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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

Why are you trans? Wrong answers only. Women are underrepresented in STEM fields. I figured I’d be part of the solution, instead of part of the problem.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

I can’t remember the last time I made a positive journal entry.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

But it wasn’t, and I’m left to cope with the notion that this is what I am beneath the thin veneer of all the lies I tell myself.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

I have journal entries from this. I have video. All of it showing a wretched thing. Ugly in both body & soul. If it had been a one-off, maybe I could accept that it wasn’t a glaring display of who I really am.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

Again, this wasn’t the first time, and like the other times I did my usual bullshit of making like I was trying to hide it from people, yet signalling loud and clear that I was suffering, and leaving no means by which anyone could’ve intervened if they’d wanted to.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

Maybe it could have been. Maybe I had the choice, and I simply had not wanted to make it. Either way, I wallowed in a hell of emotional self-harm that I wouldn’t wish on anyone. Every single bad thought was entertained. Every maladaptive coping strategy.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

I felt bad, and not just physically bad although there was that too. Emotionally bad. Like some or all of my soul was in agony, and I had no choice but to feel it. It could not, would not, be ignored.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 29/09/2026

I had a bad night. It’s not the first I’ve ever had, but it capped what had been a bad day. Both of them were not products of someone else’s doing.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 28/09/2026

Southwark Bridge, need to make a point to visit there at some point. From the sound of it seems like the perfect place to never leave.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 28/09/2026

6 AM, and desperately trying not to eat my own hair.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 28/09/2026

I wonder what runs out first, the booze, or my consciousness.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 10/09/2026

A little while ago, some friends and I commissioned some WYFFH x Dorley crossover artwork from the very talented @ce-leen.bsky.social, and we want to share it! The Cheerasite comes to Dorley Hall. We are very Normal about cheerleaders (and second years).

Two California girls (Taylor & Maxine) bringing the gift of cheer to the UK.

Yearbook style artwork of Taylor and Maxine, from When You Fell From Heaven, on left next to the CD player. Various characters from The Sisters of Dorley are dressed in VPH cheer uniforms and are standing, one or two precariously, in a three tiered pyramid formation.

Bea and Val stand together holding hands on the right. Bea is holding a mug that says “Gone Feminizing”.

The various character names are printed along the bottom of the image.

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Zoe TunnHELL @zoewithasword.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Absolutely the hell not. It is so exhausting seeing these cis liberal folks with huge platforms go OH I LOVE TRANS RIGHTS SO HERE'S A WAY YOU CAN STILL CONSUME HARRY POTTER AND IT'S OKAY. It isn't. She isn't dead. She is actively harming lives, constantly. She is her work. They cannot be separated.

Peter Sagal @petersagal.bsky.soci... 3d I've said it before, and I've said it again: the Harry Potter books are terrific, especially when read aloud. They appeal to any child who is told they are special and great things are expected of them, and yet they have no idea how to live up to that.
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Peter Sagal @petersagal.bsky.soci.. 3d Also, there are complete sets of the books available at most garage sales, every library sale and a lot of antique/ junk shops. Failing that, I recommend your local public library.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 01/09/2026

I think I'm reaching that point on the HRT timeline where certain bits of neuroligical rewiring are approaching end state. The degree to which I've been craving being someones little spoon the last few days... Ooof.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 01/09/2026

“To carry on living is not giving up. It is the final victorious defiance.”

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Apes 2001 @apeslion.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

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Crip Dyke @cripdyke.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Cis people! Now would be a great time to explain that trans folks are overreacting when we use the word genocide. I'm sure that would be very reassuring.

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Ben Sadfleck @bensadfleck.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Petra Parker

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 21/08/2026

Sadly I run into a wall with it over here, as no one has invested the cycles needed to really work the kinks out of ESPHome’s IPv6 stack, and I run a fair number of those devices.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 21/08/2026

𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵. Yep! 𝘏𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘺, 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘱𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘭𝘢𝘣.

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CocoEagle @cocoeagle.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I cannot express this any better.... the frustration is real

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 21/08/2026

How… how how how HOW can I be wearing what is possibly one of the sexiest push-up bras know to science, and STILL something my brain interprets as masculine at first glance looks back at me from the mirror!? 🖕 visual heuristics!!!

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

I am 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 convinced that Kathryn Lyn has read “𝖧𝗈𝗐 𝖬𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖩𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖯𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖾𝗍?”.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

Jeez, this may even have dethroned Trials and Tribble-ations as my new favorite of ever.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

As an Arizona trash bag, I appreciate saguaro Ortegas on 𝘴𝘰 many levels.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

Such a great source of image macros too! Not canonical, still peak Kira.

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Zoe TunnHELL @zoewithasword.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

HE'S HERE THE PERFECT CHAOS GAY IS HERE

Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

The jawline work has been real torture, even with ample pre-game application of the emla I smuggled into the states. 30 minutes in and I’m ready to give up the launch codes. Everywhere else I can handle, and I do mean everywhere. Even the upper lip. Aloe gel. I need to look into that.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

Y’all do windows. We do door plugs. We’ve each got our thing.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 08/08/2026

Okay, after last week’s spooky SNW episode, which wasn’t my favorite genre, this week’s 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 vibe is just right. Seriously, those two need to either fuck or fight.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 05/08/2026

Second time through Brand New Day. The climactic memory scene still gets me.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 05/08/2026

I’m prescribed it for its primary purpose, but as someone who had an unhealthy relationship when it came to food, I’m very grateful it silenced the food noise in my head as well. I, too, hate that it’s being pushed this way. Being sold in the US at a sane amount would go a long way in fixing it.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 25/07/2026

What happens when you're sort of like vibe coding, but for putting together an outfit. Vibe fitting? Vibe vibing? This outfit was not AI generated.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 25/07/2026

Sometimes the thoughts are going to go where they will. I fear this when it comes time for my recovery.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 25/07/2026

Card carrying member of the the Long Haired Kara Mane-iac Society here.

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Kara BOOOOOchanan 🏳️‍⚧️🎃 @magicariot.com · 18/07/2026

The "sickos" meme, but it's been re-drawn by artist Amber Dill to feature Nova, the trans magical girl drummer from "Magica Riot," a girl with fluffy twintails in a magical girl outfit. The text reads, of course, "Yes…HA HA HA…Yes!"

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 18/07/2026

I can handle the “front optics”, that’s upper and lower lip, chin, cheeks. Actually just did in a 3 hour sesh today. Start working in the underside of the jaw, and by thirty seconds in, I will be dying to give you the launch codes.

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Claire (‘s complete lack of surprise) @claireity.queerleader.lgbt · 14/07/2026

Well, my days of thinking this woman is a horrible c**t are certainly coming to a middle!

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