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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

walking to the mall from glasses place, gonna buy a desk organizer and maybe a snack bc im really nauseous, then its gym time

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I CANT ZLEEEPPPPP I WORK IN A MERE 6.5 HOURS

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

my fatass wants more food shut uppp meal prepping for this week of work

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

two of my friends have now broken up with their partners this summer and ngl my anxiety brain has got me stressing about my relationship

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

been going to tha gym for 6 months now and only just thought to ask for wifi 💀 at least now i can watch youtube without eating up all my data

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

yesterday i didnt count but i had an omelette w hashbrowns and sourdough (didnt finish the egg), wonton soup (only had like half), and a somewhat smaller slice of ice cream cake. felt sick at around 10:30 so i had a protein bar too :(

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

just got permission from my girlfriend to lose weight after i went on a big rant about how bad my dysmorphia is and while clearly she doesnt want me to do it unhealthily im glad shes not forbidding me from doing it in general because ive been worried about it lately

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

mom bday today we ordered in for brunch + tonight is chinese buffet and probably cake too :(

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

i truly feel so disgusted with my body lately

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

wait omg we have group chats now?

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

feeling very ew about my body lately ://// my gf reassured me somewhat but ugh. trying to build muscle on my ass gave me bigger thighs and i hate them

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

i had a dream where i had boobs again

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

so. seems like it was pms, me forgetting to take my meds consistently, and me using weed and alcohol. crazy omg

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

didnt take the pills just barely, went to the hospital, got bandaged and discharged after 3 total hours there

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

like im crying over food IN FRONT OF HER i just told her about my eedee last night because i am fully crashing out like screaming in public yesterday type of mentally ill i just want it to end i want to go to the hospital and have people understand me

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

i wish me and my gf never got together so i wouldnt feel bad about it

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

i might take all my pills tonight but theyre just ssris so it wont even be that serious

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

also cab driver just asked if im a he or a she kms

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

bruise startingon my wrist because i hit my head because im a fucking idiot the other arm has a tiny one

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

also finally got a lip combo i think will look really good ill post it later if it does

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

got a cute pair of short shorts for the first time ever and i do feel hot in them BUT the fuckass dressing room light highlighted every mild lump in my legs + you can see my scars since they reach kinda far down. im only gonna wear them with stockings though so its not terrible

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

must remember im stronger than my hunger

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

im just trying to buy a new “toy” and this entire fucking spençers is full all of a sudden kmssss

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

booked a back wax in preparation for the concert ✌️ imma just shave my front since its two separate costs, no bundles at this place. wont be affording laser anytime soon atp so whatever one wax sesh wont ruin it

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

i have been CRAVING a vodka cranberry lately omggg

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

nearly had a sugary drink on my break wtf was i thinking

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

i watched one reel of a bodybuilder trying on normal womens clothing and she couldnt fit well at all and tbh that fully de influenced me from getting bigger lmfao

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

i think im getting used to not eating again !!! its been so long since ive been able to fast successfully

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

stomach hurting so often bc of stress…. spilled my guts (somewhat) to my parents after an argument and im getting a therapist again

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

had like half a chocolate egg after and felt super nauseous like i spat it out. ate more than i wanted today like i had chocolate earlier and stuff but ahhhhh. fasting now and worried abt logistics bc im seeing my gf tomorrow again

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

hehehe new owner new employee and still didn’t get id’d so imma head to gym now this is nice

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

waittt i need to charge my watch what if i go home and get it and my id then i dont have to worry

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

my fast is going well though!!! im hungry af right now but ik i got this. besides after my break is over i wont rlly have a chance for calories. im sticking to water and black coffee so i dont trigger an insulin response

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

i might buy a thc vape after work i dont knowwwww my gf doesnt want me to but i really need it rn im just doing so badly

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

cried so much and got such bad sleep my eyes are so insanely puffy like the skin is tight around them omg im literally about to go to work

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

i had a crazy breakdown and cvt + im torn between doing more or stopping. i really want to do more + its already there so whats the harm right. but on the other hand me and my gf are going to a concert in 2 weeks and i asked if we could get intimate and if we do i dont wanna be a spectacle for her

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

my gf is concerned about my eating and drinking habits :( i really dont want to worry her ik i need to drink more water but i really dont want to start eating more so ill just eat better but less and hopefully that fools her somewhat i hate that im even wanting to fool her but i need to be thinner

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

eating at work and turning my fast into a 24h one so im not miserable when i go over to my gfs tomorrow

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

also eugh i just noticed my room is starting to smell

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

getting made to pay rent now and my dad specifically mentioned how much money i eat in groceries (estimated to be fair) and fuck i feel so fucking fat im not gonna eat as much as possible now like im so triggered by that. im starting a fast hopefully ill hit it, its 30 hours

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

ugh i lowk dont even know how to be healthy w this…. might just be cheeky and relapse instead

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

i seriously cannot believe how lucky i am that my family moved out here and i got to meet my gf. she is probably the most amazing thing to be a part of my life

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

been getting the period tummy issues for the past 2-3 weeks so i stopped taking my testosterone until it goes away. unfortunately now that means i am on my period and i work so much this week

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

waiting for the bus sucks so bad im always so early and when im on time thats when i miss it so i always just end up standing around for like 10 minutes

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lucky!!! @coldskins.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

been having some nightmares where either my gf or her family sees my scars. i already told her about them but she hasnt seen them yet so ig im still worried about that

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