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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

This is fucking it were so set chat

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

How much was me and how much was what you did to me

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

I have trouble knowing what I like. I have a lot of feeling, i have passion and belief. I just...idk I've been depressed for so long im used to not "loving" things and just "liking" them. I was in fandoms when I was younger, I used to get obsessed with things... What happened

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𐙚F3RN ໒꒱˖ ࣪ @ropework.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

The lack of hair dye in my possession is upsetting

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 17/05/2025

Sometimes, I forget they're both stalkers

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 15/05/2025

🌃 wants forever, he's told me as much. We've talked of handedly about "our" future. He's tried to slip in the ideas of marriage and kids. That fucking scares me. I've always crafted a life in my head with whatever partner. Those life's have been ripped away from me time and time again. ->

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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 13/05/2025

I think I need a new tattoo or to die

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

I remember when I met 🦇. I remember thinking, "Don't let her pull you away from 🌙". You've worked so hard together to get here. Not ruin it... So what did I do 😅 That's the moment I ruined us, that's the moment everything went wrong

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U^ェ^U☆ミ♡ @loompuppy.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

TWO WEED SMORKING GIRLFRIENDS ????????

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emily🌈💖 @sealpupper.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

Bluesky is my canvas and THC peanut butter cups are my paint and I am the paintbrush

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

i guess i thought things would fall into place once i start my job but now i have to redo shit for it and idk im scared im not ready i dont want to. im so tired and scared.

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

This is cute, but it's not very customizable to me. There are few options for stuff. I always have fun with these

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

If he leaves, there will be so many of his photo with my tapestry in the back, or me in them, or my dog. He'd never forget me

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

How am I meant to make progress? It's not like I don't try to... I've been going to therapy. I've been on meds. The progress I do makes it only because I figure something out. Therapy has done nothing for me, and all I want is help.... I'm begging

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

Just fuck off omg. I literally tell you I get jealous because you have so much more than me, and you think telling me you're not perfect and you have a time of psychiatrist, etc. Stfu, I wish I did ok. None of this would have happened if I did. Not everyone is as good as you, ok

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

You never trust me. Never have faith in me. I'm an adult as much as I don't wanna be

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

he called the cat our daughter.... do i want kid/s with him?

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

🩸 Now she doesn't want me...I'm so fucked

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

Honey Glazed Carrots & Chicken with Garlic Mashed Potatoes is a good dinner, right?

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🐰 @seongjoongz.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

a little girl on girl never hurt anyone

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Top 4 musicians 🩶 1. Poppy 2. Taylor Momsen 3. Shaun Morgan 4. Derek Sanders Tag 4 people 🌀 i don't wanna :p

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Ron Filipkowski @ronfilipkowski.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Deranged Trump is now putting a 100% tariff on movies made outside the US.

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

probably not using blue sky anymore or very little!

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

my phones broke and wont charge. i don't understand the issue like the phone its self is fine but it will be on that charger for hours! and say it charging but its just not i guess. it was on all day yesterday and only got to 29%

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

Low key excited to maybe play minecraft with one of 🌃's hoes

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

The way he loves me makes me feel like im not a complete lost cause

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

🌃 I get embarrassed knowing he reads my posts, but I guess this is an easy, safe way for him to know what's going on in my head

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

You act like I didn't stay through so much, too? You hurt me too. You hurt me first. I only got to where you were at the very end, and that was how you were at the beginning

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

It's like that night they took you from me. Where is my fight? I did everything to try and get tk you. Spells and all. They never wanted us together, no one did, everyone said we shouldn't be together. The world made it so hard for us....I'm sorry you broke I'm sorry I made you brake.

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

I know alot of old vent users left bsky. What are people using?

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

You didnt say anything... you just went to sleep? This is why it's so hard for me to open up... I never get the reaction I want

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

Idk how to tell you what's wrong because I know it's not logical, and I know what you'll say. I just don't want you to worry or anything I just want to be ok

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

Wow this made me remember I can be happy and new people can enter my life

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Fuck I'm getting bad again... when I'm trying to hide things I'm so deeply declining

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

I'm such a bad useless partner I'm so sorry omg I need to stop using anything I'm a waste of resources omg stop you bitch

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

I believe in the red string of fate. I believe I know where mine goes now. I'm ok

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Meadow/Rowan @clumsyflowerpot.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

I need to figure out my job. I don't understand. I've tired to call and ive texted the manager like wtf. I'm getting so stressed, and I don't wanna put pressure on 🌃!

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