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Whatever it’s Friday and I got my flu shot I’m gonna take a fat fuckin nap when I get home

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Anyways I love a male physician telling me a ferritin of 8 is normal while I’m looking at the updated 2026 ASH guidelines stating sub 30 is plainly anemic. And that somehow this couldn’t be contributing to my fatigue. Like. Shit makes me feel like I’m going insane.

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I always try so hard to listen to and validate my patients and sometimes I’ll tell them they’re wrong about something but I’ll explain it?? And try to find a solution regardless?? But the just, utter disinterest and bowling over until I put my foot down and made him listen to me. So frustrating.

Still thinking on it and what’s so upsetting to me is I can hold my own (as much as I shouldn’t have to) but it hurts more for the patients that don’t know how to advocate or that get talked down and I know how prevalent that is in healthcare :(((

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 12h

Thankfully I’m okay throwing my weight around a little but. I shouldn’t have to :(

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 12h

I love being a doctor and going to a doctor and STILL feeling like I’m fucking insane for being concerned about a symptom and he’s like “no that’s not that serious” and I just have to stare into the void Being a woman is so fucking frustrating

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Also trade secret I did make an art acct I haven’t shoved anything into it yet bc oops but @sorimori.bsky.social hehe I finally have my proper username on socials 🙆‍♀️ (I said I might choose a different username when I retired but I’m a liar and I love drawing that signature)

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I miss my tablet so much man I need to just bite the bullet and buy a new PC but AUGHHHHH Could just do a tablet ig but I wanna be able to multitask w my big ass monitor alas :(

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Finish Spanish hw no no it’s draw Themma time (trying to remember how to draw her at least lmao)

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

It’s lucky my daily emotional mood swing occurs right before I get to the gym. No thoughts only 3 miles treadmill. 🏃‍♀️‍➡️

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Big ups to all writers but god I love a freak ass man and an angel loses its wings when you turn him into a kind and considerate lil cinnamon roll I beg of you please I beg

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Drives me nuts reading fic and the characters are so desperately mischaracterized to sand off all the edges like. No why did you make them cutesy. Just make ocs. You can do aus you can do fluff JUST MAKE THEM FREAKS ITS OKAY AHHHH (me reading janka fic and throttling myself)

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I wander into a mall and immediately walk back out and go straight to the thrift bc full retail cost makes me lose my mind lmfao

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I love trying to shop for a belt and all them shits are like 40 bucks what do you Mean a belt is that expensive have I just been unaware of the belt economy

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Also started reading dungeon crawler carl finally and I was trying so hard to dislike it at first but I think the damn thing won me over I finally have a multi book series again lmao

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Current mantra during weird fatigue shit when I’m talking myself out of the gym is I can be tired and sad or I can be tired, sad, And strong And fast so. Guess who did her 3 miles after work 🤧

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Starter pack?? I’m assuming this is a bsky thing

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I want “ferally consuming enemies-to-lovers fic” cinna back, not “never ending melancholia and bone deep exhaustion” cinna she’s not as fun :(

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I wish I had the ability to selectively forget certain things, but I also know I’m a composite of all my prior experiences and everyone I’ve ever known. So. Yeah. Love vague sad posting but that’s what I get for listening to the movements catalogue the past couple days

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

The autumn weather is too enjoyable so the yellow jackets must humble us, such is the way

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Anyways I went silly crazy and am now up to date on gachiakuta after uh, 12hrs. Same shit I did w MHA for hawks lmfao help a girl sees a funky anime boy and is like

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

But also I’m so skilled at finding good writers that have abandoned their accounts or never finished a series or are writing anon so I can’t find their other work LMAOOOOO AUGH PLEASE

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

God I love when fic writers not only wax poetic about their own head canons and character studies but also when their own voice is super unique and funny like. Goddamn I love when someone can WRITE and also gets weird w it. Like I get it make them kiss but let’s ~elaborate~ on it.

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Started reading gachiakuta and was like haha fanon jabber is cool but no way he’s like that in canon >canon jabber okay I love this freakass man

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Scrolled back thru my old x timeline hunting for art to save/repost and damn I was kinda funny sometimes 🤔

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Like I guess I can make an alt here but this community is so insular already I feel like nobody would even see human oc art lol Where the lads posting nsfw and lore dumps nowadays cause x gives me a damn migraine w all the gambling ads

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Genuinely tempted to start drawing/writing again since i can focus more on my human ocs and not the furry ones as much bc I don’t need commission income anymore lmao…not that I dont like those ocs but I can be weird and free and unmarketable now No clue where I’d put everything tho. Tumblr again mb

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Thankfully my other numbers aren’t too bad and I don’t have other worse symptoms but godddddd I have actually been diagnosed with sleepy bitch syndrome!!! damn!!!

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Me staring blankly into the middle distance as my little make believe characters entertain me and I am unable to form coherent sentences due to exhaustion. Truly what’s better than this (having working blood)

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I love finally recognizing that this level of fatigue isn’t normal but there’s nothing I can do about it immediately so I get to just sit in my car and stare in a fugue state thinking about my ocs kissing bc I have no energy to do anything else rn lmao

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Uh oh gang guess who’s severely anemic! (It’s me. I have no ferritin lmfao) 🥴🤡

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Brute forced my way back into my x accounts out of curiosity and now I’m just so sad, man. So many memories. So many people who are just…totally out of my life now. I’m more stable and less stressed all the time but I’m so much lonelier :( oh well

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Columbus metroparks stay the best 🙌

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I hate how consistently accurate the “I don’t want to run but I’ll feel better if I run” to “I feel better now :)” pipeline is. Like I’m still congested and fatigued but I ran 2.5 miles and I got a lil coffee and a lil park walky :)))

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

just posting this I guess cause it’s a thought that’s been inside my brain for a few months now and it feels nice to put it on the outside of my brain finally 🙇‍♀️

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Also weird little real life things but pretty sure I’m not bi I’m actually just lesbian??? or some super specific form of bi that avoids 95% of men lmfao. orientation is weird and strange but it is funny I’ve come full circle again. oh well wahoo I guess 🦅

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

shenandoah was cool even if I couldn’t breathe for half of it 🤧

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

On one hand glad I came out cause I can cross it off the list and it’s beautiful but there goes most of my hiking plans…I’m gonna try to do some small trails but I ammmmmm so tired :(

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Gotta love getting sick the day before you drive out to Shenandoah NP and now you’re here and it’s beautiful and you can’t breathe thru your nose lmfao

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Anyways I saw mister kevin impala yesterday and it was cool as hell

cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Please second leg of tour when it’s been over a year vessel PLEASEEEE

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Token guitar collab but it gave us new video of III and IV shredding and I feel like a dog w the zoomies MY BOYS MY BOYS ITS BEEN SO LONG

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Beat my quarter marathon time by 6 minutes I’m gonna sleep for the rest of the day now

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Super pumped to go see citizen tonight but I’ve been really fatigued all week and standing on a barricade for 7 hours and screwing my back up won’t be the best for my race on Sunday :((( ughhh Bummer dude

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Body image vent (not really that serious) but god I’ve been trying to buy new shorts for weeks now and it must be so easy to shop for clothes when you’re skinny. Like I’m sorry I was gifted w ass but nothing fucking FITS >:(

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I tried to train up to a half last year but I was lax in my miles and hurt myself on a 9 mile run and gave up :( I’d like to give it another shot but scawey

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cinna @cinnaroni.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Quarter marathon race on Sunday and I have the “itching to train up to a full” bug in my brain again eurgrgrgrgg the desire to become obnoxious is so strong