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Shunai

@codershunai.bsky.social

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The alt account to @beanretro.bsky.social . Using this for my more serious talks.

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I keep spiraling recently. Nothing has been a big deal, but I keep overthinking it and it keeps becoming a big deal. Someone hasn't done something they said they would? It'll never happen. I can't stream as often? I'll never reach partner. It's such a dumb fucking issue.

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

My birthday has passed and I got absolutely nothing. I'm glad she's having such a good birthday, but it's making me realize just how bad mine was. I got absolutely nothing, barely celebrated it, and just overall had a horrible time.

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Another mod and it isn't me. Am I doing something wrong? Am I maybe being *too* ambitious with it? Maybe I should just give up on the idea, but I want it so bad. I want to know how to do it right.

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Get out of my head. I don't want to focus on you. I shouldn't have to focus on you. I need you here. But I don't want you here. Why are feelings on you so complicated? I consider you a great friend, but I hate so much about you. I think you're amazing, but horrible at the same time. I feel so sick.

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I am incredibly worried. If I can't fix this somehow, I don't have a Switch to use for who knows how long. My Switch 2 Crowdfund has not gotten a single penny, and that thought worries me to my core. What's gonna happen when my Switch is offically broken and I can't get a Switch 2?

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Retro @beanretro.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Hey, so, I know I moved vents to a different account, but this one kinda has to be said on here. Um, my Switch might be permanently broken. I'm trying to see if I can fix it without disassemble, but we'll see. (1/2?)

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

I will wholeheartedly admit, I ask for collabs but in reality if I ever actually get one I'm most likely going to chicken out. As much as I want to, I'm scared something is going to go terribly wrong and I'm just not prepared for that. It's worrisome.

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Shunai @codershunai.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I'm admittedly worried. Been noticing that a lot of people that have been becoming new mods have been there for over a year less than me. Am I just not trustworthy? Or is there a different reason that I feel so left behind?

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