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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Guess we’re looking forward to moving the bedrooms around. I got up and one of the boyfriends needed something right then and didn’t believe me that we didn’t have the exact adaptor he needed for his monitor. We don’t have a place to just chill inside right now.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Time spell idea “making the moment last” We think this one is one of the first ones we saw. And somehow produced.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

“Because what drove me to this was my mother ignoring a plea to stop fighting by the stairs.”

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

My boyfriends are fighting over something stupid. One of them is a hardass about food and the other is just embarrassed it didn’t turn out right. It’s just. IT’S FINE if EITHER ONE OF THEM WOULD JUST BACK THE FUCK DOWN AND CHILL.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

He was emotionally intense, and when that happens he bullies the people who got him emotionally intense. Other boyfriend is really sensitive to being bullied that they just… step in… to take care of thing. Even if they have no spoons. Neither of them knows how to regulate those emotions. *sigh*

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

When the boyfriend gets so wrapped up on feelings and executive dysfunction and won’t let you help them… it’s like, I just want to do it so it gets done, and then we can go smoke after.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

This is kinda important to me. It’s really frustrating and I really don’t know how to cope.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

…. Boyfriend can’t find the deli in a grocery store. Confused the meat section for the deli, and then doesn’t know where the prepared food is…………… I mean come on. He can’t really be that helpless…

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

//might wanna walk away //if we didn’t feel trapped //by the system that says //you don’t deserve it

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Our shit is TEACHABLE. And we can learn shit by copying it. Which means. Anything we can copy we can probably teach somehow! Which gets around an obstacle that people have about not being able to copy stuff on their own. #giddy #magiccoach #chaosmagician

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Spell I wanna wait until 3 Or possibly 4 I just want to be high So I’ll enjoy it more.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

It’s like that puzzle game where you get a tile cut up into a bunch of shapes and you’re supposed to arrange them to look like a design on a card, channeling different spiritware.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

So channeling multiple past life spiritware makes us kind of a “system” too. Hadn’t looked at it like that. But it says a lot about our past that we need to channel shit like this to be happy. >_>

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

It’s a gate because I don’t need my imagination or ability to break and heal if I actually have the care and support I needed growing up. And the imagination and the break and heal thing? These are pretty important to my having any sort of magic shit.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

And THAT matters, because it was that moment that we realized that she didn’t have the capacity for expressing the compassion or love that we needed from her. Gateway to my magic - cannot know love of parent/guardian

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

What do I want. * engagement (cause sometimes I still feel alone) * feeling powerful (cause I spent too much time being helpless) * closure (cause I deserve a satisfying end to my stories) Because my mom ignored a plea to stop fighting my dad by the stairs.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Okay. I get a lecture when shit doesn’t get done. I get a lecture when shit DOES get done, because there was stuff HE forgot to put in the laundry before I started it. I would like for someone to talk to him about how hard this is for me. This is a pattern. Fuck.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I fuckin need my dabs. I can’t do shit on my own and Polly Glot doesn’t hardly ever have the spoons for meeting me halfway. I wanna go somewhere and just let the apartment burn sometimes. I don’t wanna have to keep putting fires out. AND THEYRE FUCKING FIGURATIVE FIRES YOU FUCKING DUMBASSES.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

I don’t have and will never have parents. That’s just kind of a thing. But I don’t want to have to look after a pair of children just to survive. Is not my fuckin job.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Need a magic buddy who can take care of me sometimes when i get ugly feelings from my boyfriends. One gives up before being willing to change, the other closes off because their parents taught them being embarrassed was a catastrophe.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I can’t FUCKING enjoy a smoke. D:

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

I’d shower more if I had a reason to shower more. Like, a reason that makes the shower take less spoons… One thing that would work for me is latex clothing. I have a little materials but nowhere to build them. We mean, if we get to buy or trade that would be awesome, but money isn’t the obstacle.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

So people I should have had in my life but don’t. Mom Dad Grandpa I mean, aside from my sisters by my mom’s side, I just don’t have much luck… With family. So I made custom spiritware to channel, and get to feel joy and hope that way. If I don’t… then I’m just kinda sad all the time…

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Wanted to feel pretty tonight. Slowly getting more confident with this kind of lip product.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Boyfriend asked me to do something then IMMEDIATELY got in my way, preventing me from doing the exact thing he wanted me to do. Angry. Frustrated.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

And this would have been a multi lifetime pattern too. For shit to get as bad as it did and I still don’t really wanna hurt people. Uuuuuggggghhhhhh I hate this pattern so much but it explains why the people who hurt me were ultimately able to get away with it. Kinda.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

It’s almost as if basic needs being met removes a lot of the challenges of energy regulation.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I suppose my “manifest happy for Nico” and “if I don’t have chip to prove I don’t actually wanna hurt anyone” messages were actually heard by someone.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

So my magic thing, I don’t see much for binding or limits or whatever because ultimately, no matter what I end up doing, it doesn’t hurt anyone or messing with anything too much at the end of the day. So, the powers that be just leave me alone.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

… when I have chores or want to go to bed. 2AM IS NOT FAIR. Awful feeling hormones sap chores spoons and going to sleep.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

It’s like… if this is gonna happen then why am I bothering to spend time with you before bed! I mean, both boyfriends are gonna help me with my own room soon. I hope. I might just need to barricade myself in there so I can avoid being target for random emotional complaining…

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I got fucking dumped on at 2 AM because my boyfriend can’t fucking track his own fucking meds and tell us when we need to get more. Even if he’s not doing this on purpose he needs to learn some fucking awareness so he can tell when he’s being a trigger!!!!! And not get defensive when I need help!!!

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

My dream had colors in it last night. Blue, red, orange

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

We are quite possibly reaching into nearby universes for what if data. #searchlight //funotherselves //thatfitinmyframework

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

I think I just pictured a 4 or 5d shape. /that I can use for shields!!!/

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

Things I’m using wrong and will need to elaborate later. 5 chakras, not 7 Root Core Throat Eye Crown They won’t line up like the other ones are supposed to, but it’s like… I have a hard time fitting the other system into my head.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

This is the sort of thing I’d wanna do a FAFO strength training thingy for. Don’t want to need it but would rather have proficiency with skill in case I do.

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

#flashbang I think. This is my favorite defense spell. I think I will make it my primary response to connections I don’t have an “invite” feeling about. //programming //Please don’t fight me. My power source is big and I kinda just want you to stop. //So, #flashbang

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Can’t harvest explosive fruit. Can’t grab thorny tree. Maybe that’s what happened the last day I saw him. I found the seeds. Tweaked the spell for my own use. #heaventree

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

There is a leather event at my family’s favorite vegan bar. I have mixed feelings. Desire, fear, regret, nostalgia…

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Coach Mithra @coachmithra.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I’m a star (quartz) with a Spirit mate (sunstone) and a World mate (bloodstone)

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