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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

i'm an adult. academy isn't. everything. i made some mistakes it's alright. none of this will matter at some point. very soon

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

this is a critical week to get through i'm afraid i might harm myself in an irreversible way but hopefully i'll stay reasonable and productive throughout and if it doesn't happen. then it doesn't happen. it's not worth doing things i'll later regret

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

i wish i hadn't gone to class today and stayed at home and worked on this instead

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

okay i won't do it i won't do it i won't. i need to calm down somehow. i will calm down

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

DON'T do it dude. it's not worth it. it won't even help!! probably will make it worse. just. do what you can and that's all you can do anyways

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

yetmiyormuş gibi bir de kulaklığımın çalışası yok allah

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

Beni kurtarabilirlerdi oğlum. Acı çekiyordum. Bunca zamandır böyle değildi ne oldu bu çocuğa demez mi insan. Dönüp dolaşıp buraya geliyoruz. Ama şimdi de yardım isteyemiyorum. Kime gideceğim. Bir tek ölebilirdim onu da yapamadım. O kadar da ciddi değil

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

Geçen yazın sonu. Dönem başlamadan önce. Sabah benim hakkımda konuşuyorlardı uyandım. Mahvetti kendini dediler. Eyvallah. Kalkıp sağlık ocağına gittin ve içmeyeceğim vitaminler yazdırdım. Sessiz krizler

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

O zamandan belliydi. Annemgile ağlıyordum okulu bırakacağım diye. Bir sabah babamdan bırakacaksan bırak herkes okumak zorunda değil diye fırça yedim. Sınavdan önce kampa yazdırdılar diye deli gibi ağladım. Herkesin haberi vardı. Şimdi. Sessiz krizler. Arkamdan bir şeyler denecek diye ödüm kopuyor

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

allahım. Yenildim. Lütfen lütfen acıma bir son ver kulun.

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 6h

tekrardan sekizinci sınıftayım ve Yeni Nesil Matematik test kitabımın üzerine salya sümük ağlıyorum

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 7h

ooooooooooooooooooooooffffff babayı aldık babayı

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 7h

lan buna nası alıntı yaptınız 538 kişi. fi tarihinden kalma kitap

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

okay Acceptence and Commitment therapy right. she uhhhhhhhh acceptenced on my commitment til i. healed (Hayes et al., some year in late 20st century) twentiest. 20st century. i know i got that right (i googled)

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 7h

''the happiness strap 🤨 what the hell does that mean?!''

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 7h

it's not even just the disgust it's the. i don't know. anything

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 7h

everything i have to do for uni disgusts me and i've made a promise not to cut because what's that gonna achieve. i just have to sit down and. try

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 8h

I'm trying to be really strong here but this is due. This sunday dude. And I'm just. I don't even have anyone to bitch and moan to. Just my bluesky account

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 8h

let me put in some hours of work but honestly it's just the fool's errand

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 8h

avoidance**** sorry perfect brothers and sisters and enbies of the world

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 8h

i feel ☺️ like shit ☺️ but no time ☺️ for avoidence ☺️

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 8h

ferhunde: jale: don't marry sunuhi. just don't

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 10h

they worked the fuck outta her!! she could barely play!!

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 10h

this was a moment of weakness i'm not gonna start anything

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 14h

can't navigate the discomfort at all. i have got to leave

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 15h

and i still don't want any of it and despise it with a passion which i did not possess before the internship and i might just go and tell my mom i can't won't do this as a job. i don't know if she'll get mad with me but i'll tell eventually and then she'll maybe ask why and i don't know i need help

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 15h

comparing this to last year and the year before that and i don't know i don't know i don't know it's gotta be better. but it's also worse in its own ways which is my fault my fault but what else can i do. i barely started to sit down with myself to get some work done

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 15h

and everything is happening all the time and it's essentially nothing and i shouldn't let it affect me this much but i'm shaking dude. and i'm tired

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 15h

i might start cutting my arms again it's just not good and i don't like admitting to this but maybe it won't stick and we'll be fine but i did fuck up. i fucked up bad

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 15h

it was such a mistake coming to class. i should've sat my ass down

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 15h

WHY CAN'T I HAVE A CALM AND GENTLE DAY AT UNI FOR ONCE

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 17h

attan düştükten sonra yapılacak ilk şey!!!????????

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 18h

the internship was my ''i'll do this even if it kills me'' thing. now this. i don't care much about this

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 18h

well i'm cooked. i don't know who developed this scale i don't know who translated i don't know shit

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 19h

so many wrong things about this sentence. I typed it out just so you could see

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 19h

I've reached so many personal lows trying to survive this major and I don't care if anyone else has also been going through their own personal lows I deserve to die

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start talking again - when i know what to say @cl6ypigeons.bsky.social · 20h

elim ayağım titriyor bu anketlerle uğraşırken

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