breasts were massive. I don’t know if I can produce milk though, as I’m sterile. However, it is a concern that the doctor will address as it is a risk with the surgery

That’s why my scar is so pronounced and large, it took another year to fully scar over and settle. I have since gained some weight back in my chest, my body likes to naturally put it there but it’s never been like it was. Also don’t forget to talk to them about your nipples I had mine reshaped

Instead I spent months going for check ins with the doctor due to the troubled healing and infections. I had a variety of antibiotics and after a year had passed they asked me if I wanted a “touch up” surgery but it had a low chance of success so I passed not wanting to restart the healing process

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After about a month you’re out of the worst of it, sleeping on your back instead of your side for a few months can be challenging if you’re a side sleeper. I only needed pain meds for the first 2 days, after that it was just soreness. I didn’t have drainage tubes luckily.

The healing process for me was very long due to the infection and reopening issues I faced. However, my situation is definitely not the norm. Most recovery is done by 3-6 months where mine was a little over a year. It wasn’t as painful as I thought it would be honestly, I expected much worse

My life is full of failures, but this isn’t one of them. If surgery improves your quality of life, it’s worth the fear. I’m recovering from years of hating my body violently, it’s not easy but I see improvement little by little every month after years of work and therapy. Surgery was my first step

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However, I do not feel that way about it. I’m no stranger to scars on my body already from the life I’ve lived. Every woman I’ve been with after the surgery has commented about how cool and badass they think it looks. My pain relief is worth every second of these “ugly” scars.

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With some hiccups during the actual procedure I came out of it and then it got infected and refused to heal on my left breast. I have a massive scar that consumes most of my left breast. People have continued to tell me how ugly and awful it is, a tragedy to match the rest of my scarred body

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When I was looking for info I only found extremely positive experiences, I was terrified of having another surgery at the time. However my quality of life was horrific, I was an extreme medical case where my breasts were way too big for my small frame. I was in agonizing pain every day over them

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Kitkat 🔞 @collarplz.bsky.social · 07/11/2025

Something I see people talk about is being scared of having surgery which is 100% fair. I have had a breast reduction and everything that COULD go wrong, did in fact go wrong. If asked if I would do it again knowing everything I know now? Without hesitation I’d do it all again.

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Topajade Sketch

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Kitkat 🔞 @collarplz.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

It turned out so so lovely, I really love this piece for obvious reasons but I also think the new techniques you tried paid off big time. This rendering process looks soo nice when it’s complete

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rhea🔞 @collarnow.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

IPC lapdog 💎 #topaz #hsr

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One of the projects I’ve had on the back burner for some time is finally happening. I will be collaborating with my wife @collarnow.bsky.social to provide comics from scenes in our fanfics. We love themes of petplay, humiliation and various BDSM topics. So more content is on the way ✨

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I am nothing if not the biggest advocate for more yuri petplay

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Alright you win I can’t be funnier than that. Damn.

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This turned out so good!! Love the pose

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On second thought give me your iPad I’ll finish it my damn self, I gotta do everything around here

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Puppy topaz is everything to meeee

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rhea🔞 @collarnow.bsky.social · 23/11/2025

Hey so. I just. Sorry can I just. I need you to finish this

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topuppy wip

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Thank you!! It’s too relatable, my wife also gets lost in thought a lot even when we are in the middle of something

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That last sketch was inspired by my wife who will stop mid anything and go hmm because she had a stray thought and has to ponder on it for a bit. She’s never in a hurry to complete any task so sometimes it takes her awhile to lock back in. Also finally drew Herta and RM wish I had longer than 20 min

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