Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 17/06/2025I have to be up early for work and it is 1am 😔 sighhhh I will go to bed even though I wanna draw more 000
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 13/06/2025My coworker is making me so mad en oh my god… 000
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025Right ok im done sorry I just dont feel normal or good. Im never going to be normal. I am a bad person. 010
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025I don’t even believe in god. Heaven or Hell. There is nothing to even look forward to when I won’t be anywhere in life. I’m 20. I’m 20 and ruining my own life with bullshit that doesn’t even matter because I don’t even matter 020
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025I’m going to be just like my mom and that hurts me more than anything because I love her but she does awful things and I’m going to be like her. Maybe that is why my sister hates me. Maybe going to college isn’t worth it. Maybe I get treated this way for a reason by my family. I hate me. 010
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025Maybe I just feel the need to get everything in my head out? Idk it doesn’t really help I just think about it more and more. I’ll probably regret it too making it public. Idk I don’t even fucking know. 010
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025And vent openly about this here makes me feel bad bc I know people will see it and I know people will try to either talk to be about it trying to make me feel bad or just ignore it and pretend they saw nothing. I don’t even know what I’m trying to accomplish by posting it. 110
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025I think about dying everyday and wonder if i deserve to live yet I also believe I don’t deserve to die I need to suffer. Even though there is good in my life. So sooo much good I still think about it. I practically fantasize about who I’m supposed to be and who I’m not. 020
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025I denied having depression for so long because I’m a happy person in my head it’s how I think of myself. But i ignore all the times I cry, rot in bed, harm myself, avoid everything, literally everyday I have something negative to say. I am the problem and I’m not ok with it. 020
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025Am I truly disordered? Or am I looking so attention? Am I too desperate? Are my standards too high? Low? Why is life so hard. Can anyone love me when I don’t even love myself? I don’t even like myself. Why can’t I do anything right? My family doesn’t care about me either. 020
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025Am I the problem? I’m I just too much? Or not enough? Am I not pretty enough? Am I not thin enough? Am I too loud? Quiet? I don’t even know who I am. I have so many personalities. So many styles. I like most music. Who even am I? Too sensitive? Too stupid? Am I not supposed to be loved in that way? 020
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025I think I force myself to get crushes on people bc I want someone to love and I know that isn’t good especially when i barely know these people sometimes. When i really think about it I don’t like them just the idea. The idea of being with someone. I want someone who will actually love me for me. 120
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 09/06/2025Why can’t people actually love people? Why can’t dating be a commitment anymore? Why cheat? Why hurt people you claim to love? Why be in a situationship and not date? I don’t get it. I get nothing. Why is everything about sex? Or looks? Why? Can’t you love to be around someone too? In true love?? 021
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 08/06/2025So do sleepyyy how bruhhhh had a coffee monsterrrr smhhh 000
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 08/06/2025I do nottt feel good 😬 I’m so so hot and my head hurts so so bad and I’m at work and I just feel like maybe I have a fever?? Idk my nose is all clear and everything but ugh I don’t feel correct 000
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 06/06/2025My poor child Amy 😞 making her suffer but.. CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT 😜 010
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 05/06/2025Did I see Hadley??? Idk I just saw a bunch of ppl in one isle panicked and left 110
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 04/06/2025Thinking ab this photo of me that I can’t even recognize myself in 110
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 03/06/2025I regret to inform the ppl that I will notttt be able to do the pride prom 😔 020
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 03/06/2025Tummy has NEVER hurted as bad as it does RN 010
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 02/06/2025Gangbang today? Later in the afternoon tho? 🫣 000
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 02/06/2025I’ve been telling myself I was gonna start reading this fic since 9:30pm it’s now 11pm and I still have yet to open it 000
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 01/06/2025I can’t tell if I want blue with green underneath + money pieces or if I want a mix of the green n blueee 120
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 01/06/2025Peep the new shorts cuz I gotta treat myself for gay month 130
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 01/06/2025Doodles gay person bc it’s pride month 😜 120
Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸) @clownslush.bsky.social · 01/06/2025Want you to know this was the sketch for that one comic I made 000
